Well, the only thing I remember I am good at is reading and remembering. I have read a couple thousand books, essays and works in my life. I also can write. I have written also a couple thousand pages in my life. And I know I have had several good speeches in my life.
Otherwise I used to have two left feet. I do not even hit a nail on the head. I confess I have failed being a right and usable craftsman. I need always help from others.
I was married and got divorced. I got two kids being adult now. Never I had a relationship again lasting longer than four years. I confess I have failed being a loving family person. This gives me not seldom a hard time.
Since I was 12 I literally knew I was part of God. It has never disappeared untill now. Despite having the almost constant awareness of the divine presence, I am also deep into doubts. I confess having failed being a stronghold of trust, faith and confidence.
I was never blessed with riches. All I had I lost in my divorce. My father is still today mad at me, because I lost my house I inherited from my mother. I confess that I have failed being a good housekeeper.
I always had aversions using prayer as begging thing. I also did never rituals or magical stuff to achive something. I hated using manipulation strategies and refused performing things promising super human powers. Karma thinking I gave no special meaning in my mind, and I also kept no special attention in improving my Chakras. I never made a big deal with ascension and energy fields and grids and channellings. I also do not understand much about sacred geometry rather than in mathematical ways and impressions, since I deeply love math. I confess I have failed in unfolding my spiritual potentiality, as many have told me. I confess I have failed understanding many things concerning dimensions and shifts. I confess after all, that I absolutely fail any criteria many advanced spiritual people have being necessary to enter the realm of ascension and blessings.
I confess also, that I`ll give a flying fuck on what others think of me. If there would ever come an entity to me telling me in what I`ve failed, I would ask him to go. And with the little proud I have I would rather die than live with such super advanced entities. For it would show me that this has nothing to do with love as I am able to understand, even with so little skills.
The NWO has nothing done differently. They also asked for special skills rather than for just BEING. And this I understand - I came into being, because I am loved, loved for BEING.
I confessed I have failed in countless things, but I find myself fitting in this world, strange but true.
And I also find it fitting to have a place among those who claim being advanced, whatever that means...
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Never give up sir,Hang on too living in a loving kind way.It can backfire,as there are many that would take advantage.I two am divorced.I am trying to kindly get some of my woman friends at a safe distance and try and settle down.I have personally been trying to crash the federal reserve,in case they worm there way out of the impending mass arrests by buying as much silver as I can.There is no finish line and no one really fails,Infinity love and light
(holds up a glass)
I'm sure theirs a few honourable folks out their. .
. . in the midst of the more "advanced" beings and high technology. .
Nothing different I have always written in all my posts...
There is no failure~!~................................Only learning experience...........................~!~
Esseya is perfectly correct, there is no failure.
There is only attempts at something, and a RESULT.
Just because you've had a bad time doesnt make you a failure, its life lessons; that are meant to make you stronger, experienced, and wiser.
Dont be hard on ya'self... hey , there is no rule book to life... ;)