I was stressed out yesterday, after having tried to heal myself. Seems that even after fasting and making intense efforts to grow wheatgrass, make up juices, fast etc, that I have wasted time, money and effort. (I'm certain I have H. Pylori bacteria in my gut).
So last night I bought a bottle of wine to just relax with as I just feel (like many people) so DONE with this reality, the illusion, the fakeness - and being sensitive to it. Never mind, we have to push on. (And I know wine's bad for it but I just felt I was not coping). I chose not to meditate but to drink instead.
I then dreamt that there was total anarchy, and that people were being shot just for walking in the streets, due to other's being hungry. In my dream, I went to hide in a public toilet and then a man with dark hair and dressed in a beige jacket - who reached out and said he was here to collect me. I didn't like his beige outfit as it was too long (not what humans on Earth wear). It went down to the middle of his thighs. Anyway....
I looked at him and thought he looked very pure but almost nerdy. Not geeky nerdy but innocent kind of. In my heart though I seemed to feel at ease with him and knew I could trust him to go with him on his spacecraft.
Anyway, be interesting to hear some views on this. I guess it's a dream to just 'hang in there'.
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It may not be your inner feelings coming out in a dream. It could be a message but I suppose only you could guess what that is. David Wilcock has had some very strange and vivid dreams which he is describing as messages, just today I read his blog where he is describing his latest dream. You may find it interesting.
I want one of those coats! well more like a duster coat :)
Did you ever went into his spacecraft, had a similar dream?
Last night I gained lucidity during a dream, the first thing I did was run through the wall (bad idea for some reason :S) then I just woke up.
i had the choice to go onboard the ship with my galactic brother.
I felt intuitively everything was ok, and knew inside he was my brother, so I was ready to make the choice but then the dream ended.
I have been on a Sirian mothership many times while lucid dreaming, but not in recent weeks. I think I've still been visiting it, but haven't been able to hold onto the memories after waking up.
Star Flower, Salusa says that is because they don't want us to focus on them or let our night time experiences of visiting them to intrude into our daily lives because we would be too focused on that and not with our 'normal' day to day living.
I think you're correct, Trinity. Just this morning, during meditation, I was reflecting on the need for some to share their night-time messages, and others to not be so enmeshed in them. Personality differences I suppose. When I was 14 I had an oobe that I felt I needed to tell everyone about. This obsession to 'tell', to 'spread the news' is so diminished now by comparison. But it is still strong for David and others.
Star Flower, I think a lot of us have been the same on that score. I used to think I should tell people about the Earth changes but now I know that it's not really necessary as everybody is doing THEIR own thing, I don't need to tell them what I think is important. Some feel compelled and that must a bit stressful when an awful lot of people just don't want to know.
Thanks for your replies guys.
Well the time has flown, and this was written in April. I've since given up drinking in an attempt to gain mastery and am in regular lovely sleep patterns now, it's great to overcome.
I do feel it was a rapture-like dream so it's been very comforting.
Thanks again
A huge CONGRATULATIONS to you, Butterfly! Becoming 'dry' is a considerable accomplishment.
My own dreams have shifted to the edge of memory lately. I wake knowing that I just learned something very significant but can't remember what it was. I'm falling asleep every afternoon for several hours also.
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