Spiritual Forum

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  Uriel_Virgo April 13, 2012 at 12:56am

  I'm in Columbus Ohio. I've been tracking chemtrails for years. It's been clear here for about a week. It's usually pretty heavy. But not this week. They stopped before Easter. Haven't seen them since. 
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  Two Feather April 12, 2012 at 10:12pm

  Hi Mr.Ed. Here in New Zealand we have been bombed by trails intensely this week. I thought the same a week ago as we were getting stunning trail free days like you have been getting. Easter for us was brilliant! Alas it did not last. As soon as easter was over they were back at it, covering the skies like nothing. Worst I have seen it.
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  Light Warrior April 12, 2012 at 10:01pm

  Hey Mr. Ed! I have definately noticed it!! And have been outside "playing" in it, just like a child. It actually brought a tear to my eye as I sat on the ground looking up and remembering myself as a little boy doing the same thing, while wondering "what will i be when I grow up?" For a brief moment, I could feel a scary feeling betrayal wash over me as the little boy inside seemed to be screaming out to me "where have you been?" and "where did you go, why did you leave me?" The mere thought of me abandoning him just so I could "grow up" really hurt as I could feel his pain. I did not know what to say. As I sat there being all "grown up", I remember me telling myself that I was too "big" now to keep having those feelings of my past bother me now because I have moved on and matured...or have I ? Apparently not.  I began entertaining his line of questioning as his hurt and pain was growing inside me and i knew, this time, there would be no evasion. I began trying to explain that I didn't intentionally leave him  when I grew up, it was just that I couldn't and didn't want to take him with me out into the big and sometimes dangerous world because he might get hurt or lose his way. He asked if that had happened to me while I was away, I said "yes, many many times. He then asked me to look at myself to see how much "he"  had changed over the years. I tried but couldn't because what he went through when he was younger was still fresh in my mind and no one came to rescue him. He reminded me of a vow I made, back then, to get him as far away from those bad times as I could, and i eventually did, yet somehow I ended punishing, ignoring and treating him like" he " was the bad circumstance that we were running away from, instead of nurturing him and reminding myself that he was and is the "victim" of it.

   Funny what comes to mind when you are alone with yourself...under a beautiful "blue" sky.
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  Sirgalahadwizard April 12, 2012 at 8:56pm

  Im wanting to see the sky look Purple(ish) again.