raise the roof

I’m stubborn.  I always have been but that’s a Good thing.  It means I have the Courage to stand by what I believe in but it also means that sometimes I’m the only one getting in my own way.  I keep going to this “place” wondering what I’m doing wrong but that’s just “reality” speaking to me because I AM so very Loved by my Creator.  I’ve been reading quite a bit of the same feelings out there so, as always, I go through my process and share in hopes that it may resonate with someone who may need it.

It feels like there are these crises going on all around me so there is a time to  to put them into some kind of perspective.  This is where we are Meant to have Faith and it’s not easy sometimes because, like Energy, most of us can’t See it or even Feel all the time.  So, there are these moments that sometimes turn into days of what I would call a “crisis of Faith” and this causes stress which decreases my Awareness.  I know there is quite a bit of clearing and releasing of old energies which can be difficult both mentally and physically, especially if you begin to get “stuck” there like I tend to do sometimes (I’m stubborn, remember?).  The Truth is that there is so much going on around the planet right now it’s hard to keep up and I was trying really hard to keep up too!  But, there has to be a “tipping” point where we go back inside our own Consciousness and Energy Field so that we can check in with the most important part of this Journey…OURSELVES!  As I’ve spoken about before, the Flight Attendant in me uses the “oxygen mask” theory quite a bit and it applies so very much in this process of Ascension.  We have to put our  on first in order to help ourselves before we can begin to help one another, Humanity, and Mother Earth.

Mr. Moon Hippie Mystic used to work for the government in that “other” Life on a SORT team which stands for Special Operations Response Team so he has received intensive  in crisis type situations and I’m talking about the Life or death kind here.  He’s seen and dealt with what some of us would refer to as the “worst” that Humanity has to offer because he’s always wanted to be of service.  The thing that I/we forget sometimes is that with Knowledge comes Responsibility but what I’m referring to here is that in this Knowledge we also need to REmember that we have a responsibility to OURselves first.  So, the Mr. has this extensive government training and he’s been in situations that are Life threatening and even been shot at several times.  These are situations that are unimaginable to most of us, including me, so he’s learned quite a bit about how to act and REact in times of crisis.  I always see him as being calm, cool, and collected but he’s also gained quite a bit of cynicism which makes sense to me given all he’s had to see and endure when working as a Firefighter, an EMT, a Peacekeeper, and finally the government (it ended “badly”, enough said).  At any rate, this is someone you would definitely want to have on your Team in a Crisis type situation and I’m telling you this because he just gave me some really good advice I would like to share.

Lately it feels as if I’m walking through the fiery pits of hell and the reason I haven’t written much lately is because it is not my style to write from any other place than LOVE.  I wrote a blog post a while back called “Let it Rain” and it’s about grieving and this is sort of how I would describe this process.  Some people call it a “vasana” and some call it a “painbody” or it could also be called a pattern or defense mechanism but either way it is necessary so that they can be recognized and released.  In these moments I often feel as if they are pesky little ninja demons sent in to test my Faith which is hard for me because I haven’t had it that long and I certainly don’t want to “lose” it.  I often wonder if it is necessary to keep going through this so I try to stay in a Positive place but as it has built up I have ended up with a pinched nerve in my neck and a very strong urge to Let Go and cry it out.  So, I was in a PANIC like a bug on a windshield squirming to be Free so I can Create the things I Seek.



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