I Love this site, I visit almost everyday, I read so many great posts and they have generally changed my life and my ways of thinking. I have always felt a spiritual connection and been a spiritual person but I have never really shown it, and more now im older.
I was just reading the latest message from the High Council of Orion (Posted by karma's helper here http://www.ashtarcommandcrew.net/profiles/blogs/high-council-of-orion-september-6-2011)
and one part in particular really got my attention " YOU challenged all that was told of YOU and in return YOU were not accepted. We note that this is a position that many who walk the light worker path find themselves in. This further complicates the TRUTH from BEing revealed as there is a deep illusion across the planet of “fitting in”. Many do not speak their TRUTH for fear of not “fitting in”. Yet that is deep illusion, how can YOU not fit into what YOU are? ALL are ONE, ALL are energy, there is no way YOU cannot BE part of that for that is what YOU are. Do our words resonate with YOU? do you understand our meaning?" THIS IS ME! I don't tell ANYONE about these beliefs I have, never mind telling everyone! Im scared they will think im crazy, who wouldn't! any 'normal' human would think "Oh yea sound interesting, spiritual aliens who are guiding us through ascension, mm yea I agree" It's only my own experiences that are the reason I believe. The worst thing about it is that Im waiting for disclosure before telling people, but in order to rid myself of illusion I need to tell people now. I have a year left of school starting tomorrow and people my age would never understand. I was once a looser and it wasn't nice, I had no friends I was bullied, I got my nose broken for standing up for myself! I don't want to be there again! That's what im afraid of, that's why I tell no one, opinion of me would change so much and I don't know which way it would go.
Does anyone else have a simillar problem to me? Im interested in knowing how open you are about your beliefs and this site?
Thank you, Howling Wolf.