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Note from Helen Demetriou:
I offer a word of caution before you read this channeling. It was very difficult to channel these truths given to me by our beloved Mary Magdalene who is known as Mariam. This is not a channeling that made me feel happy to have learned these revelations but I felt utter sadness. I did not know if it would be wise to publish this channeling because of how sad it is yet I was urged to by Mariam. I understand that most people are used to and want to read only happy channelings but in order to heal from this archetype that lives within many women and from the savagery that has been inflicted upon the Goddess through time, I also understand how important it is to get the truth out there.

You know how much I love you. You know that I am always near you, guiding you, giving you my strength to carry on. I understand how hard it has been for you and I understand that you know it will continue to be hard for just a little while longer. I have faith that you can do this otherwise you wouldn’t have been chosen to take on this mission and this great work that you are.

I want you to know that I too have suffered. You know this is truth. Even though they tell the lies about me being a woman who has copulated with men for money, they do not tell of how they had pained me while I was incarnated in flesh. They do not tell of the severe treatment of me when the master left us for a while. Such contempt. Such utter sickness. When the master was crucified so was I but it was not my body they crucified but my soul. It was my heart that was already broken that had to bear the beatings by those cruel hands.

Helen: Mariam, is this my imagination? Please tell me that it is. Am I imagining that you said you were beaten? And hear the name of who did this, but please, answer me; who beat you? Is this my imagination?

Mariam: No, it is not your imagination. And yes; it was Peter who did it.

(I am crying. I feel like my entire heart and soul is being ripped out of my body. I feel utter sadness.)

It is ok to tell people now. I think it is about time they understand this truth.

Helen: I don’t know if I can do this. I don’t know if I can continue channeling this. I don’t know if people will reject this. But then again, how can I deny you this chance to tell your story? I am very sorry my Goddess. Please forgive my weakness.

Mariam: Oh, it is ok; please, do not ask for forgiveness. I know how hard it is for you. This is why you understand it and why you are so compassionate for others, why you love people so much because you have known pain. You have known this that I speak of. You have lived it the same moments as I lived it. It is ok.

Helen: Please continue.

Mariam: Yes, it was Peter who beat me. He believed that when the master died that he was not coming back. Peter has no faith at all. He only thought about how he would use what the master had taught to create his own following. You know that he did this anyway when he created the Roman Catholic Church. So he believed that the master was not coming back and that he was free to do with me as he wished. He had so little time but he did make the largest amount of damage to me in that little time.

Helen: Can you tell me what happened? Can you tell me what happened when Jesus was crucified? What happened when he was resurrected?

Mariam: I will tell you. This is why I have come to you now to reveal such things to you. You know you have always known what I will say to you. You are the wounded soldier of mine. You have fought so hard and I am so proud of you. People persecute you, yet like I did, you continue. You have not planted a seed of hope within people but a whole tree. So rise off your knees, Helena of the Tree; take my hand and feel my love.

(I take her hand and I begin to see flashes of visions. I see a lot of blood. I see Mariam screaming at the base of the cross. Jesus is telling her to move back and that it will be ok yet both know that as he slowly dies, a part of her soul disintegrates for they are joined not only as man and woman but as twin flames, two souls that are one and the same. Both, light bringers, light bearers, co-saviours of humanity and defenders of the sacred masculine and feminine. She speaks as I continue to see these things.)

None of this is your imagination. The master was indeed crucified and it was not beloved brother Judas who was the traitor but Peter. Peter had plotted and schemed constantly to take the masters place once he was crucified. The master and I had produced a son. When Jesus had returned to be baptized we had already become lovers, had been together for many years. The New Testament (none of it is a testament of truth) does not ever mention a child and this was done purposefully to protect Jacob, the son that I had with the master. Our boy.

Believe me when I say my soul died as the master gave his last breath. After that moment I feared for my life and for the life of my son. I knew that Peter was planning to dispose of me and the boy. The other brothers protected us as much as they could. You do not know how I needed the time to run by until the master returned. I spent my time with his body, keeping his wounds clean for when he returned.

Helen: Can you explain what you mean by his return? His body was there. He died. Where did you believe he had gone? Did he ever mention to you where his soul would go after he would die by crucifixion?

Mariam: Oh, yes, he did tell me. He told me that he was going to see king of Earth, his father.

Helen: So why did his soul have to leave at all? Why not just stay in the body?

Mariam: Because there were things he needed to do, to learn for the rest of his journey that he could not learn while his soul was contained within the vehicle of his body.

Helen: Why did Jesus leave you and Jacob if he knew what Peter had been plotting? Did he not worry?

Mariam: I was the only one who believed in who he was 100% and I had to stay to keep his truth alive until his return. I resurrected him by keeping the truth about who he was in the minds of his followers and with their faith and belief, he was able to return. When he did return, he just woke up.

Afterwards we had to leave as our lives were in more danger than ever. We travelled to Egypt, India, to many places. Jacob grew and married and had children of his own. We continued to feed the poor food of the soul and to teach others how to heal.

I want you to know that you have fire in your soul. You are on fire. You ARE fire. No matter what prejudice or opposition you have faced and will face, you will continue to do this. Continue to be. Never be ashamed of who you are. They are the ones who are full of shame; those who oppose you.

I want you to tell everyone about the great light that is coming to your world. I want you to tell all about this light that will anoint and baptize them with fire. The Cosmic Christ shall be with you soon but before he returns you shall all know this light. It will burn so brightly but will never hurt your eyes.

It is my gift to you; the light of wisdom.

(I begin to see Jesus coming closer and putting his arm around Mariam. Mariam looks up at him with so much love and he kisses her tenderly on the lips. They both look at me.)

Jesus: it is ok. You know what to do. This cross you bear will be lifted soon. I am just the memory of Theophilos. I am an archetype and so is he. Your suffering cannot go on for much longer.

(He shows me a clock; a white clock. I see the numbers 12:12)

This is it; this is the new number for you to work with. Is it a date? This I cannot reveal to you. It is up to you and your faith for that one. The road has been created for you, beautiful warrior. You both have our love. Walk forward without fear and trust that we are helping you through.

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http://esophoria.org/the-confession-of-mary-magdalene/

Read also: http://esophoria.org/the-crucifixion-of-the-sacred-feminine/