[Hello SaLuSa, Aninadzija here, could you tell us more about Allendale, his background?]
All that I can say, is what you sense and know already about him. He is one of those beings, that you will either love, or hate, you know. No middle of the road with him, and he actually enjoys minor confrontations situations and struggle for power. However, it is all a game, a play, he gives the other person what he or she may expect of him. He kind of plays along, if you will, and see how far does this take him. He likes to explore several avenues and yes! He does enjoy competition on all fronts. He is perfect for this job, because of his experience in dealing with such individuals as the dark ones. He has compassion and love for the dark hats deeply, and really acts for their better good. He finds he is doing this for too long, indeed, however, we are obliged to resort to him, as he truly is an expert at this “game” and well feared and respected by the dark hats. He is getting bored of the situation here to some extent, and finds things moving too slowly. He is anxious to see this project come to a conclusion, in order to resume his normal life, with his family. This situation is somewhat frustrating for him, because he wishes to return to his home world, but at the same time, he knows nobody else can be doing as well as him here, and he knows he is badly needed on both sides.
Besides, because of his mixed genes, there is always an inner fight inside of him, if you know what I mean. A sort of perpetual struggle. He spoke of the importance of the human genome, of genetics in his interview with Camelot, and believe me, he is well placed to understand all about this subject as well, because of his mixed genes. He care deeply about Earth and Earth humans, but he would never admit it publically.
What you are assuming about his higher self, and the physical form is mostly correct. His higher self and Shamus are one. Shamus is the name of the physical body. In fact his physical body is no longer entirely physical either, and Allendale is maintaining the body’s condition. So, in simple terms, he is a man with an integrated higher self, a prototype almost in your terms, or a very evolved and genetically advanced and enhanced human. The result of genetically enhanced genes. Well, I am side tracking. What I am trying to convey, is that his higher self and his body are one. His Higher Self lives in a 3d world most of the time and this is never an easy situation. I know you understand what I am saying, one has to have this experience in order to fully grasp what I am talking about. The experience can be highly bitter, dear…
SaLuSa from Sirius thanks you all.
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