It is my sincerest dream and true wish that You allow all the sleeping children who have forgotten your true nature to awaken t
We all look upon the same stars, and no matter where we are on this tiny planet, we are connected to something so much greater.
Let all eyes be opened and afford all Your children’s hearts the ability to follow.
Allow realization to compassionately caress all Your children. You provide the peace and grace that goes beyond all understanding, and in this I will be still.
Exemption of ignorance of divinity is not forgotten from my personality’s point of view.
This serves as evidence that I once tried to equate the recesses of my mind when I stray the remembrance the loss of the old parts of me.
This reminder of a seeming contradiction of a transformed life now goes unnoticed, unremembered, for You have made all things new.
The files labeled “my former life” lay transformed into divine grace and love in your peace that goes beyond all human understanding.
This child’s once shipwrecked hopes and dreams gathered in cluttered boxes from the daring attempt to rectify divine love away from You, Our Divine Source, have been born anew in your love and flourish with life in light.
My dreams have meaning and are hung on the wings of angels as we take flight.
I come to wonder about the former me sometimes, and the former times lost and scared searching outwardly in a world absent of true divinity.
I stumbled through as a lost child that once shone with the rays of the sun in hopes that I could find something to fill the void of your absence.
Untouched innocence in my eyes searched at the mere thought of love with another. This prospect life filled with purpose eternal beyond the capacity of imagination.
I have found nothing away from You Beloved, may my poem echo upon the stars and this prayer to be lifted up and carried on the wings of your angels.
In a fruitless search I recognized a shimmer, at last, could it be love is found? The excavations have been wrought with material plunders but at last, this my love, as yet gone undiscovered.
Self realization showed that it was I that was ignorant of your own presence in my life.
Glimpses of glimmers of hope breathed life in my soul’s eyes. I leap in heart but try to conceal my joy as the semblance of conformity swirls endlessly in the vastness and desolation of the consciousness around me.
Mine own soul is laid bare before your open eyes divine as I feel the searching inwardly as I am resurrected to life to a sacred secret place in you.
I am laid bare as shimmering diamonds in noon sunlight before your searching gaze unlocking even the most safeguarded places. You see me, and in this I am at peace. There is nothing I fear that you would see in me, for I know this child is perfect in your vision.
I see a divine light, as I behold this breathless, could it be that I am dreaming?
Did I conjure you from a fantasy that has taken root and stands before me in beauty such as these eyes have never seen.
Yours to mine played a souls echo as I realize the beckoning call is too much to bear to be away from forever more.
At last my search has ended in your divine light.
I am torn from the physical world, awakening grabs hold and I breathe the first breath of what life is supposed to be.
I fell as a stone tossed in the ocean, as I found myself looking up into the depths of you helpless.
I gazed in wonder from the deep sandy floor of your love’s restful caress marveling at the size of it all in amazement unparalleled.
Mine soul’s arms and legs helpless at the beating of your own heart for rest here is better than air above outside the ocean of you.
I see facets of innumerable inexplicable secrets and treasure that is buried in the depths of this ocean floor, for I would not deny myself an eternity to search for those pristine jewels of you.
Make this my everlasting rest for eternity if it is your will, for I am at home in you.
Find your rest here breathless soul, for you will be satisfied in the comfort of this echo and harmony that will forever elude you as a mysterious paradox if I were to dare leave from the divinity I found here.
Drown me in this nectar's spiritual sweetness, your love, for I know the bitterness of the desolation of my own soul away from it.
I cascaded from infinity and found myself in ambient noise of the world’s distresses surrounded by the lost and sleeping, as I once fumbled for a glimpse of your life giving light, knowing not where to look.
I have seen the beauty that is hidden in plain sight my beloved. Fear vanishes as illuminated shadows in this light.
I fear not the ramparts, distractions, or the abrasive consciousness that surrounds me, for I would chastise death and defy the laws of gravity to be with you.
You lay open before me in my resurrected vision, for I would gladly study You for eternity mastering the verses that make you my One and only search now found.
Away from you the songs of life would have no melody or sweetness and the alluring call of the once future would be drowned in the agony of the knowing of you and forgetting again.
This perfection of an embrace can only be called heavenly, for there are no other words that could describe it.
I have been created in love and in this realization I have found the search ended crashed upon the shores of your own divine love, for in this I could be a peace forever my beloved.
Poets have spent eternity interpreting, song writers sing, and yet I can’t seem to find even words to do you justice Father, my Friend, my Love.
I think about you always.
I AM awake.
The Tears of My Soul
The tears of my soul does cry out strongly,
asking the heart to please listen ever so softly.
It doesn't really matter if the words don't rhyme,
if the message gets to my poor troubled mind.
Many things have come and gone in 3D time,
but what remains is what I can call mine.
Sorrow sometimes does besets me in vain,
why am I so unhappy,soul,what is it to gain.
Why is joy,peace & happiness ever so fleeting,
when it fulfills all the things that I am needing.
I turn these 4D thoughts over slowly in my mind,
searching for answers that only I myself can find.
I tell my self not to worry, it is time to Ascend,
3D will all be gone, if we now make our amends.
So I do all the things that we are told to do,
but the aches and pains the body can't undo.
Why is it so hard, I sometimes ask & want to cry.
Why do they spray us with poisons, to make us die.
The body is old according to there 3D standards,
I question the authority from those DC bastards.
Ascension time they say, is upon us all now,
so why don't they quit & let us go our way.
My 3D day is gone before it even begins,
so much time in bed healing the body within.
There's so much to do, as the world falls apart,
I want to be there in 4D to be able to do my part.
Trying to teach, as I have been taught,please listen,
The elders job is to garner wisdom, who will glisten.
The 3D society as a whole,doesn't want to know,
that the end of there ways,now has come to show.
That the world that you see now, you hold so dear,
will fall away, a new 5D earth will very soon appear.
So come one,come all, to the greatest show of them all,
Don't kill your Elders off,let them lead the way,stand tall.
We all desire the same things, to be happy & healthy,
but you have made Money your God for the wealthy.
But Ascension time is here now,& 5D has begun,
Don't throw away your desires, there on the run.
Love & light is what the soul surely desires most,
so if you have any, please send them to this post.
Rev. Joshua Skirvin 12/13/12
Comments
Walk confidently in Gods light Rev Josh.
Namaste.
WE ARE DIVINE SOVEREIGN BEINGS OF LIGHT