The blog was to long so I split it up in two pieces, this is part #2;

Our play ground Earth is very large so we can go to other places to play that's a part of this belief system. And here I am talking about past lives and more Karma. Just when we thought all the hard work was over, we find out we have much Karma from past lives that keep coming back and messing up our lives, like accidents and sickness. I know these well for I have had a lot of them. I had worked on myself for many years and yet there was still always more. The way I did it was to learn to Lucid Dream. I also use crystal in my left hand to boost the lucid dreaming process. Once you learn how to be awake in your dreams you can also direct them somewhat, but again I prefer now to ask the holy Spirit to direct or categorize them in general, then I take over from there.I found that there are many categories of dream-time. Silly dreams that make no sense are usually just that''dreams''. then there are other ones of yourself in past life's. we are indifferent body's and at different ages. Some times these dreams are pleasurable but most of the times it is mundane or negative events that cause Karma that we must work out in some life time.

We can suggest to yourself in the dreams to go to a mirror so that we can see who we are or rather were. We are not in control of what that body and mind does, but we do experience it with him and we can whisper directions to him but usually it is not heard. So we are just along for the ride.We often see that we made big mistakes in those lives and we can learn from it in this one. We forgive all who need forgiven as we depart and I usually send them golden light energy, especially if its a negative outcome. And believe me we have made many big mistakes in past lives that are coming back to us as Karma. Karma law is that everything you do comes back to you. As Jesus said as ye sow so shall you reap.And forgiveness is the name of the game. Also another law of Karma is that '' for every good deed that you do you erase one Karma lesson. But what they didn't tell most of us was that not only do we have Karma from this life to take care of but we carry Karma from many past lives.And if you don't believe in re-incarnation then that belief system will block all past remembrance of past lives. you will then have to go to a therapist to regress you, so pull out your pocket book. this way is a lot faster and cheaper. Just go buy a book on it and practice.

And while were on the subject of lucid dreaming.I found that my past lives were much the same but more intense. i had a lot of anger and some violence in this life.Which stemmed from my past lives. So learning Forgiveness in this life also helped to release my karma from past lives. Now we get to what is called the Monad. Where we can also go to visit our other selves or other lives in alternate dimension or realities, heavy huh. In other words not only do we have past lives but also we have a host of other lives in other dimensions or realities. It is said that what we do is we first belong to a group soul ,that splits itself up into many pieces.Then we go out into alternate dimensions that for the most part is very similar to this one but a little different. The idea is to see which one of us finds enlightenment first and then brings it back to the others.

Most of the time it is a twin of ourselves, not like in past lives where we are reincarnated on to other worlds of different alien body's mostly the same sex but once in a while we change but that usually doesn't work out very well. And the different body's are usually something similar to this one. But now in the alternate dimensions we are pretty much the same and we are usually making the same mistakes. I find there are a few ahead if me and many of my other selves behind me.And again you we can only make suggestion to them as in both cases they are in control we are just along for the ride. After a while one begins to see a pattern in mistakes and the good things that we learn. It is said that in time travel you never come back to the exact time location. It is always a little bit different and if your really off it can be a lot different,like in the movie''back to the future''. Anyway we are also conscious in form of lucid dreaming and there is much fun and much to learn. And again this only can occur if your belief system allows it. I tell you about it here so that you can open up your belief system and experience it for yourselves.The proof is in the pudding.

Oh by the way the Urantia book says that we do not come back or re-incarnation the same world in the same dispensation. A dispensation is about every 2000 years. We are now leaving one and entering a new one.But this dispensation is supposed to be more different than any other one. Not only is it judgement time but they or rather we and they are going to create a new species. It is said that it will take another 20 to 30 years for us doing our homework to be able to fully ascend into a new light being of sorts. But first we have to figure all of this stuff out down here then up there before it can happen. And as in regular school there are many levels or grades and many subjects to learn to ascend to the next level. Life in eternity is much the same. Millions of life times and millions of schools and billions of levels of achievements and you can;t get there from here. Understanding this helps us to see that where were at at any given moment is what it is all about. For that is where God is. And where he is there is love. And Love for me was the second most difficult thing to learn. I think I was scared of it. I had a fear of it, that somehow because I couldn't feel it it must not be for me. So I searched for God instead. And what do you know, when I found God ,I found love for God is love. Simple huh. Well for some of us it took many life times to find this out.So when I found my holy Spirit family, father ,son and Holy Spirit and God the adjuster (higher self) then I knew I wasn't alone anymore, Then all I had to do was to embrace my brothers who are also my family here on earth. Now that I know the meaning of that we are all one. God head must mean that we see God in every person. And that all people and myself are part of Gods mind as thoughts manifested into reality. Then my healing is complete when I can reach my brother in what is known as brotherly Love or Christ consciousness. I hope I have done this. Adonai