Note: This channeling is the second part of the initial meetings with Mary Magdalene. To fully understand the body of this channeling, please read the first one here: http://esophoria.org/the-confession-of-mary-magdalene/
Helen: Blessed Mariam, thank you for meeting with me. I have asked to speak with you again because I have some questions regarding what you had told me in our previous meeting.
Mariam: Beloved Helen. I know that you have some questions you wish to ask me and I have heard you calling to me. I understand that you feel there are some missing pieces that need filling to conversation we had the previous time we met. As I told you before, I will only reveal truths through a process. I cannot tell everything in one time, as you understand, for not everyone is ready to accept my messages full on. You already know many of the events that went on during my life time from your past life memories, your visions and from what I and the master has already told you. You also understand that you patiently wait for me to speak through you to tell my story as Mariam how it needs to be told.
So now, please, ask me your questions.
Helen: Beloved Mariam, thank you so much for holding council with me once again. Yes, you know what I have been shown and what I remember and I would like if you could share this so that others may know about it, also.
Mariam: it is ok now, after the initial shock, for me to share more of my truths and my story. Previously I had asked you to publish that I indeed had a son called Jacob and he was the youngest of my children, but I had other children together with the master. We had four children all together. The eldest, my first child, was a boy and he was responsible for looking after his younger siblings. During the crucifixion I had asked him to keep the younger ones out of sight and you know who he is in your present life. His given name was Matityahu. My second child was a girl and her name was Rivkah. Jacob was the third and at the time of the crucifixion I was pregnant with a fourth child who was born many months after the master had risen and we named him Benyamin.
Helen: Some people believe that Peter raped you; is this true?
Mariam: No, he never did rape me. He despised me too much to and I will tell you the truth that he did indeed love his wife and his children. He was a monster, a beast, but he never did rape me.
I also want you to know that though I was a woman, I was not weak, by all means. The times that he beat me I always fought back. This is important for the women who are reading this to know. Remember, Helena of the Tree; I am a Venus Goddess; do not ever imagine me taking beatings and not fighting back. I did not survive as I did by being passive. You know this very well yourself as you are yourself.
Helen: I didn’t feel that you were raped. Thank you for clearing this up with me. I want to ask about the process of what happened to Jesus, whether he truly died or not. I also feel there is more to the story of how he came back to life. You know that I already know what happened but I need you to clarify it for others to know.
Mariam: When I said that he was dead, that his body was dead, it was, but he was not dead completely. His body had completely shut down and his heart beat could not even be detected nor breath but he was not dead completely. He was in a form of slumber. I shall not say what you know to be a coma because he was deeper than even this. He still had life force within him but it could not be detected.
He had gone on a journey to the East; a journey to the underworld and before he reached his destination he met with the King of the Earth who is his father. When I say father, I do not mean Joseph, his blood father who was also an avatar of the King of Earth, but his father known as many names such as Yahweh, Enki. There were many things that he had to learn. The master was a true initiate and this was his last initiation into the Great White Brotherhood on Earth. It meant that it would secure his place among the Elohim when he did pass from life.
Just as Inanna rose from the dead and was resurrected by the father Enki, so must he embark on the same journey and meet his fate of dying to himself to be reborn. Inanna was the Queen of the mystery school we belonged to and so all initiates had to perform these rites. Just as he and I performed the rite of the hieros gamos with the Last Supper being the celebration of that rite.
Helen: Why did you have to perform the hieros gamos together?
Mariam: To open the doorway for the Shekinah to enter so that when he was crucified she could take her presence within him until it was time for him to be resurrected.
Helen: What can you tell me about Judas?
Mariam: Many do not understand how our beloved brother Judas sacrificed more, that he was also the sacrifice that day. Judas and the master died together on the same day. Both sacrificed for humanity. They were brothers and their bond goes back millions of years. Of course, he has been labeled as the traitor simply because he performed his mission, one which the master asked him to perform. Peter ensured that all of the hate was put onto the shoulders of the memory of Judas and he became the scapegoat, the Satan in flesh.
Judas did not commit suicide. Judas believed in the master and knew that he would rise. The plan was that he went into hiding until Jesus and I and the children were ready to travel and he would accompany us. But sadly, this was not so. Once he had performed his mission he was murdered by the priests and the elders. He was stoned just as your friend understands. And Peter knew of the plan that the master had for Judas and he had already informed the priests and elders that Judas would come to them to ‘betray’ the master. You must understand what Peter was. He was the true traitor to the master, to all of us and to ‘The Way’.
After the master had completed his training his soul returned to his body and I resurrected him. I did not perform magic to do so. The Goddess came to me and told me it was time and she gave me special prayers to say to ensure he returned. He ascended from the underworld, returned from the East. Of course, there were other women who helped me and they became my helpers when I created my own mystery school for the divine feminine followers.
After the master had risen, we left almost immediately because as you know it was not safe for any of us. We returned to Egypt at first and revisited the mystery school where we were initiates. We then travelled around the Middle East, Africa, and Asia…but I cannot tell all where we ended our days for this place must not be known for our bones must not be found. Yes, I know you know and you must not tell.
Helen: I promise I will not tell. One last thing; there are many women who believed they are you reincarnated. Can there be so many women with your soul? Did your soul branch off into other souls and incarnate into women? And how about their accounts of you, that they say they were you and this is why they remember this?
Mariam: There is a process of the original soul which incarnates into matter throughout time and has been given many different names. We have discussed this before but I understand you want me to teach this once and for all and be done with it. No, my soul did not branch out into other souls and incarnate into different women at the same time. There is no need for there to be so many of me at once on Earth. Those who have these memories are tapping in to the information that exists in the universe and/or they were witnesses to what happened and/or they were my priestesses and/or my helpers and/or the women that were part of our movement. You know who I am on Earth. And for others to know, whoever I am, there need only be one of me and there is only one in each incarnation.
The divine feminine resides within all women and men and this is also an energy they can tap into and gain those memories but as Mariam, I was and am the personification of the divine feminine during my time and there was only me. I never did have one woman come to me and tell me that they, too, was the incarnation of Inanna or Aphrodite or Astarte. I did not meet many women claiming to be me (she smiles). So when you look at it like this, can you now understand?
Beware of the ego. As Mariam I was the personification of the Shekinah in matter but I was still just a woman, still just a human being and there was nothing glorious or glorifying in what I was, neither did I brag nor announce to the world who I was. Humility; humility reveals the true one who is on Earth now and believe me, her shoes are tired and her soul aches.
Helen: Thank you so much Mariam for your help and your truth. I love you so much.
Mariam: You will get there, Helena of the Tree.
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