Spiritual Forum

Many years ago I lived in an apartement house where most of its inhabitants were old people. The only telephone was a public one in the basement, right besides the elevator.

This place had bcome a meeting place of older ones. Once I saw a young man making a telephone call. After a short time a group of olderly ladies became restless pushing the young man to stop talking: Hurry up, young man, there are other ones wanting to have a call!

The man was easy minded and smiled but didn´t stop talking. That enraged the ladies, and they became very loud starting to insult the young man. Don´t you see the old and sick ladies being in urge to make a call, they yelled, are you that blind?

Then I discovered the reason behind it. Gettting upset was a good tool dealing with daily boredom. Rage and anger in an old lady home gave them enough energy to experience something beyond boredom and everyday ordinary life. This opened my eyes on complaining of high level.

The ordinary western dude which is saturated with amost everything has a complaining order:

1. weather,

2. work,

3. money

4. health and

5. other humans.

At least 50% of saturated western dudes are fat and have a bad health. He is stuffed with junk food and is hardly moving. His moving skills are retarded.

He is blessed with all kinds of comfort, even the ones living from social care. Only a few are really fucked up. Of course I do not speak of mental constitutions. Western societies are sickening ones, we know that. We know of the mess and destructions in human minds. But generally western people live better than never before in history having a high living expectance. Their complaining is of a high level.

No fight for food anymore, no fear of getting totally lost in a society of rules and regulations and public wellfare. We as westeners are used to live careless. We dream of a state of care - from cradle till grave. We hate communism but love it in private. We have made the state as surrogate of God - or wish at least it would be such way.

The logics of NWO is a plain one and totally right: humans as eaters and drinkers who care for nothing but eating, drinking, fucking, cars, football, vacation and comfort. Let´s give it to them, the NWO says, and all is in right order. Thus we create order out of chaos.

And complaining of high level has finally created nice looking complexes of spirituality: positive thinking, affirmation of intentions, certain ritualistic hocus pocus. And almost nobody can clearly see the old connection of saturation, boredom and finding comfort. Big parts of modern spiritualism is lie in disguise: it comes around as angel of light providing freedom as tool of the fittest. Each value is considered as tool of achievement.

I am tired of such talking. I don´t believe it. I see the lies. And I feel very often more than tired. Does it make sense writing about such subjects?

I often feel the senselessness of sharing thoughts like these ones, for I can´t provide solutions by snapping my fingers.

I´ll leave it that way and ask for gentle consideration...