I never thought I`d come this far talking about something which is beyond any imagination. And I feel sorry for many honest souls who maybe are not ready getting confronted yet. I bear that in my soul for a long time, and I find no reason to deny it anymore. It is a fundamental truth which I found has revealed to me without having looked for it. It took me years to let it happen and left me in a state of sobriety I have never deliberately expected.

1. The brain is a material device in which something is happening exposing conscience. It does not simultanously process different layers and levels of reality, but uses time thus revealing one after another. It is a big filter machine. The truth is: parts of our reality perception is fake, part is real, but all is not in real time.

2. The brain processing thinking  happens in a loop structure faking objective thinking. One part is thinking a problem, another part immediately is looking for answers. it is like ping-pong, forth and back, always in a loop. The truth is: the brain is always finding arguments to whatever case having emerged - in each different brain different.

3. So called objectivity is problematic, in fact there isn`t any. What different people with different brains can do, is having adjustments on definitions on basic things: this we call blue, this is a table, this we call beginning etc. The truth is: there is no objective truth, but only more or less adjusted agreement being the basement of possible common considerations.

4. It is not possible to be really sure in two things: whether we are in a dream and whether our perceived outer world is real. Actually, there is no single universe out there, but as many universes as there are brains. The truth is: each subject with a brain is actually the only one perceiving in a whole universe, he is all alone.

5. Again: our brain is a reality machine. It is faking. It gives the illusion of objectivity which is a fake too. We can`t be sure whether we are dreaming and whether the outer world is real. We can`t even know for sure whether we really exist. Additionally, we are trapped in space and time, all is affected by it, and we are never able to "be and think outside of it". This is the deepeer meaning of "loop structure" we are in. The truth is: the brain processing in space and time can not do it "outside of it" - it has no ability to process beyond Being.

6. Neither the brain can imagine pure Be-ness, nor The Ground of Being which some call God, nor Nothing, for even thinking Nothing is Something, which is not Nothing. Existence means, something came from something (ex-sistere meaning to come forward). The truth is: God does not exist, from what "something" he should have come if all "something" came from him? It seems more appropriate to say: God happens, and often not.

7. If you come deep enough with this, you reach a state of sobriety which takes you all "wonderful imaginations" and beliefs in whatever divine plans. The truth is: there are actually real reasons some find (and will defend) of falling into agnosticism, which is in fact to some a very honest thing, to others a reason for suicide.

8. It really looks like we are in fact in a big hall of mirrors or a theater or a comedy, a divine comedy, as if all is real but is not. The truth is: we have no other chance than commiting suicide or playing our parts more actively or passively. We really don`t know for sure why this is supposed to happen. It simply happens.

9. Many plays appear ritualized, and many by accident. The truth is, we came here to play GFOL, and most in here are so serious as if there would be no other plays. Actually, even GFOL has no real meaning like all other plays, not even best channellings have any real meaning.

10. There seems to appear only one meaning, which is related to the plays only, but not to a big picture, for we are unable to see a big picture except sobriety: love. The truth is: only love can make a play appear in a way providing thrive. Or in other words: if all is in fact a dream of God (which we are not sure it is or not), then love makes it a good dream.

I come to this: I can`t deny that many people around me can`t take that. So I avoid speaking of it. Actually I lie out of love, for my and your brain does the same. This I mean with sacred lying. I lie because I feel many could not take the real truth. I lie even to myself very often in order to stay alive.

But most relaxing to myself is - nothing appears to me super highly serious anymore. Not even GFOL. I ask for being gentle...

To those who want to know, would you please read this amazing story:

http://www4.gvsu.edu/wrightd/SPA%20307%20Death/SaintManuelBueno.htm