I do not feel that I belong here on Earth.  I feel disconnected from Earth.  I don't quite feel homesick, but I feel like I'm at grandma's funky smelling house and just want to leave.  I've had no visions that I can remember.  Also, I cannot see myself being here for the duration of my human life -- like there is a sheet over what I'm actually meant to do and where I'll go.  This brings me ask if this just an individual thing.  Do all humans feel this way?  I know that it's not common to see your future, but is it common to have that gut feeling that you just aren't going to be here that long? I have been interested in alien interaction for years.  I've done my fair share of reading and watching about quantum physic, the interaction between E.T.s and humans and the events that will occur this year.  My girlfriend and I have been introduced to people within the last week that we feel like we've known for quite some time.  We both feel we've had our awakenings or at least begun them.  She has had several visits from a tall pale man throughout her life and feels that he is watching over her.  Were we meant to meet?  Was this past week part of the journey I planned before I reincarnated as a human?  If anyone has read about signs or anything about what I've described, especially in the first part of my post, please enlighten me or post a link to a site were I can read about it myself.  Future thanks for the guidance.

Ben

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  • Since my steady awakening since last year, which coincidently begun with extensive research into the 'UFO phenomenon', and then realising the true depths of reality and underlying agendas of control over our planet.

    I totally resonate with your feelings of disconnection to Earth now. I first thought it was because most people are still so plugged in, but even when I connect very deeply in conversations and understanding with people, I still feel distant from this density of reality & that sometime soon i'll be off doing something else? My mind has become very clear and peaceful, but I feel the state of which my environment is in (the whole earth possibly) that I cannot concentrate on 'the matter at hand', which is routine and status quo. Been seeing quite a few 'activation codes' over the last few days, 12:12 11:11 etc

    • I started diving deep into all of this less than a week ago.  Could you tell me what activation codes are?  I will, of course, search for the meaning myself, but I'd also like to hear about them from you.  Thank you for your response.

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