Before a few years, I'm in some king of connections with other beings, I'm hopin' they're good; but sometimes at night they have something like sex or rape ?! with me - and they prick me or something like that, and touch my face. It's not painful, but I don't know what I have to think or to do?! One being said to me that I'm his wife ?! I don't know who is he?! And I don't know what to think? Also I got some memories that I have a lot of hands and tails like a sirene? Is it Aryan DNK or something? I'm a brave person, but sometimes I'm scared and I don't have anybody to talk with! One being told me that I have to to be iniciated in one hindu religion, but I don't want to be iniciate, because my dearest hindu religion is shivaism, and I like yogis and sadhus and shamans. I got rare dreams for 24 hours! And I don't want to be a nurse or something like that, it's awfull for me and disgusting. They're woman don't do what they want other force to do, they're all very hypocritial. They all talking about bhakti yoga, but very little do it. I often cried for jogis for a last few months. I'm very confused, because I'm 50 and I got a family and my whole life now is smashed!! ?! I don't know who is reliable person who can give me the right advice? Because in every religion specialy Hindu, everybody said that his god is the right god and everybody waht you to their side ?!?! They're spitting one on another and it's terrible! I don't want to hear that! And I got more problems: very bad deseases and I got no money. There's a great confusion all around me and I'm afraid that a lot of beings and even a lot of deceivers and frauds want to manipulate me in my life in every way. WHERE'S THE TRUE?! Otherwise, I'm a very honest and simply person, I like arts, spirituality, good people. I hate manipulations and to be force by anyone and I'm against it. I'll protect everyone who feel threatened like me now. I like to sings, to walk in the parks with my dog, to read the books etc. Regards!
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and their address is? I found only Nordenau water on internet, but not pills?
Why people are so aggressive and mess into the others life?! Most important thing is that I know what I want: I want to be free, free of family duties that I've got now, I don't need the new ones, free from bondage of every being. I have enough of rare pressures on me. Otherwise, I have a cancer and asthma. Fuck off rare religions; they got to find another fools to fuck their own lives; they're hypocrites and most of them don't do what they sayin'.
Where can I order those cure from Germany? tnx