Namaste.
As a 23 year old light worker and Indigo and current metaphysical student I've been wondering something....and its making me kinda worried (not in a negative matter tho)
You know Ascension and all the symptoms..well i know allot of people who are feeling the symptoms and they feel as if they are changing etc or the have aches,dreams, visions, body aches, headaches etc they hear or see angels etc or go and visit their Planet and all that wonderful stuff.... and i dont feel, see or hear anything..i dont feel pain.... i dont feel changes...i dont feel i am moving or changing or anything...,i dont feel changes in my body.... Even when i meditate i feel peace and i feel happy but i dont have any symptoms or visions and anything like that...and i think that is boring or probably i am missing something?...
I am a vegetarian and well i keep my life as happy and peaceful as possible I love to serve and take care of my family...i am not getting any of those changing symptoms but what i STRANGELY get is like i get angry which i usually never feel.... i get annoyed by being around people it just makes me soooo angry and like annoyed...USUALLY i am not like that AT ALLL.....and it makes me wonder whats wrong with my ego? why is it like this??.... Is this one of the symptoms?? I cant control it and i try to let it flow and i try to look deeper into my being to see what is causing this but the anger is still there i am even annoyed by my boyfriend..my family.....i am angry and plain annoyed...and how people live their lives etc.... In our house there are like 3 extra women living with us that work for us and they use our kitchen too etc...and well these days i dont even want to say "hello" to them.... and this makes me worried!! Am i being judgemental or mean???? Oh lord..., I want to ascend but all these weird negative feelings are driving me insane.... and i kinda get worried what if then with all these emotions i miss the ascension??? If These emotions are part of the ascension i would be HAPPILY angry then hahaaha.... I am worried that probably i am missing something to "change" like the others who are having body aches etc.....I smudge my whole room with white sage, i bath with salt water....and oh boy, I even want to be single now and i dont care about anything... whats happening???? Thanks for reading btw! Much Love. PS: I meant it!! i am not mad right now LOL xxx
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Dont worry when having no ascension symptoms..lol
You can be so balanced in your body. Your body are so healty that you have no symphtoms at all.
Yes, You know someone told me that today.. (a Guru) so you were right :-) its good to know, but still have to learn to keep my balance. Namaste
I don't think you should feel worried Ali, we all have unique experiences in our life, but "Ascension Symptioms" aren't going to be the same for everyone, and there may be a possibility that you don't feel what you expected to feel but "feelings" can be interpreted in different ways... so that's also tricky :)
I do think it's an issue that you don't feel like saying "hi" to your room mates, but I do think that people are "bumping heads" or just feeling conflicted a lot right now. If it doesn't bother you ~ than maybe it shouldn't (count it as a blessing).
No one should tell anyone they aren't having the correct experiences, because we all have our own experiences and lessons to learn. I don't believe emotions or anything else would make you miss a cosmic event in your life, but I can safely say on the other hand that if I hadn't made some of the decisions I made, I wouldn't have experienced some of the amazing things in my life that I have (so acting on your feelings is important) but do it in a constructive ways if possible, it will benefit you more in the long run.
By the way Anger is a part of the whole thing, but I think it's good to keep it in check, get out ~ see a concert, get a massage, do something that releases it, trust me I've dealt with a lot of it ~ and finding your inner peace is important and we do need help, I know, I do so don't be afraid to ask.
Don't worry your head too much, just flow with things as naturally as you can ~ you have the make the decisions that are right for you ~ the rest will happen regardless... :)
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..have u ever thought that maybe "you've been Punked"...by the whole "Ascension Symptoms Bullet-Point List scenario"???...and that maybe the list is a fake, written by minds with roaming imagination???
...yes..of course u get mad and angry...you're 23 for Christ's sake!!!!....and yes.... the mad and angry, and emotional responces is an Ego issue.... but if u think its so easy to beat it.... maybe u need to do some more "homework"..
....just keep on living, listen and observe your body and emotions...and dont give too much credit to anything u read, unless u confirm it with personal experience...
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im in agreement with you :)
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