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  June 4, 2014 at 2:42am

  ...Hmm Lovelution Speaks Much Sense....Too Me......I Too Have Anxiety......When Out + About.......Conscious Breathings.....The Only Thing Thats Worked For Me........:).........Hugz Ivor.......<3.............
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    Ivor Carter June 4, 2014 at 11:00am

    Hi!  I listen to the Kryon chanells and in one of them he said something like " I know you all would rather move away and all become like hermits but now is the time when you have to actively show your light"  which says to me that yes we would like to stay away from people who are not of like mind.  I can easily feel "prescence" like ghosts in a house and see aura's which I never used to be able to do, so I know that I am becoming more sensitive. I've tried all the "protection" stuff but doesn't seem to make much difference. Cheers!
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  Ivor Carter June 2, 2014 at 10:11am

  The other thing I thought of - was when I was five years old I had two of my fingers cut off my right hand, and the same year I was saved from drowning by my auntie.  That also is a lot for a kid of five years to handle.  Perhaps somehow all of this stuff combined has entered my schycky somehow.
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    Phylos > Ivor Carter June 3, 2014 at 1:07am

    They sound like possibilities for your condition to me, but I ain't no headshrinker. I've had some broken bones... skull, footbone, several handbones from one big log in Montana. But never lost any complete parts like your fingers, though.
    I figure that whether someone has had bad things happen to them or not, it doesn't change the odds of anything else happening. I'm sending you a friend invite, Ivor.
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      Ivor Carter > Phylos June 3, 2014 at 5:18am

      No worries! as we say here in Australia. Hey I see some string instruments in your pic are you a cello player? I play the violin and viola (quite badly!)
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        Phylos > Ivor Carter June 3, 2014 at 9:41pm

        I play viola a lot more than cello. I have a cello and find myself wishing I could play it as well as the viola, but viola was what I learned on and it really is a lot less work to play. I love the sound and feeling of cello playing more than viola, though. I'm lucky enough to have both to work on.
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          Ivor Carter > Phylos June 4, 2014 at 2:30am

          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74dddknwo68

          this is a lovely piece called My Dream Of You that I learn't by heart since I no longer can read music.

          This is played by Winifred Horan from the Band Solas.  Cheers!
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  Ivor Carter June 1, 2014 at 12:49am

  I just had a thought about this.

  When I was 15 years old and working in a motor bike shop. One of the mechanics told me he would kill me if he could.

  He said that if he ever found me in the street  outside of working hours and if he thought he could get away with it he would strangle me with a piece of wire.  I wonder if that threat had more of an effect on me than I first thought?
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    Phylos > Ivor Carter June 1, 2014 at 1:52am

    That is some heavy-sounding juju laid on your 15 yr old head! Is that creep still around? I had someone try to kill me and make it look like a logging accident once a long time ago. Smashed my hand with a 40 ft log. I have encountered other sociopaths and psychopaths on rare occasions. They are not always easy to spot. Fortunately they are in the minority. Unfortunately, they do well in seeking power sometimes. It probably did have more of an effect than you thought.
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      Ivor Carter > Phylos June 1, 2014 at 2:16am

      Hi

      Don't know if that creep is still around. That was in the 1970s and my brother who was at that time in the Police force looked up his file on their records and found that he was well accustomed to violence. When I thought of this situation as I was writing the last post I felt a saddness come over me, so I think it did have more an effect than I first thought. So it's a matter of letting go and transmuting that conversation to love and sending it off which I will certainly do. Still, it might take some time to settle down.  Sorry you had to experience what you did but it's all in the "training" isn't it? Cheers!