hello

this is not a plea for help. not a sympathy
im just stating truth finally why i cant be happy and personally why i cant be in this spiritual stuff. other people feel worse on this than me but i just wanted to say why here.

i cant be happy knowing that people are getting killed, being abused and all sorts of nastys.

i cant be happy knowing that children are not safe, peple are not safe and familys are not safe.

i see it on the news everyday it seems that when i switch the news on a murder has happened or a bad crime with deadly effects for people. i know you may say the news is a control device by the dark ones but it also reports the truth on these cases. im not the only one who is feeling like this there are loads whofeel like this and lots in worse deep water. no i do not here to make anyone pray, pray if you have too but im notsitting here being happy knowing that bad stuff is happening. i know we are supposed to be happy but right now im one of those who cannot. now i can either sit here feeling sorry, or i can go out there to do something. i choose to do something even if it costs my life force in process to do it or to clear up the negative karma generated by the hate of people like myself( i admt im no saint). im not here to make anyone feel sad or ruin their chances of happiness. its ok to not letit get to you, to be happy inside but i personally cant go out there smiling to anyone and saying its allright when it isnt. i cant do that. but what i will do is not sit here feeling sorry, no im doing something about it

and if your wondering yes im an emapath.

this is more of a dairy, those who read it thank you for taking the time to read.

robert gordon

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  • I agree, force is just as natural a part of the universe at large, and sometimes force is required as a reflective experience for enlightenment.

    If someone was wielding a knife at me, path of least resistance applies, if I can do something about it without harming anyone then that is what I will do. If not, and only by doing nothing can I be assured of harming none, then no matter what they are demanding, its probably not worth someone losing their life over. (Though there are exceptions to every generalism)

    I would most probably attempt to disarm the knife wielder and once acomplished we would have a chat, but only beacuse I have had the training to deal with those situations, and its all very dependant on circumstance.
  • I wish you well on your journey. Though I myself no longer have a problem being happy, I also respect very strongly the unhappyness ( and even anger ) emotions, and recognise the "do something about it".
    Don't forget your empathy and do what you can when you can.

    Light and Love for your active endeavors, no matter what they are.
    And dont worry, eventually you will come to see your empathy as a blessing, as I did. Till then, we are here for you when you need us.
  • thank you all for your responses. thank you peekay for the letter, it made me reliaze :). but im still confused about something if we see someone do something bad then what do we do. i mean like in god's letter ittalks about you do not have to hug the attacker who weilds a knife. but i sttill dont get what we do. do we walk away? and hope that he rises above it? i promise im not condoning but just still confused. thank you again for the letter :D it helps.

    robert gordon
  • And I empathize with you, Robert. Sometimes being an empath does not "feel" like a blessing, does it? Feeling what others are feeling is sometimes agonizing and sometimes joyful, is it not? It's kind of a two-edged sword? So, perhaps that's what is meant by "rejoice with those who rejoice" and "weep with those who weep"? This to me is proof-positive of our oneness.

    I feel that Mother Earth is a school room for many, and, hopefully, when there are enough of us to realize that we are ONE in Spirit, perhaps we will get tired enough of watching and feeling others suffer so that we will Truly Unite and work together for the good of all mankind. It's a dream of mine.
    • no its ok to make mistakes :)
    • joram in this mission i made for myself here i will trust myself. dont worry about that
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