Here is something I am perplexed about. In my effort to understand compassion I feel very compassionate for this woman's situation even though she passed over. I may do the Enlightenment prayer from Quan Yin and Medicine Buddha for her tonight.
This has been disturbing me and making me feel compassionate for several weeks now. It is another confusion I have related to faith, even though faith has supplied what I have needed so far, what happened here?
My question is how could her Higher Self allow this? Where was her Higher Self? My logical answer is that her Higher Self was there always with her but waited to be asked for help. Also what about her guardian angel? Maybe the same thing, she didn't ask for help while she was conscious? Did her free will choose for negative forces and suffering over love? Is that why she could not find her higher self? What are your thoughts?
The story is about Annieliese Michel, a German woman possessed by a demon. The video link is below, BEWARE this is graphic and full of negative vibrations. Stay grounded in your Higher Self's eternal love for you. Here is the video. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qr-IdHU3A5M
Anneliese Michel (September 21, 1952 - July 1, 1976) was a German Catholic woman who was said to be possessed by demons and subsequently underwent an exorcism. Two motion pictures, The Exorcism of Emily Rose and Requiem are loosely based on Anneliese's story.
Anneliese experienced what is recognized by medical professionals as severe psychiatric disturbances from the age of 16 to her death, at age 23, as a direct or indirect result of an exorcism ritual. Both priests who performed the exorcism and Anneliese's parents were convicted of negligent homicide. The Roman Catholic Church, which had authorized the exorcism, reversed its position and declared Anneliese Michel a case of mental illness. Many people believe she was genuinely possessed by demons, and her grave-site is a destination for pilgrims to this day.
I may have found an answer in this second video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J8r_Qt6flOA&feature=related
She made some kind of pact or vow but I don't understand completely. Something free will related possibly but I still don't understand. It made me feel a little bit better when the demons said that God was coming and they had to leave, but all the suffering I still don't understand.
I am in agreement that free will played a determining factor, especially after watching the second video
The Creator asked her many times, "Do you really want to do this?"
She was strong in her vow to suffer for the well being of beings in hell (lower astral regions whatever you call it- like Jacob's Ladder movie). She chose for suffering which the Higher Self and angels could only watch, but why was the suffering so long? What purpose was this from the God perspective? A temporary ticket out of hell in exchange for suffering and loss of an incarnation?
As I watched other videos with actual clips of the demons speaking- they talked of brawling and hatred and being eternally dammed etc which was closely matching Howard Storm's Near-Death experience http://www.near-death.com/storm.html when he was part of the hell regions for a short time before being allowed to live again.
So from what I percieve, she allowed the hell beings to come to her to get a break from the hell regions and enjoy creating havoc on earth?
It is understandable that hell regions and all beings there are in perpetual suffering but what benefit is this for Annilese- is she serving all by letting the hell beings create hell on earth? It is possible she did not understand the dynamics of what she was getting into but I still don't understand the suffering. Why couldn't she just pray to the angels to guide the hell beings out of hell and replace each bit of hell in each being with a bit of love so they return to full love over a period and are released. I asked for the answer from the Creator, Melchizedek, the Mahatma, and the Cosmic Council of 12. Maybe I will get it.
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Thank you Lightworkers.
This Annilese Michel case interest first came about as I was searching paranormal movies and came upon the movie the Exorcist.
I researched the case at http://alexandruvalentincraciun.wordpress.com/2010/03/14/a-differen...
and my Higher Self wanted me to learn a lesson.
I will not contact Annilese on the other side as there is no need. There is more risk of being manipulated by a negative polarity being who I think is Annilese in my search for knowledge instead of searching for life. I did my enlightenment prayer for her and the masters have responded. I heard her say Dankeschön to me telepathically after the rite was performed.
My understanding was that she was at a time in life where she was confused. She grew up in a dogmatic religious family which engrained in her conscious mind if you do this you will go to heaven and if you do this you will go to hell. My interpretation was an extreme negative polarity presence guised as the presence of God came to her, read her confusion, diverted her understanding and asked her to do something so she would get something in the name of God. This do or don't is how Lucifer approached Jesus in the desert or how Buddha encountered tests on the way to enlightment. This suffering may have been karmic or it may have been chosen by her higher self to show all the other selves that evil does exist and be cautious. Not fearful, but to choose wisely.
Your comments were a blessing. "know the PARADOX First in Order to TRANSCEND PARADOX Never Aim to Understand It
It is by Nature - by Virtue - A Miracle........the analiese thing is very synchronistic with me .. please close that portal - 1212"
I should not see the why or try to understand evil. It just IS. The evil is an expression of the Creator as well. It just exists. No need to open the door. I can send love out to all beings but there is no need to converse with their polarities as it risks being manipulated by them. These beings exist due to free will and choices. We can choose for love or fear but cannot choose both. This was a meeting with cosmic evil for me, much like Alice Bailey's books describe the 9th initiation- the meeting with and the forever release from cosmic evil. Such as the same in the Jesus story or the Buddha story. A release from illusion.
This meeting with cosmic evil with its traps of knowledge over life I believe along with the dedication to Faith from last week were serious initiatory tests. The answer to all is just be love. I am love. I AM that I AM.