I'm finally ready to tell my story...

Ou.I need to sit at a computer tomorrow as I am on my phone and already spent an hour typing only to accidently erase it all. Haha I'm a dork :) If you read this tonite while I am asleep, please start by performing acts of kindness, random ones even. Anything that will get humanity to start believing in themselves and others again. Do something nice for someone who doesn't think they deserve it themselves and walks around mad all the time. Because its the person who can't smile at you that needs your smile the most. If you are in a position of power, do something really tangible. It doesn't have to be showy in the traditional sense, just do something that will make a real difference in as many lives as possible. Something that will help people breathe a little easier in these difficult times. We need each other more than ever. And if it is yourself that you have neglected then start by giving me a big smile. Ha, I see you. Do nice things for yourself because you deserve your love and affection as much as anyone. It took me a lifetime of suffering in silence to learn that very important truth. That one cannot truly love another, until you find love in your heart for yourself. Remember, whatever has happened, or whatever you've done, you have the power to forgive. Please forgive yourself. Forgive others. Don't carry around hate and guilt in your heart. It can kill you. Besides, its not your fault. Just let go and cry. Even if you don't know where it is coming from or why you feel soo much, get it out. Cry your sweet eyes out and don't stop until all you feel is relief. You will know when its gone because at the end of a really good cry, is a big smile :) I can hardly wait to tell you the whole story, although some of you know quite a bit. Thank you for your help, and your love. It made all the difference in the world. Thank you for never giving up on me, even when I had given up on myself. Ohp, there it is. Now I'm gonna go have myself a good cry. What a relief this is. I always dreamt of this moment, only I thought it was just a dream. And it may be just an illusion, but it feels real, so who am I to say otherwise. Thank you friends, I couldn't have done it without you- all of you.Bunches of love,Melody Dove

It's a Jewish saying nonetheless... It's all a big hoax ...lie ...most humans have become sheep's and must say a lot a forced to believe that it exists ..forced to wear a musk or get heavy fined The media has made a mountain of it and trapped…

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thunderhart May 8, 2012 at 9:32pm

THanks for sharing of yourself a big cry or thousands of them as i have had to do to get through is so rewarding keep up the good work dear beautiful sister in the lovely california have fun and keep smiling your smile is GREAT and inspiring

blessings and in deep gratitude thunderhart
Jason May 8, 2012 at 4:31pm

yes a good cry, thats how it was when mum died, a good cry alright. feels good when it is relieved then bang back into reality again. Yes very important to think love to yourself and forgive yourself before all others then forgive them and love them more so. Loneliness sucks so leap out and just love just becvause its free. Love you all and yes my niece is called ayla....too.
Stick May 8, 2012 at 9:24am

( ( ( Welcome to the Desert of the Real ) ) )

thank you for -b e i n g- YOU... ~TemetNosce247 ;-)

“For me there is only the traveling on paths that have heart, on any path that may have heart, and the only worthwhile challenge is to traverse its full length... and there I travel looking, looking breathlessly.”

~Juan Matus
KellyB13 May 8, 2012 at 9:02am

Big Hugs to you Ayla Melody Dove! : )

I love that this was posted on the 8th at 8:18,

the angels are watching over you : )

Many Blessings...

~XOX~
1loi1i9evzzvt May 8, 2012 at 8:42am

LoL, when reading this at the bottom of the paragraph there you can see the HP initials added in, my great grandpa had initials like that

I thought it was cool to see those initials again, even it was just a typo error

Bless the Nite

April
324tn1qy214cp May 8, 2012 at 8:21am

Im sorry if my comments made you feel like you were being bullied, they were not meant that way, and its good to see you are still here :) xxx