A 50's child, born in N.Y. (coney Island), had repetitive dreams about a giant taking me up in an elevator, then later taking me down again. Know what that experience was now!
Always different, always more effusive, happy, bigger than life and taller than my peers, when 3, the other kids used to run away from me crying when I tried to hug them! Brought up with love for Avatar Meher Baba through my mom. Always "knew" that when I finally got my earthly life together, that would mark the end of the world as we know it. Think that's why I kept taking my time.
Parents' divorce at 4 or so, boarding school at 6, lost all forms of reference. Crazy, crazy. Got into drugs (speed, etc.), ran off to Puerto Rico when 16 with boy from same neighborhood, then of course CA when 17 just in time for
a magic weirdo carpet ride (mid 60s) details no point here. It just got crazier.
Guitar and voice for busking. Knew I could "music". Was easy for me and writing/singing was
invigorating, saved me I think.Bla bla bla bla, then went off to France at 21 to see my mom (living in Paris with sis at that time).
Then England, formed bands, performed, then when back in Paris, got into writing English
lyrics for French pop star type people. Then for me. Met my errant guitarist ex-husband (amazing! today healing) recorded for a few record companies, always "almost" happened. Got to TV, then someone was always fired
who signed us, or worked with us, and out we went. Don't think I was supposed to have big success for some reason.
I am now a psychic/tarot reader (got it from my mom and sis - mom was an active medium, sis was a very
active psychic, always fainted around churches! Amusing. Quite a large following. Then kind of stopped.
I'm at the tail end of translating for money career, and restarted my gift for readings (used to have a 20 min. show
on radio program outside of Paris doing cards on the air in mid 80s).
I'm feeling midway between lost and found. Those periods of found-ness are exhilrating.
just started meditating a year ago! (Sa ta na ma thing), supercharged me. Quieting my brain is
almost impossible task. But.... I'm on OUR way!
Love
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