On December 20th 2012, I went to sleep like many others with great expectations for the coming Ascension on December 21st 2012. I had read everything I could find, reviewed old books about the expected changes, and surfed the internet in hopes of learning more about the energy shifts in my body and the planet. I eagerly awaited the mass exodus of the beings inhabiting the 3rd dimension as we were transmuted, transformed and ascended to the next rung of our Spirituality and Existence.
But…alas, I awakened on December 21st 2012, along with many others, feeling a bit unchanged and viewing the world through a prism of colors that were still very familiar and disappointing. I didn’t see the Ascension, I didn’t feel the Ascension, I didn’t hear the Ascension, I didn’t touch any Ascended objects. The food didn’t taste any better or worse than on December 20th 2012. The people didn’t behave any better (or worse) than they did on December 20th 2012. I didn’t behave any better (or worse) than I did on December 20th 2012. The worlds didn’t behave any better (or worse) than they did on December 20th 2012.
Then, I was asked to beg the question: What happened? Did the Ascension occur and leave me behind? Did I think I was so evolved I would naturally become a passenger on the Ascension Train? Well, from where I sat….I didn’t Ascend, I was left behind, and I didn’t know when another train was going to show up. As I pondered this, I started to feel a little bit depressed….you see, I worked hard to grow spiritually. I read all of the books, I practiced the precepts, I believed the train was coming, and I thought I was ready to embark.
Bam! As I reflected on being left behind last evening, I was immediately engulfed with a wave of thoughts that heated my entire body. While I was so busy anticipating moving from the lower to the higher, it never occurred to me that I was moving Through energies. You see, I now know that the Ascension was already here….we are already 5th Dimensional Creatures in a 5th Dimensional Realm. But, we cannot access it with the Mind Tools that we so often employ. The Dimensional Energies (and their associated Movement) are only available to us when we are Still…and have allowed all layers to melt away. That happened to me just before I fell asleep, and I was able to bring that memory to this writing. The challenge to us is NOT to move upward, but to move THROUGH…..and, each of us has to find that path in this 5th Dimensional World.
PEACE!!
------------------Carolyn E. Miller, December 23, 2012-------------------------------------
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yeah Malcolm, well.. in that case.. it was fairly uneventfull..but thanks for your opinion..
p.s. I agree with Carolyn, by the way.. I was just relating my fairly uneventfull day, is all..
Hi Carolyn
In spite of all the carry on about what would potentially happen the reality has always been that ascension is about a personal. internal experience.
It is about opening up to the potential that exists within your dna.
about being more mindful and attentive to your senses.
About stilling the extraneous noises so that you are only left with the sounds of the universe that exist within you.
The music of home.
Feather Winger....you are so onto what is happening. Ultimately, I believe it is about energy shifts. They are happening all over...micrcosm > macrocosm. From the atomic-molecular to the organism (whether that is animal, plant or human). I know that what I am feeling is a greater sense of connection with ALL THAT IS. I cry when someone that I don't even know is in pain. And, I believe it is because I am experiencing the State of ONENESS...where there is no separation. I feel the pull and tug of Nature....experiencing its cries for wholeness. So, shifts are happening...we just need to be fully present to receive them.
Namaste'
The humor inserted into this journal was intended. I know there was no Ascension Train....and, I know, intuitively, that I am a part of the emerging process. But, there was this very real jubilant feeling and then the let down that I have heard expressed by many. The levity inserted is intentional to get us to realize that this is a joyful, fun-filled, yet focused journey. And, if we stop looking for the "big bang", we will soon realize that it happens (not on the outside), but within.
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