when i was alot younger about 18 I lived in the western suberbs of melbourne and as i was living there i heard voices and seen things that were not there and beleived even in things that were totally untrue,

now i am currently trying to think about my future and rethink my mind for itself i keep on having dreams about the old house i lived in in a place called hoppers crossing in the west parts of melbourne area when my mother and i were visited by a deceased woman a ghost she only walked through our house once and she passed on after that but that expereince i had with that deceased lady scared the hell out of my mother anyways moving on...

i went to a christain college most of my school life about 50 % of my school life in a christian college and another 50 % in a  secondary college non christian I was always alone and had not wanted to be freinds with anybody but spent two years in a special school for the disabled when i was 12 to 14 before i moved on to secondary college in the west and after 2006 i moved to the east by 2007 i moved over to a nice cottage area in the east parts of melbourne and had a huge pool...

now i moved over to the northa  bit from the east and moved into ar ingwood from templestowe moved from hoppers crossing where i spent 50% of my life living in spent most of my child hood living in hoppers crossing my father had a newsagent and my mother was an advertising agency person manager and director my dad was a director and manager of a newsagent which was driving him insane so much that it took him two years to overcome the anger from the newsagent my childhood freind derek always came with me to my dads newsagent we drove to st albans every day to find newspapers everywhere all over the floor in the newsagent I always used to pinch nude magazines from dads newsagent and lollies and magazines and always used to give me a backhander for it anyways lol.

as i went to the special school in st albans i would come home from the bus and first thing i would do is drink soda from dads fridge in his newsagent and pinch a nudie magazine and hop over at the back of the shop anyways I also attended karate just over the road anyways......

my whole life i had just spent living my wntire childhood and teenage hood in hoppers crossing my early adulthood over in the eastern side and my older middle aged adulthood i am thinking about moving over to frankston or mornington for the future I want to live next to my sister who is now happily married to her husband over in frankston but things for me will change.

I want to help people overseas over in canada and america to understand horticulture and wholesale nursery work because i am interested in plants so much i would rather become a teacher overseas

work and celebrate with people in functions and hopefully one day be on the news for helping people with horticulture well....

I want to be a student first and carry a valid visa and piss off out of australia for a while and come back later on.