I have problems due to my father in my past, I have let my spite go, but I still I want peace in my life but theres so many problems in my family giving me stress, and I still have an anger issues no matter how nice I try to be towards others and towards myself and I just don't know what to do about it, I even use meditation but it doesn't help . I keep having rolling mental 24/7 thoughts and anger!! im very confused about this and wondered if you think hypnosis or something else would help??!! Where im at, and money situation, im busted and theres nothing close to me as far as meditation classes or higher guidance classes are concerned
Experience your anger as a natural reaction. There's nothing wrong in expressing your feelings. Most times, this anger might be due to repressed sadness and lack of emotional expression.
Allow yourself to BE, within this learning process of self-discovery, without judging your emotions.
My father abandoned me, my mother never cared, the rest of my family was composed by negative human beings of all sorts.
My personal experience symbolises the personification of the weakened goddess without voice nor expression, my mother, and the god without emotions, aggressive and fearful, my father. By healing my wounds, by empowering the goddess and infusing feelings into the god, both inside of me, I'm currently healing the grid of consciousness.
Balance within and without. Recovering the feminine nature of the goddess and the masculine one from the god on Earth.
Love and honor yourself from a place of compassion, no matter how many things happened to you. Feel your memories from a place of heart. Surrender your shields and fears so you can embrace your ego without being afraid of loving yourself.
How does it feel? It's like divine alchemy within yourself.
You're never alone.