the following is an automatic writing that wanted to come through and be posted for some reason, also lately for the past year and 3 months or so, theres been a constant angry unhappy ready to bite a person's head off energy that bothers me and causes me to think and act and feel a certain way and causes me to beleive the actions are of my own untiln the energy leaves and i stand apauled at the act i've just done trying to do whatever i can to make it right, and then as soon as it settles it comes in again. this doesnt make sense because i as myself dont have a history of feeling this way, but whatever energy is doing this is not of my own, but wants me to think its of my own, and the issue with it is that trhe energy attaches emotional energy threads within the memories it creates while the experience is happening, so itas very hard to combat this energy as it literaly is hooked in through my physical brain's memories and i wish i could detach somehow so these anger flare-ups that arenmt jof my own would cease and not be able to get back in, this all ties into the "deceitful ones" post i made awhile back in septemeber or october, i forget,
but anyway, heres the autromatic message that came through:
"this shit we go through on a daily basis all leads to one thing, pain, fear, agression, the dark side of the force are they, filled with anger, woe, dispute over who gets what on which terms by who makes them, i dont care, i dont give a shit, its all so painful i could turn my head away and look on forever into the blank abyss of my own twisted reality, who gives a shit? i dont, i need other things in my life besides this reality which i see all over the place, its too hard to look aty, too much top take, i cant be bothered with it, its all too hard and scary, way too muich.... all the things that we have here in the 3d are il;lusurey , its all made up, partof some bigger plan to serve us independently and freely, i beleive, do you? we'll all see when it ciomes..,. gonna be beautiful, you betcha, you'll see, we'll all see whenj the time comes, and akll these fuckers are gonna see whaty im made of when the time arises, i hate them, all of them, the need to die and roast in peace, i hate'm allov'm one two three four, can i have a little more, 5 6 89 beleive me, nows the time, fine, i diont care the one whjos here is you, njot me, lets go see where it all ciome from why dont we huh? take a trip inside my neverland to where it all began, see what i see, so i can knoqw what you kbnow and how you came to be, whats gonna happen i wonder when shit hits the fan, only time will tell, i think you will, i think you wuill post this as im scanning in your head, seing you writye the wiords i say, encroaching energies every day, wondering when the time will be right to slip in a fight,"
i dont wanna type any more cuz my temples feel; weird and i didnt like this angry energy because it felt very low and negative but i felt it was nesesary to post it here and wherever this automatic message was coming from wanted it posted as well.
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I think I know who you were picking up on.
Hey Indigo, John would be really happy to know who he was picking up on when he wrote that, so if you know who it could of been, that would be great
If you think you should send a private message, I'm sure he wouldn't mind you emailing him the message
Bless the Nite,
April
Indeed beloved. I have sent him a friend request so I can do just that.
BIG Loves April. XXX.
The Neverland it is restricted area..
The Dorothy it is going to the Wizard in Oz...
Well it will take some friends on the road...
Hey Alfred, Yes it will take some friends to see the Wizard, and the Neverland we will never know what that is until it wants to show us what it is. For now though we can only guess
Bless the Nite,
April
Hi, Jim - thanks for sharing :)
All I would say is don't be too quick to assume this is a force outside of yourself speaking through you. With all due respect, the human mind is by nature an incredibly conflicted environment. Perhaps this writing came from a part of yourself that you have trouble acknowledging and taking responsibility for?
I say this because I have had similar experiences, but part of growing spiritually is accepting ourselves for who we are - none of us is perfect, all of us have doubts sometimes. Even our brothers and sisters from other planets would never claim that they were faultless. It is important to recognise negativity within ourselves for what it is so that we can understand and move past it.
Love and light :)
Hey Achilles, I have known John for a while now, and I could tell just be reading what he had wrote wasn't something he would be thinking about normally. I do understand though where you are coming from. There is always a negative side that we have apart of, but don't want to admit to. That part is so true, we have it but we don't always use it in a manner that some would think about it
There will be times where we can step back in our lives and think, what was I thinking back then lol, or why would I even do that for.
However though Empathy is a lot different then having negative emotions coming out. Empathy is something that we feel for a short period time or long, depending on what we are picking up on. It then leaves our system, and we are like what was that all about.
Most times when we pick up or tune into something we don't write these things down, because we are in a hurry, so being that this was written down in a short period of time, and then gone again. Whatever emotion was running through left it's course so to speak of
Bless the Nite,
April
I myself have had an experiences where I am channeling some energy and emotions of others and it is low vibrational and angry energy that frankly is somewhat scary. I have felt energy and I can tell you the best way to deal with this is preventitive measures to keep one sane. Have a tool box and use the tools that are available to you. There is a lot of psychic information flying maybe even floating around and we as psychics have to learn how to deal with it so as to be happy.
I was watching this episode of psychic kids children of the paranormal and the kids where talking about ghosts being angry, and how the kids where scared of it. That intense angry energy from either a spirit or others can be upsetting, and the best way to manage things like this is to take control and manage the energy. Take control. I have been very diligent in setting up a meditation practice because I have found it to be a great tool to help in regards to psychic paranormal experiences. I wish I had started it earlier. I have found that the best thing a person can do is proper psychic self care. If you are automatic writing with this entity then stop. Also maybe a trip to the local psychic to get rid of this energy. I have had a local psychic who came to our house to clear and clean the energy in the house.
I hope this was helpful. 10 t
Hey Ten Turtles, Yeah sometimes we need other advice when dealing with energy like this, but most often times with Empaths if they can do this kind of work by themselves they feel like they have accomplished a lot more
Meditation set ups is something that needs to happen more often, and we really do need to setup places for ourselves when it comes to Meditation things
Kind of like setting up a Sacred Area for ourselves where we can really focus on our energies :0)
Bless the Nite,
April
i honestly dont feel it was a ghost or anything like that, the eneergy feels very much like a mental projection rather then say something like an entity without a body lingering around, i like what you said though ineneral, and yeah doing regular meditation is important and something i need to turn into a routine, and well as regularly smudgeing, lighting incense and working with my crystals/orgonite. also with what you said about taking control, it cn be tough because when i experience this energy when it comes in, , i end up acting out on wht the energy vibe is doing, or thinking the same way, or acting the same way, and i end up thinking i am that way for the time it lasts, and then when its finished and passes through, im like "wtf, i cant beleive i just acted that way, ive never acted like this oer in this kinda way towards someone like this before" and i'll start saying things feeling it like i mean it as if its me saying it, but in reality its a person who is sending their vibes through my chakras and during the time its happening i beleive it's of my ownm, only afterwards do i realise that i myself wouldnt feel that way about something, the problem is is that its not like theres any memory loss when it happens, so the memories generated by experiencing when the vibe is moving through, it attackes itself to that memory strand, so it gets realy hard to move past something, because what will happen is that if i start thinking about something that happened while that energy was present, it'll start to resonte and i can slip into that mindset again, and the thing is, i can think about it other times and theres no issue, but thats usualy when the energy isnt present im assuming its like, the memories and thought prosesses it creates are it's entry back into my mind, and if it can get a way to make me think thoe thoughts while im around, then its capable of getting in, so alot of it like you and mariana and april said has to do with holding positive thoughts, and i think i really need to remember that when i can feel that emotional energy coming in to remember i as john dont feel that way and not act out on it. also as far as it possible being a ghost or goul, i dont feel it is, i had delt with them at one point when i got into ghost stuff as a teen and i found they were pretty easy to combat as far as getting them away from me, whoever is doing this is capable of thought nd is alive and coming from a grounded place where they are sending projections towards me and as an empath its very hard not to allow myself to be over ridden by it. regardless though it has a very low feeling vibe to it. and is always angry in some way and thinks way way too much to the point its overloading. thanks for sharing btw 3T
ps: can i call you 3T ?
jim/john
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