Spiritual Forum

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F21aifX0lZY . It's KIll everybody by Skrillex. I believe the album is called Scary Monsters and Nice Sprites. Spelling is correct, guess he makes some to not br completely obvious.... Listen to it and make an opinion before you read on


From my understanding, he's depicting the way scary monsters (demons) wake you up in your sleep and send you unfavorable emotions and then your angel has to come down and send good emotions. Now we all know you listen to music to feel certain feelings, and Skrillex gets his point across by using certain sounds to invoke certain emotion so you know which spirits are good and bad. Now from what i've read a spirit is not deemed evil until it literally wants to destroy all good.  This songs main lyric is "I want top kill everybody in the world" then it makes that weird sound, and afterwards the good sounds come. And that's not even it there's another song by them called Equinox  that's even more overt. o_0.Us teenagers, practically half the kids at my high school listen to this stuff 0_oi've also found lyrics in my favorite band Disturbed that invoke some suspicion.As well as another band Slipknot.

I come to this realization based off of what I know and the experiences i've had with these shadow fuckers. (they upset me >:/ with there free will invading intentions). I was mulling over the experiences in my head and one was like, I wokeup and felt fear in my room, i don't know if they visualized a corresponding color around my body to set the mood of fear or I empethetically or psychically felt it, but the fear was strong from this creature, it bursted into my room from the door while I was pre-Obe, guess there your astral sight is perfect because I saw EVERYTHING energetic, it was a big cloud of black and red among other things and it for some reason had teethe and it just yelled at me, now I don't know why but I didn't get scared... Maybe it was my subconscious mind who apparently is braver than ever because I felt nothing and instantly my thoughts changed and a visual of a man on a white horse and white sword... with , for lack of a better word had some swag to himself, he spun the sword around as he rode, but as he appeared, I guess my vibration changed because my door was closed and the monster disappeared the guy on the horse stayed though. Probably raised my vibe cuz the shadow character disappeared and it would've been him responsible form my low vibe.

Another time I awoke quite early in the morning, yet much later than i'm usually awoken, there was light out my window, I was in pre-Obe and this monster( though I was unaware of it at the time), sent me telepathic sounds of lightning to scare me, as well as the sound of a door cringing open like you'd see in some scary movie film, now this monster... in retrospect might have been kind of dumb lol, but he succeeded for about a millisecond in scaring me with that lightning tactic :/ . I think what it feels like to be drained is it feels like the whole world is shaking and you're falling down. I guess your vibe starts to sink... Idk. but whenever I do get scared in that state it looks like i'm lookin at myself and everything begins to shake and turn into all sorts of weird color and it's quite unpleasant. 

Not to far apart from that experience, I fell asleep once meditating to some isochronic tones and found myself waking up floating towards my ceiling, feeling strong feelings of fear. I was like OH CRAP I'M AP'ing and I was excited despite the fear,(I was totally ignorant to the way spirits steal energy at night).And so I simply assumed the fear came from it being my first astral projection so I calmed my mind and said to myself "you must let go of your fear" then the entire dimension faded to white and I woke up... i don't really know what happened at that point, i'm assuming my angel came to save me ha.

Since then they never showed themselves to me again they simply woke me up and tried to prey on my self-esteem issues by insulting me lol, which, sometimes was effective, especially when you can feel their prescence it's all too easy to give in when you don't know you're not supposed to. Anyways, I traced the source of my fear to astral projection itself because I was raised in a Christian setting and I had read about how Christianity and practically every other religion calls it evil, so as I was doing it and experimenting with this stuff I was afraid because I didn't know that God was okay with this sort of thing but I had this feeling also that that was bullshit and it was all too fascinating to let go. So the mixed feeling created lots of fear, and on top of that I didn't know God was omniprescent, and i didn't know I had a guardian angel so when I read about negative entities for the first time I was EXTREMELY afraid because I was still wanting to do it, I was bordering schrizophrenia lol. I thought everything was an attack on me.

One last sprit comm was one time I was sitting in my computer and I felt telepathy in my mind it was telling me I was like "Tony, Tony, " I was like "WTF" etc.. and he was talking about some shit I can't remember but I began to doubt his prescence due to the fact I was still kinda high, and when I did  he goes "I can hear you tony" eventually the convo lead to "the illuminati controls EVERYTHING, you are in graveee danger" from then on, I got a little pissed and said WTF, I assumed it was just trying to scare me or something and rebuked and proceeded to call on Christ and God(I found out about omniprescence hehe :) ) and he soon faded into the background telling me to shut up in a real mean voice as i rebuked him and started jumping at me, like I could see dark strides in the air right next to me as he jumped at me. In retrospect Idk if it was a fear being or someone seriousely trying to help. But either way i will never know. Shits weird o_0

 Waking up at this young age is a fascinating/eerie experience considering all these movies I love and music I like are overflowing with propaganda, i'm wondering why the worlds media is set up this way. But i'd love to hear some of y'alls experiences.