Greetings from Sirius B!

I have decided to Post My entire Astral Projection Dream Log.  I have had seven so far.  Here they are:

 

Dream Number One – Date Uncertain

 

     First, I went to (I think) the Gnostic Church.  It could have been some other classroom.  When I got there, I remembered, “Oh yes, I’ve had AP Dreams before, as a child!”

     I had a desk in the back left corner.  There were two levels, one in the front and one in the back.  You could only whisper in the back and be silent in the front.

     I recognized some old friends I didn’t even know I had.  I also met a woman I’d seen is the Dalai Lama video, ‘Heart of Tibet’.  She was in the class-room.

     People are very sensitive there, including me (I presume because we’re in the Astral Body).

     I also saw the planet Nibiru.  It was dusky red, with gigantic black storm-clouds that could be seen moving, even from space.  It looked ominous.

 

 

Dream Number Two – Date Uncertain

 

     I was walking through a small town, maybe in autumn.  I decided I’d like to be alone.  I looked up and lo and behold, I saw a trail leading to some solitary trees.  I took it.

     Then I decided I’d like to head off to the right.  I looked up and lo and behold, a smaller path was leading off to the right.  This then happened a third time.

     Then I decided I’d like to take some rest.  I came upon a small cave with cool grey sand.  I sat there and had a smoke (I’m bad!).

     Then I asked My Heavenly Father to let me hear some great music.  Boy did I ever!  It was a piano work, better than Chopin, very loud and playing in a black abyss.  The music looked red.  It was not a ‘perfect’ rendition, if you know what I mean.  It lasted for maybe eight or ten bars.

     Then I didn’t know what to do next.  I asked My Heavenly Father for some ideas.  Four Icons appeared in my mind.  The one on the left was the ‘Venusian Icon’.  (I don’t know what the others were).  I could even see tiny aliens in it.  I chose that one, but then decided to wake up instead.

 

 

Insert; another AP Dream – Date Uncertain

 

I visited a school filled with people my own age: youthful!  We were incredible!  This school may have been from another planet!  The sun-set seemed strange.  We were highly aware!  I met some very attractive young women, plus some really cool guys!

  We were a little sad because of the situation on Earth!

 

 

Dream Number Three – Wednesday, November 9, 2011

 

     This was a Gnostic Church Dream (I think).  I saw a few friendly people, one close friend, said, “Hi!”  Not everyone there looks ‘Awakened’.

     I went into a room with some mentally challenged people.  I became afraid I looked the same.  I went looking for a psychotherapist.  Found a mirror instead.  I looked like Roger Daultrey, the lead singer from ‘The Who’.  I looked boyish and kind of goofy.  I sort of move around energetically a lot!  I look quite masculine.  I liked it.  I’ve always wondered how I come across.

     Also realized, so what if I did look mentally challenged?!  We’re all in all.

     I was taught that the thing for me to learn next is that I’m doing absolutely great, and enjoy it!  I don’t need to fear I’m a ‘bad person’, or ‘unworthy’.  I just realized this now, but I’ve got a quite small ‘inferiority complex’.  Whenever something goes wrong, I’ve assumed it was my fault!  But it’s totally unrealistic, as I’m doing smashing!  This is my life!

     Also learned that I have no specific seat in that classroom, people sit where they want.

     I spoke (telepathically) with some small beings which were part animal and part stuffed animal yet alive!   They looked like someone had stitched them up.  They were sensitive about people thinking they weren’t really ‘alive’.  I saw them as a child.  I also met some ‘live’ animals (they can talk!).  Petted a very enthusiastic black dog: Mr. Dog!  I’m falling in love with dogs!  That’s why he loved me so.  I talked to a lion.  He got a little wrathful, I can’t remember why.  We had some misunderstanding or other.  But we cleared it up.  He was majestic and big!  I think if you did something wrong he might tear you to pieces!  Note: not really!

     I also met my old cat from my apartment, as well as Mr. Dog.  We were happy to see each other, and expressed much love.  I also saw Snoopy!  Note: Mr. Dog and Snoopy were family pets!

     There are many hallways at the Gnostic Church, it looks like a Mall.  People and other beings were everywhere!  I think I saw an alien with a bald purple head, a lot like the three-eyed guy from the movie, ‘Dungeons & Dragons’.

     Beings are very sensitive there.  If you say something wrong, it really hurts them!  We may have been slightly telepathic, I can’t quite remember.

     Mom.  I just remembered, I could clearly see that Mr. Dog LOVES you to pieces!  It was part of our ‘telepathic’ dialog.  I was about to ask him for a message for you, but I didn’t need to, seeing how he loves you.  But next time I’ll get a message for sure – I promise!

 

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Four – Thursday, November 24, 2011

 

I was flying with Jerry, the weekend evening staff.  We flew to an alley downtown as a test.  I wanted to prove that AP Dreams were real.  It’s a real place; I’ve been there before.  We saw an old paint can.  I enjoy flying!

     I snuggled with my old cat for a long time.  We love each other more than ever.  I was weeping tears of happiness!  So was my cat, although cats don’t shed actual tears.

     I went to Venus and met some Venusians.  I saw some strange large herbivores that looked like dinosaurs, and a village in a tropical forest.

     A woman in a hut (with three (?) children sitting around a fire) on Venus said, ‘You’ve got a sharp tongue and a bright mind.’ but I think she was implying that there is something wrong with the way I communicate.  Could it have actually been a compliment?  Note: it was actually a compliment!

     I tried to go to the Great Pyramid, but it didn’t work, or if it did, I have forgotten.

 

 

Astral Projection Dream Log Number Five – Tuesday, February 07, 2012

 

This dream began in a lucid dream.  First, I went to the Great Pyramid of Giza.  I found myself in a dark tunnel with four or five workmen who held lanterns – I think it was day over there.  I saw hieroglyphics on the walls.  I approached an arch that led into a large white chamber: the King’s Chamber!  I was surprised that it was white.  On the arch were more hieroglyphics; very small, on a white background, like vertical rows of little squares with symbols in them.  I studied them, but the ‘letters’ kept changing form.  You have to let them enter your mind without trying to understand them rationally. When you scrutinize them, they become incomprehensible.  I saw many ‘pages’ of such (I asked to); I think my subconscious mind understood them.  I think they somehow came from my subconscious mind, but I may be mistaken.  Note: they probably didn’t.

  Then I asked to hear amazing music.  I did.  It was very loud.  God doesn’t mess around!

  Next, I asked to see the galaxy.  It was the most beautiful, sparkly thing I’ve ever seen!  I saw it along its edge and at an angle, from deep-space; the whole thing.  It had some very large bluish-white stars.  In fact, it was almost completely brilliant bluish-white, like lightning, surrounded by deep blackness.  There was a huge, macrocosmic turtle made of beams of multicoloured lights overlaying it; green, yellow, red and blue.  Just outlining beams; you could see through it.  It was alive!

  I wanted to see the solar system next.  Suddenly the music stopped, and I found myself in a silent sea of bright yellowish-white light.  Sol was above me at the perimeter of my vision.  After I woke up, I realized that the planets would be little specks of light; hard to see.

  I also remember asking to see an enlightened being, the most enlightened I could stand, but then I backed out, because I was afraid it might frighten me!

  Next, I was on earth, in a barn.  It was my mom’s house in Port Alberni, in the morning.  I begged God to give me a mansion (‘there are many mansions in My Fathers Kingdom’ - Jesus), a place where I would truly love to live more than anywhere.  I opened my eyes; I was awake back at home, and the dream had ended!  How beautiful, how wise!

 

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Six – Wednesday, February 15, 2012

 

I suddenly realized I was projecting I was in a very big ‘University’ or something, surrounded by thousands of compatible, awakened young women, and cool guys.  At times, there was hardly anyone there aside from the women.

  I think I saw part of a play.

  I was looking for friendship, romance or someone to talk to.  I said, “Hi!” to two young women who were working at a little food stand.  All the young women were compatible, attractive and very friendly!

  I got scared, because some therapist said something; I thought she was talking about me!  Then I woke up!

 

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Seven – Friday, April 13, 2012

 

I astrally projected 20 years into the future.  I met four or five guides on a lawn in the evening; we were sitting at a picnic bench.  They seemed strangely unhappy.

  I learned that I will have a difficult future.  At some point, after My mother dies, I will accidentally run up a $25 000 debt.  I will not be excused, because, according to the guides, My hatred will 'jump' from Me to a police officer, and will have to repay it.  I was told I must not tell this to My mother, to save her from grief.

  I was shown this poem from an old book with yellow pages:

 

‘Gather your rose-buds while ye may

Old time it is a flying.

And the self-same rose that shines today

Tomorrow will be dying.’

 

I was told I’ve been looking into the darkness, and to focus on joy, beauty and truth.

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Astral Projection Dream Number Eight – Tuesday, July 10, 2012

This dream lasted about an hour! It’s the most remarkable experience I can remember. I saw many alien worlds and cities - like 25 or 30 of them! I specifically remember seeing a planet of Aldebaran. I would hurtle flying down very long, straight avenues, sometimes lined with trees – one of them looked a lot like Vancouver. I hurtled over many strange landscapes, like in a Star Wars movie, and saw many strange aliens – some of them very strange!

I was given a glimpse of the ‘Father in Heaven’. He looked like blue, shimmering water – He was everywhere. As I looked, I realized that the shimmering Light was there because he moved. He was incredibly beautiful, silent and very detached – seeing Him evoked little emotion. He was One.

I was sucked backwards and to the left – slightly downward – down a massive dark hole, a thousand meters across, to see the Realm of the Lords of Cruelty, whom I’d learned about via Stuart Wilde. I could see the light and green vanishing above me as I fell. In that place, I saw many large alien horse-like beasts of war, dressed in bronze (?) armor, with many eyes, mostly painted.

I had little sexual experiences with some alien women, like watching strippers, kissing and such. Towards the end of the dream, I found myself in a sex-bar. I had the opportunity to have sex with an 18 year old alien girl – it’s legal on that planet in the bar – but I thought, “Better not!” But, now I regret my timidity – she was beautiful! However, I definitely made the right decision. Most aliens are very uninhibited!

I experienced so many things that I can’t remember! Mostly what I saw was alien landscapes, hurtling over them at tremendous velocity. Truly, they were as interesting as the landscapes in ‘Star Wars’.

Even after waking, the images are lingering, like hallucinations. I went out for a smoke this morning, and asked to see Paradise – I forgot while dreaming. It was as easy to enter as a soap bubble popping, because it’s right here. But, that’s all I could see – the images are fading.


Astral Projection Dream Number Nine – Friday, July 27, 2012

This was another very long one – perhaps 45 or 50 minutes.

I remember flying over a pristine dark green/purplish wild landscape at night under the waxing yellow moon – it was beautiful. It was partly a dark forest on a peninsula – the body of water was a quite calm ocean. I wanted to walk around naked, and this place had a nudist colony; the nudists were mostly individuals and couples quietly observing the moon, sitting on rocks and so on.

I had sex with a woman so sexually out of control that she ripped her transparent white gown off – in public! It felt great. She was way out of control – so out of control that she looked like a roaring lioness. I told her she’s ‘my kind of woman’!

I saw a gallery of video games with some people, a crawlspace filled with dog kennels (they sought homes for the dogs), and a grassy place at night – something like Camp Sunrise. I felt a little too isolated, as I’m usually alone, so I greeted some people. I also remember hugging a large dog for a long time. I ran around a Fun-House, like you’d see on Halloween, with a group of children; it was really fun. I saw many other things that I cannot recall.

I tried to enter the dreams of my family in the waking world, but I was blocked by something like a thundercloud.

I think astral dreams are related to the Third Eye.

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Ten – Saturday, August 11, 2012

I just spent an hour or more on a very young alien world. I learned its name, but cannot remember it. It was almost flat, completely covered with short green grass and bearing occasional copses of fairly thin, slightly bent birch-like trees. There were rock outcroppings and a forested slope. I watched twilight become not-too-dark night. I was mostly alone, waiting to see wild animals – I imagined a dinosaur might come by!

I didn’t see anyone until I ‘looked’. Then I saw someone walking through the trees. After that, I ‘lifted off’ and flew. I saw a group of alien herd animals running over a plain, perhaps sixty strong, and guided by alien herdsmen through the 'dusk'.

I landed in a small settled region, and got a chocolate Sunday from a fast-food restaurant. There were several different kinds of ET’s there; I felt like a ‘lower’ life form. I glanced through a magazine called, ‘Our Universe’. It was in a language very similar to English, but some of the letters were different; I couldn’t understand everything. The letters also changed form as I looked (a lot like the small hieroglyphs I saw on the arch-way in the Great Pyramid), and more symbols or information appeared wherever I looked. I started to read about an upcoming event. It was a lot like McDonald’s in that place!

 

 

 

I've had similar negative dreams. It's your fear manifesting. Sounds like you're unsure of your future like I was and this brought about nightmares.

You just have to remind yourself that you and others humans are from the Light. We were born and created in the Light. We have immortals souls. At least according to the Saint and Masters. The Sants say that you don't need to worry about anyone because everyone has an immortal Soul that cannot be hurt in any way.

So when your worrying about someone else... Remind yourself. We each have an indestructible soul that will never be hurt and basks 24/7 in love and light.

Remember that negativity has to be replaced with positive energies. It's the fastest way of getting back on the right path. Forgetting and burying negativity does not work too well. It has to be replaced by Light and Love. So stop thinking about negative thoughts and replace them with wonderful and beautiful thoughts born of the Light.

Meditation seems to work very well. There are all kinds. Self empowering and loving meditation works great for getting rid of negative dreams and APs.

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Eleven – Sunday, September 02, 2012

This may have been a precognitive dream, or something. My memories of this dream are a little confusing and inconsistent, but it seemed totally real – literally as real as the waking world. OBE’s aren’t usually that real. I may not fully remember it. I dreamed that I was admiring diamonds at a diamond store (?). I think I accidentally broke some.

The next thing I remember was being on a lawn, with a bunch of diamond polyhedral dice-jewels and other diamonds in my hands. Some other people were present. I kept accidentally dropping them on the lawn. I tried to pick them up, but they were getting lost. This continued as dusk fell. People were stealing them. The people from the diamond store said that I must repay this.

Next, I was walking down a busy city street at night – two blocks from the shop, with a transparent plastic bag stuffed full of treasure, all made of precious gemstones, like the treasure of Solomon. For a while, I was in ‘Heaven’! I saw my old friend, Richard Friese, and showed it to him. He immediately grabbed the bag and ran off.

The last thing I remember was looking up at a sign made of lights, high on a building wall – like Las Vegas – that was flashing that I’d won 2 trillion dollars; I think I’d been told that I’d have to repay it. The woman at the shop was suggesting that I’d done something crooked.

The real kicker is that, when I suddenly awoke, the dream seemed more real than my waking reality! I don’t understand. I don’t think I’m crazy. Was it real? Am I dreaming now? The only conclusion I can come to is that it was real! Usually, I know when I’m projecting. But, there were dream-like elements involved.

In order to understand this, please read my, 'Astral Death Experience'.

I AM the Light of the World!!

 

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Twelve – Sunday, September 16, 2012

I went to a very large quiet building on Albebaran and finally saw Mom and Lisa [from the Waking World]. Mom looked well dressed, youthful and dignified, with her hair up. They were happy, and surprised to see me, but then took it in stride. The city was of pale bluish stone, with white and black square tiles on the floor, and huge bluish pillars in the building, and I could look out over much of the city. This was a rather boring, or at least orderly, planet.

Mom saw my happiness, and said, “Instruct us on our unenlightened lives!” So I said, “It’s the same old me, you know. I’m just very happy.”

I also met some animals, like the neighbors’ cat, Samantha; she’s a good friend of mine.

I spent some time upside down in a womb – confusing. Is time nonlinear? It wasn’t the most pleasant experience. I hope I’ve not lost my ‘first’ new family.

I also experienced other non-earthly things. I think I went to the Gnostic Church, where you can learn about strange things. I think I remember flying, but I can’t remember where or what I saw. Did I visit an observatory or library? Curse these ‘meds’, which make me forget!


Astral Projection Dream Number Thirteen – Tuesday, September 18, 2012

I cannot record as much detail here, because I didn’t get out of bed to record this dream when I awoke at 6:30 am.

This time, I spent perhaps 45 minutes exploring an alien city on foot. This city was not planned as well as many; it was a tumble of geometrical oddities, with curved metal pinnacles stabbing the sky. There was very diverse alien life here.

At the end [of this dream], I had sex with an alien woman – it was great!

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Fourteen – Friday, September 21, 2012

This time, I flew all around the Vancouver area, at great velocity. It was daytime there. I flew very near the tops of some solitary gigantic trees; one had two women on top – climbers. They were eating something, perhaps trail-mix. I saw a few trees with signs, saying how tall each was; they were 700 feet or so. I was out over the ocean. I flew over many forested ridges, etc. It appears that the Spirit World version of the Waking World is not necessarily an exact replica.

I also visited the Mall and Moms’ house, where she was cooking lunch. I met a girl there; she had bugs crawling on her. Steph gave me a chilling look.

I’m becoming a very confident flier; I ran toward and leapt off a ledge. I almost took the girl I met flying, but then decided against it – too dangerous. I thought of flying straight up, but it was too difficult.

When I record these dreams, I always leave out many details and experiences.

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Fifteen – Tuesday, September 25, 2012

This dream began with a session on Earth. I was in a room, surrounded by friends and other people in disguise: clowns, witches etc. They were acting strangely, blowing trumpets, saying odd things, making faces, dancing, etc. It was a psychiatric session; the people were trying to make me think or realize I’m deluded. I knew they were just pretending, and laughed at their strangeness. After a while, I began to call their bluff, which sometimes made them laugh; this seemingly confirming their fakery. I would point out inconsistencies in their speech. But, as their show developed, I gradually began to realize that I really am deluded, in the sense of constantly accepting negativity.

Next, I was on a psych ward on an alien planet. I had an appointment with a powerful extraterrestrial psychologist. I never saw him; he spoke through a rectangular opening in the wall with a metallic voice. He basically explained that I need to fill my mind with positive thoughts. He said, “The sweet sound of praise…” They observed me for a while. Whenever I tried the old way, I heard a slightly unpleasant buzzing sound.

Finally, a young ET nurse named Niva, whose left eye was nonfunctional, escorted me out of the institution. She was very pleasant. Before I departed, I asked if I could ask a few questions out of curiosity. She said yes, and we sat down at a bench. “How long will this take to fix?” “Maybe three years.” “Have I really died?” “Yes.” “How long is the lifespan of an average ET?” “About three years.” I noticed that all the beings around us were young adults. “Are the astral projection dreams real?” “Yes.”

At the end, I said, “Good-bye, and thank-you.” to Niva, the crew that conducted the session, and by messenger to the psychologist. I expressed some positive things, which they enjoyed. I found myself back in North Vancouver at night, several blocks from my house. Then, I woke up at home.

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Sixteen – Monday, October 08, 2012

I spent an hour or more on an alien planet called something vaguely like Ninsoxikek; I was at a tropical island paradise. I made friends with Teki, a tan-skinned native young man with short black hair who smiled a lot and looked something like Nithyananda. He had me eat many berries something like gigantic raspberries, blackberries and blueberries, and a fruit like a kind of nectarine. Teki showed me a little fruit or berry that resembled a woman’s vagina, laughed and smiled while nodding his head knowingly, then had me taste it; it tasted heady and sweet. I’ve never tasted such sweet, poignant berries and fruits. At first, we ate wild-berries; later we snuck some from his fathers’ fruit-shop - those berries were of superior quality. We also snuck some cigarettes. On Ninsoxikek, they come six to a little water-proof pack, and they are thicker, longer and tastier than on Earth.

I also remember wading into the ocean; many young men were there, surfing (floating on boards), or simply allowing the massive waves to crash over them. One of the waves was like a mountain, but when it hit, everything was OK.

We also ran into a group of young men; they travel in packs thus, but nothing bad came of it. I asked to learn the planets name; Teki showed me some writing that looked very vaguely English but was totally indecipherable. ‘Ninsoxikek’ is my very loose translation. All the written alien languages I've seen so far look related – something like English.

In the end I asked if I could ever return, and received permission to do so.

I then awoke on a second alien planet, less pleasant with much metal, plastic and a colder climate. I climbed down a ladder, walked a bit alone and met an old man. I saw some writing somewhere (on a spherical metal protrusion), that looked something like a simple musical chord-progression (C - Am - Dm - G7 - C), and asked a young man what it meant; he hummed a melody. Later, I was cornered by a group of six young men, who were prejudiced against me for being an Earth-man; they thought no one good ever came from Earth – I felt a little nervous.

I awoke soon after that.
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Interesting, eh?

I AM well, you Know!!

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Seventeen – Tuesday, October 9, 2012

This was a very interesting dream. I was listening to live music at an outdoor ‘bar’ at night on an alien planet. The ground was grassy, and there were tables set up. There was only one musician at a time, but all instruments necessary were played on a keyboard; the musician had five fingers and a thumb on each hand, and sang in English, partly about how toothpaste sucks, if I remember correctly. When I thought of asking for a (non-alcoholic) drink, the ‘bartender’ gave it to me without my speaking. They generally served cookies!

I caught a young alien woman giving me ‘the look’. I also flew around, and patted a small black dog.

I met a young man – enlightened at that (though that was standard), who looked like he’d been alive forever. I asked if we could talk; he concurred. He gave the name of his star-system as ‘Gabriel’, and the planet as ‘Abdiel’, then translated the planets name incomprehensibly – it was a very long word. Somehow, he showed me a 3d astronomical chart: Gabriel is ‘south’ of our solar system, quite close – about eight light years away. He mentioned a ‘bar’, and spoke of the twenty-four waitresses there, and what they wore (which was very scant) in an animated way. I asked if he’d overcome all his negativity; he said, “Yes.” “How long will it take me to overcome mine?” “Years.” “Are you telepathic?” “Telepathy is illegal on our planet.” They wanted everything open and above board. “Do you suffer?” “Yes.” “Does it hurt?” “I already explained to you that I’ve overcome my negativity.” “How long since you overcame negativity?” “The important thing for you is to proceed step by step.” But, I somehow got the impression that it was quintillions of years ago. “Are drugs and alcohol legal here?” He tried to pronounce the word, ‘Ayahuasca’, suggesting that only that kind of thing was legal. I asked if I could look at his face; he said, “Yes.” and turned toward me. I didn’t like what I saw, probably because it was a perfect reflection of me!

Incidentally, I don't visit real alien planets; only their Spirit World counterpart, which is a perfect replica, though made of astral (dream) matter.

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Eighteen – Saturday, November 03, 2012

Many of these dreams, including this one, last for hours (I’ve forgotten many details).

I was on an alien ‘train’ (or other vehicle), I think heading for a space-vessel. We passed through a flat desert-like region, possibly on Earth, but I don’t know. I then took a ‘space-ferry’.

I found myself on an absolutely massive space-vessel (maybe dozens or hundreds of times larger that Star Trek’s ‘Borg’ vessel), with many thousands of newly arrived humans. There were these gigantic metal tube-like ‘tunnels’, on the sides of which we were like tiny insects, standing on ‘balconies’, etc. There was a cool wind blowing through the tunnel, making a very strange sound. It was as real as the light of day. In fact, I came to the conclusion that I was really there – NOT dreaming! We heard instructions (in English) on a ‘PA System’. I saw my reflection, and realized that I was wearing a mask: I’d donned it earlier (on the ‘train’) then forgotten. I looked something like a Smurf! When I panicked, not knowing how to cope with a completely unfamiliar environment, I suddenly awoke.

It was a wonderful experience!

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Wow! What a mind-blower!

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Eighteen – Friday, November 16, 2012

I was at a swimming pool. I’m very sexually repressed, because I’m afraid of hurting people. It started to show; I was walking around partly naked. There were many beautiful young women there, but I didn’t know if it would be OK to have sex with them (perhaps they were too young), or to walk around half-naked – but I did the latter after all. An 18 year old girl saw me. I also remember walking into the women’s change-room. I did these things, despite feeling wrong.

I found myself at a University (?), surrounded by unpleasant looking people (punishment?). Is our reality created by the way we feel about ourselves? I began to kiss one, but stopped when we began feeling sexual passion.

I’ve got to bang someone quick, a young woman!


Astral Projection Dream Number Nineteen – Friday, November 16, 2012

Lisa (my sister) and I were at an Amusement Park, with rides and everything. We learned that Mom wanted to kill herself, for no obvious reason. We were alarmed, and tried to stop her, and to understand why. I remember breaking down; I was sick of suffering, and just did not want to exist. I was angry at God, Mom and everything else. I bitterly asked God, “Why do I have to exist?” and wept.

I said to Lisa, “We’ve got to have fun!” So, we went flying over Indian Arm Harbor, in Vancouver. We flew passed a great bridge under construction, and buzzed two aircraft carriers. It was fun!

I’ve got to have fun!
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Two OBE's in one night! Awesome!

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Twenty-One - Date Unknown

I was walking around a quaint little village. All the houses were painted in bright colors, like red and yellow. This was clearly a feminine location.

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Twenty-Two - December 18, 2012

This was a massive OBE. Sinead O’Connor was playing throughout, because I had her on in the ‘Waking World’. I visited, as a female toddler, the family of my next incarnation. This is the same family I met before. Everyone was wise and happy. My dad gave me a gift - a little wooden box, with an inscription inside that said something like, ‘You’re so loveable, despite your grumpiness.’ I held it up to the light to read it; dad was surprised, but didn‘t quite grasp that I could read. There were children’s toys in one room. The house was lovely and very well-to-do. For example, there were two TV’s in a cabinet, both playing simultaneously. I went looking for a piano, and explored the house. People smiled at me, including a young sister and wizened grandmother (?).

Everyone was very beautiful - except me. I had a monstrously deformed face, with a massive arcing nose 3 inches plus long - that‘s three inches plus for a toddler. At one point, a visitor remarked, “Oh, he’s so adorable, even with the…” When someone mentioned my nose, I went looking for a mirror. I saw myself in a reflective surface (a glass cabinet door). I was horrified! I shouted, “What’s wrong with my nose?” in baby-talk. People were surprised, then dad said, “No, it’s good.” I also remember throwing something on the ground.

Then, we were traveling through a town; I was looking at the sights with great interest. We sat with a group of people. I began to shout about my nose, and dad said, “Shhh. We’re in church now.” I immediately became passive.

I suddenly realized that my nose must be from bad karma. I got nervous, thinking perhaps I’ve been wayward in my thinking (accepting Everything) for a long time. When I started to panic, I woke up.

But, if you’re not supposed to accept everything, what the hell do you do?

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Twenty-Three - Saturday, December 22, 2012

I realized that I’ve been having many more OBE’s than I thought, and that they last far longer than I thought too. People have them almost constantly. This time, I was at a tropical beach resort - possibly not of Earth - with some of my family as evening fell. I lost my family intentionally, and was served a sandwich. I noticed people pairing off and disappearing. I sat on a log on the beach, enjoying my solitude. I greeted a young woman, who invited me to, “Go away.” I agreed. As we were walking - this was an hour or so later - I said I wanted a Club Sandwich. I was walking with my arm around her, tracing designs on her bare shoulder with my fingertip. A minute later, we were walking up the beach eight feet apart. A second woman - incredibly attractive - inquired if I’d like to, “Go away.” I shook my head in the negative, gesturing to my friend (I can’t remember her name), who then proposed that we make it a foursome. I was happy!

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Twenty-Four - Tuesday, January 1, 2013

I must learn to see. This was a long dream, and I’ve forgotten most of it. In an ordinary dream, I was killed - thrown under the wheels of a train, out of compassion, mostly by my old friend, Jamie Smith.

I found myself in a large building on the astral plane. I learned that I need to learn how to see, rather than trying to ‘develop my mind’. I was with many other people with the same problem. I was told it would take two years; I was receiving therapy. We would stare at sparkling images, etc., almost imbecilic, trying to see them clearly.

Finally, mom came to visit me; we were happy. I inadvertently revealed that I’d died, and poor mom ran screaming away, while the doctors tried to placate her. Then I woke up.

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Twenty-Five - Saturday, January 5, 2013

Another very long ‘dream’, perhaps 2 ½ hours, with diverse experiences. I glimpsed an ‘Inferno’, as in Dante. I was really there! It looked something like an active crimson volcano (I didn‘t see anyone there, but I was pretty far away). Note: I didn’t really see a Hell; Dante’s ‘Inferno’ is fictional. I think I saw some other dimensions, but I can’t remember. I visited several worlds. For a while, I was, ‘looking for sex’, something I’ve never really done before. I learned that women find that objectionable, because it objectifies them (I‘d heard that before), so I stopped. One woman was deeply offended because I returned to her as a ‘second choice’. I was unable to repair that relationship. The more you chase things, the less you find them; I ended up feeling like a pig!

I met quite a few people from these worlds. One young man was a composer who played me his alien music; it wasn‘t bad. There were many notes in his [musical] scale. I saw his alien synthesizer. I met a family. I saw an alien computer keyboard; it looked neat. There was a smaller alphabet on it, maybe 14 keys, but more ‘bells and whistles’ (black keys). I did a drug with someone; the colors began to swirl before me. I had a few conversations with different people. There were many, many other experiences that I cannot remember.

The pineal gland is alive and well in the 21st century!

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Twenty-six - Thursday 10, January 2013

Short. I was in an institutional kitchen, with many older women working. They made a delicious looking pastry; I got impatient and ordered them to, “Give me one!” A cook gave me a pastry that had a filling like a flaming scarlet liquid gem. It was the most delicious thing I’ve ever tasted! The cook was so nice about my impatience that I felt ashamed.

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Twenty-seven - Saturday, January 12, 2013

Yikes! I dreamed of Dr. Pankratz. He tried to explain to me that I do something bad; I don’t know exactly what. I must speak with a wise person. Perhaps I look at people/say something wrong, or position my body badly in certain circumstances - or constantly? There may be some truth to this; I don’t know. He imitated what I may do, but I couldn’t interpret his facial expression, which I found very confusing. He found me hopeless; the only solution is a quick death. He didn’t even want much to explain my error, or what to do about it. He drove me to an abandoned gully at night, where my brother loaded a huge bullet into a rifle… he was going to shoot me in the head. Everyone else (my doctor and family) drove away quickly; they didn’t even want much to say good-bye. I said, “Just shoot quickly, at close range, and use more than one bullet.” I was willing to die, despite the fact that I didn’t understand what I may be doing wrong, or what to do about it - as usual! I awoke before my brother pulled the trigger.

The supporting cast in this dream, the doctor and my family, were really there, in their dreams, from the Waking World.

Does anyone know anything about this??

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Twenty-eight - Saturday, January 12, 2013

A quite long one, also with my family: Mom, Lisa, Jon, Damian and a friend of Jon’s. We were packed into a trailer at night, camping. My sister Lisa was trying to set-up a video game.

I realized that I could groan, roar, make strange sounds and hiss; bite, smack and push; and, basically express any emotion I pleased (including through language), and began to do so. Damian, my sisters daughters son (he‘s five), immediately realized this goodness; he began to do likewise. We were talking in ’clicks’; his mom Lisa was sighing.

I went out and saw some trees in the darkness; I commanded Damian to come out and said, “Look at the trees.” He blubbered, “Did you want to be with me?” I said, “NO!” In the end, I was chanting, “Kill! Kill! Kill!” with sincerity, but, surprisingly, nothing was bad. There’s no such thing as ‘hate-speech’, as far as I can tell! It was refreshing honesty.

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Twenty-nine - Sunday, January 20, 2013

I returned to a previous time in my life: Mountview, the group-home of my early twenties. I thought I was really there. My primary impression was of how much lighter things were then, before I learned so much of the world. I felt afraid that the staff would think I was nuts, because I couldn’t remember everyone’s name nor what had been going on.

Star Treks’ Councilor Dianna Troy was there as staff-member. I expressed extreme affection for her, and later had to clarify myself. The streets I walked were filled with light.

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Thirty - Monday, February 4, 2013

I visited an earth-like tropical alien world. There was a very deep shaft leading into the earth, with what looked like water far, far below, and very dangerous rocks. I climbed in with two young men. They were diving. I got trapped, and one of them said, “You’ll have to jump.” I did! I had said, “No way! How?” He explained that the rocks were almost exclusively reflections, and the water was only 40 feet below. Piece of cake! This was part of a sort of resort area. I was very proud that I jumped. After, they showed me an out-of-sight ladder I could have used.

I saw an older woman playing something a bit like a piano, but different (I’ve often dreamed of similar instruments), with foot pedals that played full harmonies, and larger keys as well as a pretty normal keyboard. When a foot pedal was depressed, six keys on the ordinary keyboard were depressed, forming a complete chord. She began manicuring my ingrown fingernails, and teaching me about hygiene. I learned that, for civilized beings, a lack of hygiene is immoral. She said, “Even the military on Earth never cough in the shower.” I looked up at the 50 foot glass windows with rocks and sun beyond and realized that I was projecting. She said, “Don’t let your mind wander!” I laughed a bit. My medication makes it difficult for me to concentrate - in fact it almost destroyed my dream experience! I asked, “Is this your profession?” She laughed and said, “I don’t have a profession.” I was incredulous, like an earth-man!

I swear that this medication is destroying me! I may have a brutal, brutal fight with Pankratz! He’s going to go absolutely berserk, thinking that I’m psychotic and need the med’s.

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Thirty-one - Saturday, February 23, 2013

I spent two and a half hours - an entire afternoon - with the Dalai Lama and several monks, as well as others. Whether it was the real Dalai Lama or not, I don’t know. I saw swimmers, a pack of jogging girls in training, and I carried around my ratty copy of Paradise Lost. At one point, I said, “Hey you!” to a senior monk in greeting, just as my mind slipped a little. A couple of minutes later, the Dalai Lama said, somewhat severely, “Don’t get arrogant!” The monk must have said something. I touched his sleeve and said, “Ok. Ok.” A few minutes later, he said something like, “We know you weren’t arrogant. We worked it out.” I think I heard the Dalai Lama give a teaching. I also think I saw Tibetan street-dancers in performance. One of the monks and I became good friends; he was making necklaces with colored beads.

We were in a building on a pinnacle several kilometers high on a sunny day, overlooking many kilometers of green fields with, I presume, the Himalayas in the background; it was most breathtaking! Vision in the Aluna is crystal clear. I saw a monk on a very high and precarious man-made outcropping doing something like Tai Chi.

A vivacious young woman approached and arranged to meet me later; she was beautiful and radiant.

The monks and I spent the afternoon in pleasant conversation and laughter. What a breath of fresh air!

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Thirty-two - Monday, March 4, 2013

I just had an incredible experience! I was in a house with some family members and dogs; one was a great wolf-like creature. I remember being at mom’s house. I interacted telepathically with many animals - we loved! They told me that animals are secretly serving humanity - no one knows! I think I was afraid, lest I displease that dog. He came up and sang me a song telepathically, from the heart, which ended with the words, “I’m a criminal too!”; I felt much better. He said, “You must serve the princess in your ragged cloths.”

Now comes a bad part. I said without thinking, “I DO that! What are you talking about?” He got angry and immediately said something like, “If you don’t quit that, I’ll abandon you, and you can do it alone!”

Pretty silly mistake, eh? (tee-hee!) I honor that great dog-being and all animals! What incredible wisdom! There was much to this dream that I don’t recall clearly. But this is how it ended.

 

Astral Projection Dream Number Thirty-three - Friday, March 15, 2013

I walked through a beautiful summer garden and park. There were flower-beds, curving cobble-stone paths and trees. It may have been on Earth; it was very similar to Stanley Park, and may have been exactly that. There was no one there because it was early morning, so I took my cloths off; I’m an exhibitionist. I also walked a sea-wall; there was an ocean there. I’m quite sure I was at Stanley Park.

I induce an astral projection dream whenever I become a lucid dreamer. Perhaps I will implement my technique for consciously inducing an OBE. Last time I tried, it almost worked; it requires a little tenacity. I can also find out how to become a lucid dreamer.

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  • Fascinating, Siddhi! Seeing into the future is bottomless I have learned. About a week before I married my first husband I was told that I would be "very happily married...the second time around"!  I woke at that point, feeling trapped. I did not know what to do about my impending marriage. I felt I had to go through a bad marriage to get to a good one, and I didn't wish to go through anything bad. Well, that was 40-something years ago. Today I can truly say that I am very happily married -- to my third husband! LOL. 

    • I have had 2 OBE's but never completed it, this was when i woke up in the morning i'm not sure of this site but many forums you can see what other people have posted or threads they created if your intressted i have a short thread of my OBE experience.

  • i've had dreams were i have spoken to what i would refer to as light being :P i've had 3 of these dreams but i can't tell you if it was AP dream or just dream..

    well the first one i was also in a class room it was me and i think a girl sitting there and our teacher was a woman that spoke about some earth changes and when i asked her a question she said you humans, in my dream i asked her why she said you humans and not we humans then she laughed and i woke up :P

    my second dream i was seeing a builden then a voice came to me saying do you see the gold? and suddenly behind the builden a ship apeared in pure gold light.

    my third dream i actually saw a E.T ship land i was with my friends and we caught it on tape(remember in the dream) then a man stepped out suddenly i was standing in a line to buy something when i told him i had no money. The man suddenly what i think was manifested money into his pocket because he suddenly had alot of money in his pocket, What he told me was Remember everything is possible..

    Peace & Love.

    • When I had my first OBE, I realised a few things.

        First, as mentioned, I've had them before, as a child; I'd forgotten.

        Second, I realised I've been having OBE's for years without fully realising it!

        I would suggest that, if you've had dreams you deeply wished were real, there's a good chance they were!!

      I AM Siddhi!!

      • Oh, I've always had a vivid dream life, but I also know when I leave my body. My sense of awareness/consciousness is enhanced in an OBE, not so in a dream. My first OBE was at the age of 14, when I was seriously ill. I spent all of one night near the ceiling in my bedroom, away from the pain and misery. Since that time, I have become consciously aware of leaving my body and specifically going somewhere to do something (different things in different dreams) and these are what I need to record, along with some of the vivid dreams about Jesus, Moses and the Queen Mum. 

    • Beautiful dreams. You are inspiring me to write down my own.

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