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Hello everyone. Its with great joy I write to you. I always have and wondered how to find my true self. I have been driven in this direction. I feel comfortable sharing with you and wish to learn alot more. I am also at times, troubled by the fact I want to tell everyone but they say things like "dude what have you been smokin" or just believe in God. I just feel that are blinders put in front of there eyes is that done by them or others? I am trying to align my chakras and to commit my self to a simple way but at times bills and money are a concern. Money for the simple fact to sustain my family for they look to me for guidance but I come to a standstill when trying to explain the direction for they have to take because it is a gut feeling not something I can explain. I have a friend me and him aretrying to help others he runs into the same problem we posted on google plus all to get negative responses. I guess what I'm trying say how is it done how do I help or brothers and sisters. I grew up in the hinduism faith and some ideas come natural to me while others in america have a very different take on religion and subservant following is embedded in them it makes me sad very sad anyway I loive you all please help me to help others love you guys bye