Yes,
Fellow ACC members, brothers and sisters of the Golden Age,
this weekend turned GNARLY ugly sad car wreck feelings
my wife finally broke down and told me that all the OFF THE WALL stuff I am into...
books on Arcturians, Syrians, Pleiadians and Jesus,
Archangel Michael, cosmic Websites with Angels, scattered addresses on my desk, one of which is Bill Brockbader's Jail address so I can write to him, video tapes on Alex Jones
scandalous reports,
and my constant leaking from my mind,
dribbling statements about how the IRS is going to be gone soon or that the Federal Reserve is going down, vanishing along with humanity's need for money.
oh oh oh,and
and the out of your fucking mind statements about Bush and Blair tried for being War Criminals and going to jail soon...the seminars I sign up for that are SPIRITUAL Woo woo...she thinks David Wilcock looks like a lunatic...my hero..she calls a lunatic...
.So I have been HEART/slammed like a force against a steel wall,
the force of an enraged VENUS, a terrified female/wife/mother/mate.
She says our 12 year old daughter is also scared and they are both watching me get farther and farther away from them, a vast divide opening wider and wider...
HER SUFFERING, FEAR, ATTACHMENT, CONFUSION AND BEING MOSTLY LOST in a sea of worry of LACK, that if she loses her husband, the bread winner, she loses her security. Her love for me suddenly sits second fiddle to her overwhelming state of terror, as she watches me change before her.
How many others are going through the same sudden family meltdown?
I was told by my spiritual mentor from Santa Fe. not to count on anything like an EVENT to suddenly happen that would likely let her finally see that I am telling the truth,
no, I was told, EVERYTHING IS AS IT SHOULD BE...... that who am I to Question GOD and his timing?
Does GOD wear a wristwatch? This is GOD"S BUSINESS, not mine, so focus on my own light.
She also said for me to take a FAST from the internet,
and devote myself entirely to the spirit of my 12 yr old daughter, who is torn and confused and also terrified, not so much of what I am alluding to in the skies above us,
but terrified of a break up of her parents.
I am advised to write on paper, letters to the souls of my two girls, and explain what I am becoming,
and how they will soon find peace and bounty, etc etc...whatever I want to say..
....then I am to ask Jesus to take the messages to their souls when I burn the paper I write the letters on..
burn them,and know that their suffering souls at least got the message I wanted to tell them.
I am advised to DISENTANGLE MYSELF from the Dark, to pay attention only to the light,
and to shine as bright as I can,
and not to become distracted...either by the internet or the suffering of the soul of my wife,
for I am not to water her garden, but to stay on my side of the garden fence.
Tend your own garden, as each soul tends to their side of the road and theirs only.
Her soul never gave me permission to try and change her, or awaken her.
But in my egoistic, paternal and loving manner, I want her suffering to end NOW,( I also do not want to move out of my home!)
so I pray for an EVENT NOW, please GOD...if she changes Grrrrrrreat! If she looks up and sees a light display of 100 flying saucers over Manhattan, and says...those silly weather balloons again...then I know its time to split.
Dear GOD, I can feel the pressure building up, its causing the water to vibrate around me as
I tred water in this churning Matrix and getting all GNARLY. Its like a the biggest BOMB ever is just about to blow now, like any day, any hour, any minute. Take a deep breathe I know..
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lol my BroStar...David Wilcock has info...but please...he has tken his time as well..Max Igan, George Kavillasilas..etc...BREATHE!!!...The program was written before we ever incarnated...all is WELL!!!...Try and remember why yoou incarnated at this time...I know full well and thus have no fear...Infinite Blessings!!!...<3<3<3
Its great to hear things are goin better for you rimstudio. Congrats!
Right On SiStar GodDess Lori!!!...Well said...Shine On with Infinite Blessings!!!...<3<3<3
I pray for your tormented soul Reiz.
Amama BroStar!!!...<3<3<3
you are obviously speaking of yourself, since you seem to know me so well. You are a so off the mark of this discussion, I wonder what has happened to you to make you so full of rage? Im not interested in your answer, just put it out there for you to think about Reiz.
I dont have voices, just a life of real 3D experiences. I also dont expect you take my meaning of "warrior" to heart, its a meaning thats true to me. We have changed the meanings of words and what they represent, many times throughout history to suit what ever fitted. Very fortunate for me, that by the time I found this page, a lot of my 3D drama's were sorted, and I came here, not to fix myself, but to start working and help those of light create the change. BUT, there is a lot, that are new to this awakening and experience very high emotions and thoughts all over the place, they need grounding not slandering. You dont see me going off telling all those that act as mediums and channels that they are lying, or coward, or splinters or broken links in the chain, just because this has not been my experience or I know nothing of that. I respect, what they are telling me as their experiences, but when there is a call for help, WE WILL HELP.
I Agree Whole-Heartedly SiStar GodDess Melanie!!!...Compassion is called for here by those who do not yet know it never mind have the Wisdom of It....lol...<3<3<3
Im sorry Reiz, fact and opinion is just that. I dont want to fight. But someones opinion is based on their factual experience. We can always agree when understanding the term of "facts and opinions" as really the same, that way we will agree in accepting that your opinion is your fact, and only opinion to me. Does this make sense, or is my understanding deluded. It is when you try and put someone else's opinion into your own facts, that create splinters or constant disputes on opinions. This is why I tell my children "Respect" exists, when we respect each other, we can respect each others opinions or factual experiences. Science is not the only division that decides what is fact or not, Science is just a grouped agreement, of whats been observed and what the results have yielded, even in this department fact is distorted by the human being, look at Einstein and Bohr debates are an excellent example of this. Everyone should go read up on those debates. So your truth is yours and others truths are their own. My opinions are derived from truth as they are derived from my experiences, you truths are obviously what you have been taught through social conditioning and are still someone else's. Mwah (P.S I remember saying everything you are currently saying) It will change, the longer we have these debates.
i know exactly were you are coming from my friend. my mom is the same way as ur mate. the majority of my family thinks i am going crazy because of all this stuff i watch and read about like what u said sirians pleiadeans the human soul stuff like that whenever i say i am learning about something she gets mad at me for not doing my boring school work. they say i need to be on meds well to me meds are poison that puts us in our unawakened state. my mom thinks everything i learn about has to to with satan lol probably cuse i used to be a satanist. but she still says "its all in your head" go see a psychologist. unfortunately my mom is still sleeping if u know what i mean and she doesn't understand what i say so i try to stay away from her. i think if u truly love ur mate or wife then get together and do things like have family board game nights and play with ur mate and kids or go to a park and have just have fun. stuff .ike that can really brg a family together. p.s. keep on learning about stuff u find interesting never let anyone tell u what path to take and i mean nobody we came here to experience life on earth and find our own unique path and express ourselves. i hope this helps u :)
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