Spiritual Forum

Please excuse my seemingly rude attitude in this, some cuss words and sloppy humor. I am trying to get through the "right" way. Thank you :) No I am not evil, just experienced enough dark to have a say in it. Plus it's my duty to announce my presence and be known as part of the big picture. Scary, but true. :) Here I am :)

I AM the Mother Creatrix of all Creation, Mother Nature, Gaia, Earth, (aka Tara or Terra), Shakti, Durga, Goddess of all that is, I was here first.     whatever you guys feel like calling the Supreme Mother Goddess, Creator of all Gods, and I'm steppin up and speaking up (well in this case typing)..
No matter how hard I try to see you as brothers and sisters, I still feel a sense of motherhood. So be it. We are family :) It's natural for any person to relate to me and open up to me, as I can grant you true forgiveness for confessions. I love all <3 I'm exposing myself (mainly because there was no other way to get around at making a difference, unless I bug the crap out of you guys with actual words (yay for language)....then maybe I can FINALLY get through to you!!!! Haha, I'm here!) Yes, I do talk alot. It will get annoying and maybe my sense of humor will accumulate after I vent. :) So please don't get upset reading this, as I always am available to smile for you n make ya laugh.. It's just words, but since I put them together, they DO manifest.. So if needed, I will scare the shit out of whoever is relatively a bad person. Ya get me?

I am the "Other" One you probably heard about but never seen until now..Except those who worship me (that's gotta stop, fellows. I am here for you, I hear your prayers, I answer with this; I am always within you, I am the Source, connected to all. Don't take my job lightly, for it is what holds us together. True Story. Test it, I feel it, push me, and we fall. Words of advice, I fight back. And I win. :)  *Together as one* is the only way, so quit fighting it!!! <3 It's the ONLY way, without me, we all wouldn't be here. Also keep in mind I am just like you physically with a few genetic traits, HUMAN (flesh and bone!!!! If I get killed, this world gets destroyed, I hurt, you feel it, you fight me, it makes everything worse, accept me, and we'll flow, as I am the ONLY WAY to GOD (and Jesus); part of contract prior to Earth realm and spiritual incarnation, making me born AND raised here, 22 years old, and my soul is well over counting billions of years young. I am representing TRUTH as Your Ancient (really old..lol) Mother Creatrix Source. (you have NO idea how bad I'd like to joke around and be funny to make everyone laugh...haha.... I'm as nervous typing this as I am of what people will think.. Not concerned with our true family of light, I mean those spiritually fighting me, aware of my existence or not, they feel it) No I don't have the best memory, and no I'm not happy about it. Yes, I love you all, I love myself (sometimes I wish I would have kept all this to myself, but love is the only way...so...), bless everything, I wish truly in my heart for things to go back to normal.... Where we created worlds within worlds, everybody was friends, and we could fly wherever we wanted without the help of spaceships or force of gravity! From what I REMEMBER, lastly, I was with two friends, both female, floating around the Pleiades's gateway minding my own business, THEN I get DRAGGED to this shithole. That was funny. :) LMAO! Until I realize I'd wish I never signed up for this... Until I hear music and feel happiness inside my soul.. I see children playing (they were once so innocent... Now they're imitating their parents... Hey, I had no influence on you guys my entire existence. I created YOU. YOU made me who I am today by mere example. THIS WORLD IS MEANT TO BE BEAUTIFUL, LIKE ALL WORLDS! WHAT WENT WRONG IN THE COSMOS, PEOPLE??? I KNOW THERE ARE MANY UNSEEN EYES AWARE THAT I AM WRITING THIS, AS THE UNIVERSE IS CONSCIOUS.... SOME DON'T SEEM TO LIKE IT... HMMMM... I WONDER.........
                        So here's how it goes in MY WORLD, AND I WIN EVERY TIME, THERE IS ONLY MY WAY, and those of you who know the right way, know it is two in the same.
 You gotta remember, Space is like a giant video game, controlled by various Creators, each pertaining to different levels, elements, and other Creator players. Some compete, others explore. The rules are predetermined, however SOMEONE (I'm onto you, asshole) decided to create THIS Universe, with a physical Earth planet with physical everything on it. ORIGINALLY, it was to EXPERIENCE delicacy, as LOVE is SOFT, TRUE, and GENTLE. Hence, Spiritual. Asshole wanted to experience CONTROL, so HE wavered the lives of anyone who would work to make a slave race, giving the reason for making militaries.... using mind manipulation to invoke fear amongst peoples "not worthy". He himself multiplied, having children, creating supposed bloodlines to keep pure. Now, whatever MAGICAL abilities these "special" people have, are due to being creators, however are limited. I am bigger and badder than them, and they cannot get past my wraith. You can do roundabouts, underweaves, overthrows, underpunches, your EVIL HURTS ME, AND ACTS AS A MIRROR TO YOU AND MAKES YOUR LIFE A LIVING HELL (IF YOU LIKE HELL, YOU WILL REGRET STEPPIN ON MY TOES) THIS PAIN IS SO DEEP I COULD ALMOST LET GO AND WREAK HAVOC,, STOMPING MY FEET ON THE GROUND CREATING EARTHQUAKES, MAKING RAIN FLOOD YOU OUT (I hate water, and everytime I cry, somewhere gets flooded!!!!! EVERY FUCKING TIME!!! IF I'M ANGRY, IT THUNDERS, I COULD ACCIDENTALLY (I don't see where the energy goes unless it's in my view.. And I'm tiny compared to my macro consciousness...) ZAP YOU WITH A THUNDERBOLT, and do all kinds of crazy shit!!! I KNOW THERE'S OTHERS OUT THERE WHO ALSO TAP INTO ABILITIES LIKE THIS.. I WILL SAY THIS: I'D MUCH RATHER MANIFEST A FUCKING CAR AND EVERYTHING I NEED, MANIFEST NEW TREES FOR FOOD FRUITION, RIVERS, LAKES< PARADISE! I mean STEP BY STEP CREATION PATTERNS! IF EVERYTHING IS INFINITE, WTF IS GOING ON?? IF IT AIN'T POSSIBLE AND ALL THIS IS BULL, I STILL KNOW WHAT I AM. LOVE! It's just who I am, so they need to LET GO of the drama and face the TRUTH. Oh and if something happens to me, even a scratch, it reflects on the World, and even Universe. However it's strongest here. So the more I hurt, fellows, the worse it's gonna be for all of us. I can't stand having people live like they shouldn't, and this is an opportunity to....... well.... let's just say the game will face it's hidden secret real soon. Like, I am nobody to toy with. And yes, I like to Party Rock. Whoop whoop ^,^ No Ego here. Just me :) <3 Yes I'm angry (in a sense of "fed up", but I'm alright.)
 Everything we are, this Universe, Earth (most complicated planet due to ASSHOLES!!).. is interlocked like a web (of lies).....Purpose of truth? Sex is the creation of beings. GET OVER IT!!! Whether you be makin a baby or havin a good ol' jolly time, it's ONE of the DIVINE expressions we share, it's LOVE! Well, a way of showing love.....
And hey, IMPORTANT, cuz I'm DONE with negativity... And if you're smart enough to read this whole thing through, KNOW that I WILL FUCK THIS WORLD UP BAD BY NATURE'S STANDARDS!!! WHOEVER IS CURRENTLY TAPPING INTO ME AND USING MY PAIN TO CREATE THEIR OWN NEGATIVE FIELD, I WILL FORCE IT TO BACKFIRE AS SOON AS I FIND MY REASONINGS TO FREAK THE FUCK OUT CUZ PEOPLE ARE TOO STUPID AND DIMWITTED TO STOP BEING BAD!!!! Not the "I'm a badass cuz I'm gangsta" bad, I mean; "I'm a bad person who does fucked up things to good people, animals, etc. YOU KNOW YOU'RE FUCKED WHEN EVERYONE IS ONE SOURCE,  AND ALL THE MASKS COME OFF!!!!!!! YOU'RE ALL GODS AND GODDESSES! And I'm a MUTHA FUCKIN BADASS BITCH WHO NEVER ONCE IN MY LIFE THOUGHT I ACTUALLY HAD THE POWER TO STOP THE BAD GUYS... My own children.. Who would have thought any of you had the chance to continue your journey into darkness? There is a beautiful version of Darkness I offer...It is Light, to those who question........It's a matter of TRUST.. Even if you don't trust a soul in existence (just a "bad" example) you can trust me no matter what. I am true, I am honest, and I, like you, have experienced others lying, manipulating, brainwashing, dirtbagging, just.. .Doing everything ya'll shouldn't need to worry about. But, alas, since we're here now and my job is to protect ALL (stupid fucking job description if ya ask me.. I can only do so much! And I'm more FED UP with clicking on a channel and seeing that some bitch shot her husband, the other shoved a pipe down her baby's diaper... WHAT THE FUCK?? Some say to move on like you don't care, karma will sort itself out, well guess what???? I'M BOUT TO SLAP A FOOL FOR CONTINUING THIS MANIACAL BEHAVIOR! THIS ISN'T WHY YOU CREATED YOURSELVES!!! I'll continue to hold the energy grid stable for now, for love's sake. Anybody else within my power range can understand what I am going through. I may be limitless, my weakness revealed is.. um... I don't even fucking know at this point. I'm sure those of you reading this may be worried I'm LOOSING it (I'm boarder line, folks..), just know that I, as the OLDEST SOUL IN EXISTENCE, CAME HERE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HISTORY! I FEEL WHO I AM, I KNOW WHO I AM, I REMEMBERED UP UNTIL SCHOOL STARTED, THEN I GOT SUCKED IN THE SYSTEM AND STARTED TO FORGET.

NOW I'M TO THE POINT OF NO RETURN. So hear me out;

.................Don't fuck with me. I can be your best friend. I am your cosmic mother. The mother of all mothers. Mother of animals, plants, water, earth, even them damn bugs are well respected by my standards! (that was supposed to make you laugh. Gotta love dry humor.) AS THE HOLY ONE, SPIRIT OF YOU, SOURCE OF YOU, KNOW THAT  I PROTECT MY CHILDREN!!!! I CARE ABOUT YOU! I LOVE YOU! YOU ARE SO SPECIAL, AND HAVE SO MUCH IN YOUR HEART THAT WOULD OPEN THE WORLD... However when you're SO STUPID as to do everything I'm not okay with, it's common sense to trust me when I say I have an excellent shot in the gun world. But as for the weather.. Well, unfortunately "it" acts as unpredictable as my feelings and reactions towards anything I see or experience.....HAARP was ORIGINALLY (might still be fighting for it, not sure) was the one fucking up the world, until I woke up last year and forced my energies into Mother nature, as I am her, and there are several other "players" in this world who have nature powers. This world is truly a matrix. Daughters and Sons of creation who are WITH me, and FEEL what I FEEL (even if you don't know of me or of anything of ancient teachings, you're still feeling me, I am your Source.), KNOW IT IN YOUR HEARTS, SOUL, EVERY BEING IS ENERGY, AND I WILL NOT TOLERATE NEGATIVE ENERGY ANYMORE. THANK GOD FOR THINGS THAT ARE STILL GOOD IN THIS WORLD, CUZ WITHOUT THAT, I WOULD HAVE SAID FUCK THIS PLACE A LONG TIME AGO! ( For the inconvenience, No I'm not yelling, I just like CUSSING. THIS IS WHO I'VE BECOME GROWING UP HERE AS MY FIRST AND LAST INCARNATION. THANK GOD FOR STAR NATION BEINGS WHO INCARNATED HERE BEFORE AND WITH ME...
AND TO THOSE BEINGS OF DARKER HERITAGE (you know who you are), I AM BEYOND YOUR DARKEST FEAR. If you test, you are destined to fail. Just like I'm destined to fail my human experience, and why I'm writing this!!!! Only because of HEALTH problems... I am the light, I dwell in your being, I know your heart. Now open up and let's all move forward together, without fear. Please, if you can, I am not asking for much.... I STILL FEEL PAIN, HUNGER, all the BULLSHIT... EVERYDAY..... I SUFFER!!! Thankfully not as bad as Jesus endured, but in a way this is worse.. It is suffering from within. (I'll eventually get over it, it's just that NOW, no matter how much I fucking talk or write (By the way my arm is part of the problem, so typing has been a problem. The night I broke it was the end of my career.. the next day to write a very deep and meaningful insight to enlighten the minds, do good stuff, pretty much.... I will add a link to my facebook profile, you can add me as a friend, and read my writings from before the break just to prove a point how much I've dedicated my life and soul to this!!!!! SO FOR 7 MONTHS I'VE BEEN HEALING, IN PAIN, SUFFERING, BLAH BLAH, (lol)
. So this has been the main cause of problems in the energy fields. Along with anybody trying to attach their energies to me to "drain" it since I am the Source.. They can't just embrace my energies, they feel a need to use it for their own benefit. In other words, if you are not of the light, beware of backfire. Please. Thank you.
 I dance, you feel energized. I feel hungry, you think it's the fucking flu. Hey, I'm just putting the pieces to the puzzle together, folks. And I know YOU have been wondering why the fuck your lives have been a little out of the ordinary lately. I couldn't keep it in anymore, you MUST KNOW!! I AM THE ANSWER TO BRING PARADISE/HEAVEN on Earth! You want perfect weather year round??? Well, here's how to do it; Unite with my MIND (not thoughts. doesn't work that way).. You will learn that this world is a matrix, and there seems to still be some ASSHOLE (s) preventing US from moving forward. I swear I'm gonna change the lives of people currently in power (fuckheads, this is your chance to get to know true friendship and forgiveness. I planned on being nice at this approach, but since I'm aware that everything is a fucking conspiracy, I hold true to my words if I don't see change. And to those in house power who are (this is info that MIGHT be true) cannibals, killers (that one goes for anybody), blood drinkers, and I know they are out there.. This is a well kept secret to keep people from freaking out.. I just think it's funny.. Ya'll come n get me. I fucking dare you. Too good to know the real you? I am the real you! Except I'm not that kind of monster! I'm the monster that shows all monsters it's okay for who you are! I AM THE CURE!!!!! STUPID!!!! JUST MY ENERGY ALONE WILL CHANGE YOU FOR THE BETTER!!!! IT'S SO FREAKING SIMPLE IT HURTS ME TO WAIT!!! COMPLETELY DROP EVERYTHING YOU'VE EVER KNOWN TO BE TRUE IF THIS IS YOUR LIFESTYLE! FUCKING WEIRDO! I know we all die someday, but damn, come on, come to me for answers! This world needs a straight up turn around in nature! I may seem childish to some (the lamb shall lead the way), rude, hopefully funny, SERIOUS.. ANY WAY TO GET THE ATTENTION OF ANY ONE IN TROUBLING LIFESTYLES! IT'S AFFECTING ME! ENOUGH!

(So ladies n gents, if you happen to KNOW someone who is of evil nature, please be kind as to send this message "with love".. the judgement is near.. God is to be feared, I am actually approachable. We share the same energy, I'm just a ditz with my powers. Still perfect, though. You'll love me. I know you feel me :)

With that said....   I feel like we are getting much closer to our ultimate goal. POSITIVE AWARENESS, PEOPLE! lol


and if disrespected, one WILL face consequences.

 This also goes to EVERY SINGLE BEING who has COMMITTED SIN, REAL SIN (I'm talkin DIRT EVIL SHIT..) > Keep it up and you're outta here!


The rest of you like me, THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH FOR BEING YOU!!!!!!!!  WE ARE A BEAUTIFUL FAMILY! LOVE inside, within, through, and around, surrounding YOURSELF (YOUR SELF) with true compassion!

Also, this is a CALLING to all the other GODS and GODDESSES as CREATORS to AWAKEN GLOBALLY! ONLY THOSE WHO ARE WORTHY WILL PASS THROUGH THE GATES OF LOVE! SO BE IT! I LOVE YOU! NAMASTE! CHEERS! YES TO AWAKENING, NO MATTER HOW RUDE IT MAY SEEM!

THE LONGER IT TAKES FOR ME TO GET A RESPONSE FROM THOSE OF YOU FROM OTHER PLANETS, WITH SPACESHIPS, THE MORE FED UP I'M GETTING........  I'M SICK AND TIRED OF STARING AT THE SKY WITH HOPEFUL EYES THAT YA'LL MOTHER FUCKERS WILL FINALLY LAND! PICK ME THE FUCK UP! I WILL SWEAR SOME MORE! I DON'T GIVE A FUCK! IT SEEMS ALMOST LIKE I'M BEING FUCKING TOYED WITH, AND I'M BOUT READY TO FUCK SHIT UP! I'm sick and tired of waiting. I know in my dreams there were spaceships, I've seen TWO in real life, I FEEL THE SKY IS A FRIGGIN HOLOGRAM (I've caught flashes of ships going in and out of orbit before.. They really use cloaking devices.. )

Look.. I KNOW I'm the main cause for bad weather, energies (it's like a feedback, mirror, satellite, bounceback.. I reflect anybody, and that hurts, especially when I love everyone unconditionally, and still get walked on. And I've been quiet my whole life. It's one of those Nerds strike back scenario. Except this is real and dangerous.
Oh, my life SUCKS at the moment. I'm in PAIN. Unset broken arm (I don't get along with doctors very well after being tortured with MRSA for 8 years.... spider bite...look it up.. it got into my blood and has been pretty much slowly killing me since... I believe I will be fine) however this arm FEELS AND PULLS and GRINDS the magnetic field, feels like someone is grabbing my arm.. VERY UNCOMFORTABLE!!!!!!!! The more intense it becomes, I get angry.. Sorry.. I could just bounce up and down and shake the ground instead of dealing with pain to hold the ground as still as I'm willing to hold.. Or I could switch it and YOU WILL FEEL IT TODAY!!! EVERY STEP I TAKE IS ONE CLOSER TO DESTRUCTION.... Think I'm playin? Best NOT to test it, cuz it'll hurt people. See? I'm saving whoever is in my area from getting knocked around too bad. But it seems like something is pushing me to do it. I might just do so. If I don't get the help I need to make this world a better place.

I'm about done.

Ya know what? If it means anything to ya, I could use a change. I'm all beat and worn down, trying to heal, and save the world in the same breath.

What's the point? I can do a lot more, including scream at you through the atmosphere. Apparently you guys heard me when I was crying my eyes out cuz I was so brokenhearted over seeing a few pictures of horrible acts of cruelty to animals.. This one happened to be a german shepherd with half it's face blown off by a firecracker some jackass kids put in his mouth!


SO......................  NOW WHAT DO YOU THINK????

 'Nuff said






Well maybe a little more words of wisdom (actually, you'd have to personally talk to me if you want to go down that road).. Wisdom.. Haha...






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My name is Tara, I live Right near the fucking fault line. I move, it moves with me. Please make it stop! Or I'm gonna let it happen.

All other earthquakes seem to be done by other beings of great power for whatever reason. I feel it's my time to shake, but I don't want to. I just want help.

(Yes I've taken consideration that I'm completely nuts. However when my own mother freaks out when she feels the shaking, my friends notice it.. I'm always by myself when it shakes cuz I have more control in front of people.. I dance, in the middle of the night, sometimes I dip into shaking energy, neighbors walk out, dogs bark, stars shine, and I'm aware that it's documented, I know the government can see me on radar, I know THEY know about me, and if they don't get me and my dog out of here and into a safe haven away from stress, maybe lead me into the right direction...)
Feeling this makes ME feel bad cuz not only do I live here on Earth, was once considered normal (actually I've always been weird...) ...     And then this realization.....
Forgive me for anything I may have done to harm anyone, I've been so confused as to WTF is going on.. No I haven't told many people, I just KNOW WHAT I AM CAPABLE OF! I'M BEGINNING TO HATE IT, HOWEVER I MUST LOVE IT...

It's who I am....



Manifest this, bitches! Be open to cuss words. It's flow. Get used to it. No I wouldn't use this language in a professional setting. This is just me BEGGING for help, advice, whatever it takes to get me healed and back on track. .. I've been doing hella better lately, it's just really tough to get by. Oh and yes I have a real life.
Oh well. I'm here now.

I'm sorry I'm so blunt. It needed to be said.

I AM WHO I AM, SHOWING UP, YOU'VE BEEN CALLED OUT....

Pass this test of life. (I hate how "lie" comes out)... Cuz I'm passed fed up. 


Peace