I sit tonight, relaxed upon a sofa contemplating the better parts of existance, with an idea running round and round in my head. Now I understand that this ascension process is less of a this and this will happen at such and such time, and more of an individualized experienced that is mirrored in the world around you. Bringing you ever closer to the realization of you, into, your greatest potential. All this talk of 5D and 3D and DDDD's all around, gets a bit tedious at times. But the notion that we are experience a dimensional shift is not insane.
Now I know something magnificent is happening, as it becomes more and more everyday. It's like at times I'm seeing for the first time. I'm not talking fancy colors and little elves. I'm talking about seeing within the world around me. It's not that it is any more beautiful than it was a minute ago, it's that it now carries within it a love that I couldn't feel before. And as it grows, there are times when I feel like I'm exploding, where I feel I'm breathing for first time. And these feelings these moments are growing.
Which leads me to the burning question within me. If the light that is bombarding the world around us, is lighting up the darkness. If it's bringing us to face our fears, and at the same time evolve us into a grander state of being, made of light at one with the light ........ Then is it far to assume that to fully awaken oneself, to step into full conciousness. One must choose to leave third density life behind.
Is our awakening, our own death.
Is this ascension for those willing to face the ultimate fear, now please don't take this as me talking about suicide in anyway. I know that is not the answer.
I'm talking about the loving aceptance of the process that is death, and in this transition those that are ready, who have tended to thier vibrations, and are willing to face the ultimate fear thats deep within all of us, will transition to a broader state of being.
Today was for the first time, the first real time I've ever truely thought about death. Yes at times we've all thought of escape, but I've always known that to be the weak way out. And as uncomfortable as this idea may be, it brought me a peace that I haven't really known in awhile.
I sit for the first time, not longing to leave a world gone crazy lol, but able to ascept it for what it is knowing it is temporary, and knowning in my heart that we are freeing ourselves. How far we free ourselves being limited by only what we can imagine :)
Love and light everyone