This wonderful energy coming through, assures me that finally I'm on my way to ascension. After waiting for 3 years and getting tired of it, came the doubt and the conclusion that I was not ready at all. To often flares of negativity and anger surfaced without any cause or reason for it.
Than 4 days ago the change was there. Whilst measuring a field with an architect, a man came storming into the field started to shout and accusing me of all sorts of things. Already pressured for time because a mass that I really wanted to attend was to start in 15 minutes, pretty short fused I would normally get very angry with him and tell him to get the hell out of the property. Now suggested him to start again, introduced me and calmed him down and gave him all attention and time.
By the time he left the mass was ended. The next day we met again and had a nice, pleasant, relaxed chat. Very unlike me and very nice to experience.
This morning a channeling of St. Germain and another channeling of Archangel Michael explained the following:
" If this time is bringing up any still unpleasant things for you to see from the depths of your consciousness, please do not fall into blaming yourselves. Everyone does have, has had, or will have much the same experience. All must be cleared. Some is yours, some is yours from lives you do not yet remember, and some may be things that you have agreed to clear from the DNA of your family lines. Attach no blame to these things. In fact, be proud that you have reached a point where you can release them."
This was the confirmation that I just started on the way to ascension, so no more time will be wasted on waiting because there are just 3 months left to get a lot of work done on myself.
Do other people feel this energy as well, had the same doubts?