I don't know what's happening, or why this is happening, but for the last few days, or few weeks really, I've been feeling very pressurized all over my body, and especially my heart chakra area. It's very uncomfortable, you feel heavy and it's hard to breathe properly. I can't sing, or dance, it's taken away my rhythm. I can't really feel much, and it's put me in a very mind state...stuck in the physical, and feeling very masculine. I honestly never felt so masculine before..and I don't like being that way. I try to feel and connect with my heart, but it's hard because my heart feels pressurized.
You know, there's different key places on the body that are important, and if these places are blocked...or "locked" as I call it, then energy doesn't flow so freely and it's hard to have real clarity. You have your head, where your ears are, and your temples...the mouth and jaw...basically the whole head itself. You have your shoulders and chest area...front and back. You have your core, or heart area, front and back. You have your hips, and your tailbone...and also you have your arms and legs, hands and feet...and it's a bit different for these but it's the same principal.
It's important to have all these places, free and loose and "unlocked", for true balance and clarity. Both physical and inner balance, and clarity of thought and feeling. It's really what makes the difference between someone like Michael Jackson, who's body was completely unlocked and loose and light...and people you see on the street, who you can just see have locked bodies. They can't dance or sing or have any rhythm, there's no flow...they don't think or feel clearly....they're blocked and locked. In fact most people are like that lol
And for the most part, I've always been unlocked, or depressurized...but for some reason, the last few days or weeks, slowly but surely, every part of my body started becoming locked..one day I was singing and I just felt the nerves in my head change and lock up, and I couldn't really sing anymore. Not good anyway. One day I was typing and I felt the nerves in my hands change and become out of balance. One day I was lying down and I felt my hips and tailbone lock up. And now, it's my heart and core area feeling locked and pressurized.
It's very frustrating, because I don't know what's going on. Is anyone else having some type of problem like this? Where you feel your body becoming pressurized, or locked. Is this an ascension symptom? Someone help me out :S