Posted by hugh mann on December 26, 2012 at 1:02pm
The united states has been infested by ostreus ovius or the warble fly, common in south America it has made its way a bit north. This is not a joke prepare yourselves. This is a living breathing thinking organism it can change the hosts behavior to better suit the parasite, many cases have been misdiagnosed if you want to see what this thing does look at what they call bath salts zombies .bath salts is not the blame, ( and I asked of its name, it replied legion for we are many within this man)
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Posted by hugh mann on December 19, 2012 at 2:36pm
I noticed some monitoring and then removal of some posts.and ability to reply was taken off the disscussion. Man though this was a place to talk and express our selves. Feels like my house, honestly my house sucks. Its not right to take down opinions. Because you don't like them. Who ever said that was OK? Expression. Is human,if ability to express is removed so is humanity. And were not robots,let the people speak, stop being afraid.
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Posted by hugh mann on December 16, 2012 at 12:26pm
All of you here are truly blinding yourselves with the retardation of yourself and this place is only a means to further the distraction,get off the computer go barefoot outside and receive the energy,this is it people stop this stupidity that is this place. Isn't this what you wanted all who want to ascend activate DNA all that comicbook mutation and movie fiction.its this simple(if your body has tuned up for this) get off ass take ass to nature remove shoes firmly rest on heels feel the love for it all,here's the most important part quiet that confused hunk of meatt which we call the brain.be very still inside and out,this does take time and effort bout an hour,relax and enjoy the dmt this does work I swear to you all you have to meditate in softer light actually I'm not explaining this get your shit together stop being deluded your not children so you can wait till the 21st like cattle in line to get the enlightenment designed for you or do it correctly and attain it through yourself or do whatever you want honestly I don't care you all truly are the supremely ignorant,if this applies to you good if not fuck it.love light and whatever other safety shit you all seem to think you need, oh and I know none of you will read this but it's for the grid baby for humanity destroy your ignorance or wear the dunce cap forever,I'm tripping balls its too great.
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Posted by hugh mann on December 16, 2012 at 2:54am
Sundown 12-15-12 I glanced outside through my screen door and thought I was hallucinating.I saw vapor everywhere and thought must be the glass,so I opened the door expecting not to see whatever this stuff was,my best explanation of its appearance it was as gasoline when gas vapor escapes in the air.but it was everywhere I've not seen things like this,intense either magnetism or static electricity,I felt it in my teeth and throughout my body but not in my bones.went to the lake about five miles away and witnessed more electromagnetic anomalies large spots moving across the lake fish jumping here and there lines forming out of foam in front of the bulk head, really cool shit. So I walked out onto the dock and stood for about a minute or two I kind of freaked out a bit and made my way hastily from the two spots on the water which appeared as if rain tapped the aurface of the water telling my wife to.get to the car now, she is pregnant with my child and i panicked. And went home maybe for my child's safety, maybe my wife,or maybe it scared the shit out of me. Yea probably that last one.please tell me it was not only my county or state I mean that is impossible here and not there,right? Anyway did you guys see or feel anything? Surely someone did,other than my wife and my step-mother
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Posted by hugh mann on December 15, 2012 at 11:58am
One of my best days today,filled with stimulating conversation,new discoveries,and the awakening of a very young soul. I love my wife she is my bestfriend and with whom often I seek to share my thoughts and ideas, as of late my thoughts have gotten well to be plain crazy as hell. In truth I don't care as to what another perceives me as or labels the words I speak or write as from the mouth of a lunatic. By all means do so if you seek comfort in belittling others.So I usually confide in my wife but lately I haven't been getting feedback,simple yeah or a roll of the eyes,which inturn generates the question(are you listening to me) of course met with a yes and I heard you, I know you heard me,but did you listen? This enviornment ensued for a few weeks,I lost in bliss didn't mind the silence or really even notice awake days on end forgetting to eat from depth of whatever discovery I made that day,pure expanding consciousness,I have a lot of new insights in a multitude of truly scientific advancement and discovery,I write theese down of course for I truly wish to share them. After about two weeks of stagnant low energy transfer interactions she read my journal,I noticed of course right away,half an hour later she laid it down looked at me with a holy shit gaze its an atom she replied,I of course chuckled and simply said I know,kicks ass right? With that her tears insued. I didn't know I didn't. Know this became her mantra momentarily then to I'm sorry oh I'm so sorry.I waited for her to calm, no way Jose, full on awakened state, thank god I was really considering just moving away but she changed after that.quick intuitive full of question about herself life energy things she never cared to hear, I will so gratefully pass my yoga of life and postures to her,attempt to share my knowledge of meditation technique and propper cycles of breath, thank you god I truly asked only for her own enlightenment to happen, brilliant wisdom from all direction.
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When I found this website I was very excited. After using this site for a few days I realize something,we suck as a race and and probably will not make it through this everyone here is severely distracted and most allowed very important emotions to be shut off,love and light and acceptance are really great emotions but if you love and except everything and another entity who has not put away their greed and lust or hunger to be better than some one else those love and light will probably be seen as weakness,so remember we are humans if you feel used or abused you dont say well I guess its ok I love you,you kick their fucking ass tell them they suck and what they did was wrong,say do you understand and if they do not then teacu them correctly,or something like that I dont think allowing critical emotions to just be ignored or allowed to pass you by,take that emotion and use it for whatever purpose you see fit,i notice alot of people here dont actually say what is nessecary for growth in humanity alot of wasted time and energy,you will never get that energy back a waste,waste of your lifeforce,when if we were sharing instead of arguing about how valid our opinions are and how invalid another persons is,i have seen this go on for two days over a discussion,why the fuck would you waste your time seeking validation from the thoughts of someone you will probably never see or meet, this site is made to distract us of course you think,no this is a place of love,love doesnt out and demean the people its intended for or carry on pointless arguements in the name of something you although many pretend to but none of you really know, and the reason is you still seek approval from others,i thought this was a place for the enlightened but all I seem to gather from this is alot of pretending and hiding from your humanity you need to face yourselves stop arguing and posting videos instead of your feelings I dont know the intent of this place but apparently its to make you soft weak and accepting of othe irs who only wish to extort or demean you I dont knoe about dna or ascension personally I beleive it to be bullshit crammed down the throats of those in search of something to beleive in when all you need do is beleive in humanity you cant correct people with love especially those who only act for personal gain,remeber your true goal enlightenment this shit is here to stop your growth and cloud your mind body and spirit you are being conditioned to back down and do what your told because love said to I really do have much love for humanity but I will never allow the vindication and justice of purifying ignorance. To br swayed by the words of people that wish to delude themselves and only exert prowess and the ability to point out the flaws of others you did not come to the earth this time to learn you are here to guide remeber the lessons you chose to learn in your past lives enlighten yourself, only you know you and only by stillness and devotion can you find it we all are enlightened immortals it is only up to you by facing yourself and your emotions to reveal the potential we all have supreme power ablity and god within and around us with the realization of the self and ones place you truly unravel the mystery we call human.
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Posted by hugh mann on December 9, 2012 at 10:18am
I dont beleive in close encounters and if you dont either just go look up this is fucked up you all talk about this like its some game do not speculate as I am not fuck this im going in the woods,im am more full of fear right now than ive ever been what is going on dont reply to this if youre bullshitting me now is not the time for jokes what if they are assholes and want nothing more than to hurt us how the fuck do you even fathom a battle with something like that I dont want to even begin to think about that im officially freaking out.
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I notice in my everyday life that as I increase in my own philosophic views,where as im always adding to or going holy shit out loud in my astonishment of I guess my increased problem solving calculations etc,i once again question the storehouse in which the moments of"enlightenment" or ascension as possibly a distraction, dont get me wrong the insight is cool but as I really think about it all that we have been informed of and I mean way way back,was a lie,deceit from some high up authority as it deemed itself to be an observer of humanity,but after whatever amount of time became bored and decided to spice it up a bit. With boredom comes want for entertainment whether physical mental or psychological or what if all three,and say this watcher manifested its own wants through through just those three.and then decided it like control better than observation and decided that it would like to have a body so it planted itself within the evolutionary factories inside th body or what is commonly referred to as you central nervous system,and it lay dormant waiting many many generations,until it feels the need to embody the vehicle we call the body.of course becausr always present throughout our aadvacement some times it manifest as single people great leaders scientific minds etc and through these manifestation has been able to influence certain things like politics what foods are good or bad wether or not to point this or that out.and even you guessed it hide information,as to the truth of things.and as it influenced earth and its inhabbitants as it chose we were deceived and ultimately distracted from truth,well remember just speculation ourselves and the capabilities humans posses,why would it deceive us?fear,fear of us as we began to evolve it wanted us to slow down so embedded within all presently living humans, it sees the window in which to push itself and not us to fully control and phase out what we perceive as reality,in any account if true this thing has been waiting for this time to once again deceive and distract. But what if this time it finally tricked us,mainstream convinced many of us to accept the presence of kundalini energy.and encouraged its union with the body.well I think its a trick kundalini is not an energy but possible that it is in fact a highly evolved parasite that rests in the base of the spine until awakened,and I fell for it too,but now realizing the exact nature of this deceit from a parasitic host that slowly makes its way up the energy channels into said crown chakra,it is said this force is felt as heat to us and I most certainly felt it as slowly but sureldy made its way up my spine not constantly or even everyday but about a month later it was at my shoulders once again preceived as heat,i felt as though something in me was attempting to make me leave and not be in control,i experienced many involuntary movements arm legs hips and much spinning I caught a glance of myself in the mirror,now if this shit was a good thing im pretty sure I wouldn't have perceived myself this way and my perception said you look possesed I dont beleive in ghost so I thought to myself what other existent life has the ability to make you move and appear not at home in the body,and it hit me parasitic or intelligent bacteria with one intent to steal the physical body as to advance its own evoloution without having to wait millions of years for nature or the universe to do it, and now it has almost become successful we have now been distracted by this light and love with the embrace of this coming change,this kundalini is an infection and because ive conciously realized this my lymphatic system is attempting to remove it all the lymph nodes in what is know as cns are attempting to fight it I am sick not your normal sick I am severely lacking in physical strenghth. And can feel where this shit has taken root within me and where I am fighting it off,do not embrace this it began causing physical deformities to my body as my left ribcage squared and expanded my spine wanted to sit up straight and my neck followed now the area within my cheek bones is swelling I keep finding small physical changes in my bone structure,and have small white dots on both shoulder blades and the right side of my body,do not be fooled look in the eyes of those who claim kundalini empty,all of them something is present but the soul has been drained till death and now parasites and bacteria regulate the body,i could be very well wrong but please take this into consideration this is not the coming but a trick placed in humanity long ago dont be distracted and just welcome things with love be what you are human we are not and cannot be only positive negative must be present and we must use it in the form of skepticism and doubt duality is reality there is no singularity balance between them or the polarization of pos and neg its only logic,once again I could be wrong and you never know I may have lymphoma but as humans have we ever just blindly accepted something hell no so why all of a sudden is the doubt absent? To be aware is to be alive wake up do you feel like yourself,i know I didnt slowly coming back but this has made me very ill,i hope that I am incorrect but I fear I am not and with the increase in global temperature and the decline of judgement within us we are weak and that is known bacteria and parasites thrive in heat seems like this was planned long ago,once again I hope im incorrect but I see it increasing
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Man what is up with the not sleeping? Finally fell asleep for the first time since sunday.i expected to sleep at least six hrs,only got two,id bitch but I feel pretty damn good despite the sinus infection.but damn thats crazy I used to sleep entire days away,but now its like I only require power naps,its pretty cool but I get bored as hell from 11pm to 7am its really good time for meditation but I can only be so still for so long usually about three hrs a night then coffe and my yoga as I wtch the sun come up, and before I forget ive noticed the sun and moon almost rising at the same time moon rises at about 3:30 and then the sun about 6 6:30 is that normal I dont know because I never really looked up much until recently recently will we be having an eclipse that last for days?anyonr with knowledge of solar and lunar patterns your input would be much appreciated, because once again I dont know,but would like to thank you everyone. Love peace and chicken grease<3
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Posted by hugh mann on December 7, 2012 at 12:18pm
So I dont sleep but about 16 hrs a week and usually feel pretty good.felt like trash at about 3 am.now im bright eyed and bushy tailed ready to rock and roll.wake up sleepy heads on this side of the house,its a beautiful morning the birds are singing and they should have migrated by now.hot in dec,the moon is still up and here comes the sun look up your missing it time to rise and shine,motivate everyone around you to fill this place with love after all it is the glue that keeps us the world go round, love love love,<3
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Recently I have become (if you will) enlightened,but I fear this enlightening may not be free of cost.and by cost I mean the debt we all must pay,death. Now I dont know if there is any truth to my thoughts but on certain days especially when cloudy.i dont feel so hot. Aches pains fellings of exhaustion and stiff joints. I recently noticed two knots at the back lowet portion of my skull,they hurt,also in my lowerback near I assume the point where my hip s and pelvis join the spine right above aasscheeks,i feel like this on cloudy days cloudy nights and on the nights the moon doesnt rise until 4am but im fine when the moon finally does rise,my luck I probably have aids cancer or brain tumors.i just dont get it oneday I feel great then all of a sudden like hammered dog shit. Why is the question id like to know.and also anyone else feeling this or other similarities in pain? Love to you all<3<3<3
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So I just said some hateful things to another member,and Jason I apologize for my actions I know in your mind your doing right but you cant cram beleif down the throats of others overbearing is not the way to be I know my reply was childish I was only giving you a taste of the medicine you do so enjoy,i dont know what the people beleive here nor do I give two shits,no,but again I know I was childish but hey im a large child so be it dont dash the hopes of othets they dont deserve that and you didnt deserve my snyde remarks,but hey whatever it needed to be said I dont internalize especially my feelings whether good or bad I speak my mind body and soul,regaurdless who it is projected at once again im very sorry to have made you the recipient of my rage but shit happens<3
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Do you ever have noise irritate you? I dont mean one noise but all noise. Why is it so irritating?here lately noise is bothering me. Including noise that I make, why? In the past television amd music were great friends of mine. But now aggrivating.people taljing to me irritating. And id like to just be quiet but it seems like something wamts to distract me. People start asking me about things where normally when im in a talking mood they give one syllable answers.but when I want to be quiet they have everything in the world to say. Why? What is trying to keep me from this peace and quiet is it me? My self, my sub-concious? What keeps trying to distract me from the bliss that is silence in which I seek? Any ideas?idras?
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Posted by hugh mann on December 5, 2012 at 11:26pm
Here recently I feel very like I am part of the earth,why? And why have I not felt this way before? I can feel it when the wind blows,even when I am inside,when the trees sway.so do i. I cant stan littering anymore ive even gone as far to put all my cigarette buts in ky pocket as opposed to throwing them on the ground, I feel compelled to clean up trash on the roadside.and am filled with sadness to see animals and their enviornments hurt in any way, I have a newfound love for everyone and everything, whereas I honestly really hated everything life had to offer, where did this love come from and why didnt I have it before, I love my home and I love all of you lets all work together to fix what broken things we own wether it be our home or ourselves, its time to mend our broken wings and fly, love and peace toy you all.
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Posted by hugh mann on December 4, 2012 at 11:45pm
Well today I had court and was supposed to be jailed for six months,it was indefinate and that was the sentence, but this morning when I rose(i would say rose from sleep but I dont really do that anymore) something inside me said not today not unless you want to. For a while I thought I was filling myself with arrogance,so I stopped or at least tried to.but it wouldnt subside.i despise this court system and normally any one who works within it, I normally give them the traditional"mean mug" but once again something inside me said smile,smile bigger than you ever have.so I did. I stayed positive the entire morning and even now I remain so, I never begged asked or prayed to come home but only thought to myself not today buddy,i told the judge I am going home today and nothing that anyone here says or does will stop me.my lawyer asked me why is said that and I told him because its the truth. So instead of going to jail I went home of course my date was reset for jan 28 and I do feel like I will go to jail then. But why not today? That was what my ruling qas in october. What saved me?was it god? My positive thought pattern? Me? Or because I never asked for it I only thought I wasnt going? Just something to ponder about, what do you think?
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What is it to know?and what is it to posses knowledge of something? Where does it come from? Where is it stored,how do we store it and consciously summon it from slumber at any given time? Is it within us, or outside of us? This question is what if it was external or in what if real is called The Grid. If youve not heard of this concept check it out. What if knowledge surrounded us all the time? And all we need do to obtain it was to ask. Now I dont mean ask in your head but ask aloud for permission and to be allowed to gain that knowledge you seek. Then be still and allow that knowledge to be bestowed upon you. Clear your existing thoughts to make way for new ones. Allow yourself to be a conduit of knowledge. Think of knowledege as a wave of energy. The wave of thought or knowledege travels from person to person who are questioning similar things?but only goes to those who are still enough to receive it. Have you ever lost something and tried your hardest all day to find it only to be frustrated by your in-ability to remember? But the second you give up and relax, you almost instantaneously remeber vividly? Same concept I do it all the time. Knowledge floats around from person to person but only giving itself to those who arent so preoccupied with their own thoughts. So only the still or relaxed receive it. Stillness would be the key if this were true. Once again just a thought, what do you think people?
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What makes a family? Blood realation,friendship,love,or just the general concern for the well being of someone? Do you have yo know them in order to be family? Or even to have met the people? What if we were all family and didnt even know? I once again do not know or claim to I am simply sharing an idea. But what if we were, would you treat your family the way we treat people we see in the street,with no residence,or people of different r ace and color, not to say we treat thempoorly or bad but why different? What is it that makes us feel this degree of difference? We need not differentiate but rather see the similarity in all of us.dont think I am not guilty of this because I am. But once again why this instinct to seperate? We have been blinded by popular culture and television which makes us think we are all different but in all truth we are the same. Once again simply an idea but we are all family across the entire sphere. No longer need we be seperate but as one in unity with our home. To long have we squandered our gifts of consciousness for personal or blood family gain. No more is this acceptable, love your true family eveyone share all you havr share,give all you have to give not for yourself but for the entire globe, only then will we truly come into what we are. Human family with one. Goal in mind caring for oneanother.spherical love and unity for the betterment of your mine and everyone elses fami love you all my ultimate ily because that is we a family. I love you all and that truly is the ultimate goal.
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What is the body? Is that where we are? Are we the mind,the heart? The breath,the soul? I dont know nor. do I claim to but I have some idea. I feel like your body is your homeboy and you are its keeper,when you are good to your friends they are good to you,when you treat them bad they return the favor,so does your body.We are capable of amazing things,empathy,telepathy, and even levitation, all these things are very real and easy to do, but the body must be treated with respect and many times must we sacrafice what we think we need,sleeping eating even your breath,when we willingly give these things away we are rewarded, to be still and sacrafice all that is the key,and when done not for personal gain but for the betterment of ourself as one, truly for the greater balance then do we receive these gifts, we all !have them and they are simple to use just be still and sacrafice what you hold to be important and look not to the external but the internal only then we see the truth behind the truth, he is inside of all of us waiting to be called upon.just as he always has been. And he loves us all unconditionally.let go of the mind and body give it away he will bestow ultimate realization upon your being,but you must show devotion not through prayer or judging others deemed to be sinners. But love,honor sacrafice,unconditional love for yourself others and he who is called I am,truly let go and ride the wave,through these practices your body will respond as the conduit it truly is, I love you all dearly and people can we please stop envoking a sense of panic in the general population all this talk of ascend this and shift that the only thing that will happen is increased inertia we are but a spec in another spec,never ending always moving forward,never ceasing to be infinate,so please stop scaring those who do not yet understand, for fear will be the destruction of the physical, but the energy never ceases to be.
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What is it to live? Is it just being there to witness? Or is it when we actively take part in something? What about when we do not take part and just let things be the way they are? How can someone take action without taking action? I personally do not know,do you? Life its a wonderful gift one you can unwrap daily. I have not been living my life correctly but could not see,blinded by my own greed and self-centered lifestyle,not that I am a bad person. Just to busy worried about me me me. Recently I began meditation,now im not new to meditating but I never have gone so long in one sitting.before it would. be 10 to 20 min,never really being still. Last month I sat quietly for 4hrs without knowing it felt like ten min. I didnt get immediate insight,but the next day it was like I had awakened I realized exeactly who and what I am. I had been a raging alcoholic for the past 7yrs I mean wake up and drink type.but for some reason I didnt want to drink,and still do not.i started getting these ideas about things I could never comprehend, recycling energy,different states of evolution,how the central nervous system works, planetary inertia in the organization of the solar system.things far from my thought patterns.i became very emotional crying for no reason,but it felt good.i felt two of me inside,but the two of me merged as one and I felt it.i was crying at my kitchen table and attempting to hide my face even though I was alone. All of a sudden a loud anf proud voice inside myself said no dont you ever hidr who or what you are.all of a sudden I sat straight up tears streaming down my face and was filled with love pride truth and honesty. I dont know what that was and dont care to know but it is amazing ive changed my entire life in the past month, no more meat no booze I have taken up yoga out of nowhere, I can hold true to my convictions, engage in activities I never had before.i just finally feel alive and its better and better everyday I love everyone and all things and only wish us all to join togethet and fill the world with love,truth,compassion,and consideration of ourselves,it pains me to see the horros we subject upon eachother.its time people.you know it I know it your dog knows it.if we all know then lets live people. I love you all and I know we can do it. Its one of those things that is just so simple we deem it to be almost impossible.
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