As usual, i'm yet again to find the laws of the universe at work.
I asked to meet souls who were more spiturally intune and knowing
of the 2012 stigma.
My new roomate says she's a shaman although she combines other
things like wicca and gypsy teachings in her spiritual work. She told
me how she was going through a harsh trial / part of an initiation into
her higher spiritual path.
She said her trances were tough at the moment because she couldn't
get a clear reading on what she wanted to know. She said she Mother
Earth would not give her info on what "Mother Earth" had done wrong.
As far as I know though, Mother Earth hasn't done anything wrong, the
people have. I'm just really confused about this girl because she seemed
to be extremely worried and traumatized (after I showed her the norway
and australian spiral videos) and she told me whatever she did know about
the whole situation she couldn't tell me.
Apparently the one person she did tell about all this died, and when we were touching
the borders of the subject she was receiving stomach pains. She talked about
how she was the only one who could be doing what she is, something about
bringing about a destructive/apocalyptic future for Earth when the real history
was hidden by her death in her past life and she had to give birth to the gods
in this life and something about defusing bombs.
She said there was a war that couldn't be totally won, from how she talked it seems
like the she was the deciding factor in it and if she died all hope was lost. She said
she was also a mother god. Granted there could be some truth in what she said,
but some of it sounds a little weird, i'm wondering if maybe she's being deceived
at all by entities on the astral plane.
I observed her aura while she was talking (i'm not really good at this and hadn't
been able to see auras for a while but hers stood out.) it was coloured gold with
blue, I didn't see any dark spots.
She talked about how we needed massive help (Help being from the ETs) to avoid
the apocalyptic future, but something that she's done now has already decided the
'future path' we're going to take in 2012. She also warned me to be careful of what
I researched and found out, as in there's people who really don't want you to know.
She also said something about wiccan "cleaners" - who were actually bad and had
hitmen. I'm wondering if anyone out there can elaborate a little more on any of this,
just the lack of her elaborating on these subjects has me really confused lol.
I'm open minded, maybe it's just her reality she's experiencing where she has to
go through all this. Like they say, 2012 will be what we individually expect it to be.
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"The difference between ego and higher guidance: The ego demands and forces while the higher self offers choices and guidance. When you are demanded to seek a path, you are not divinely guided, you are being led by ego. When you see paths led by choice and unconditional love, you are receiving higher guidance" ~ Adronis
I absolutely loved your explanation about Ego and Higher Guidance.
Love and Light