Just had a quick, thought, that I wanted to blog about.

I've been wandering these forums for a few months now.  I'm still very much trying to find myself. I have a very broad perspective, at the moment.  And I really haven't found anything to narrow it yet. I believe that we all create our own realities.  But it's gotten to the point where for every light, there is a darkness. For every Light Reality, there is a Dark Reality. 

Anyway, One thing that really got me thinking a previous blog entry by 1HappyKelly, stated "Losing Faith in 2012".

I found this entire thread to be very thought provoking because it mirrors how I have been feeling lately. And there were many different good replies that continued this thought process.

During my morning meditation (which included putting my 4 month old daughter to sleep while doing so ), something I feel very important came to me, and I felt the need to get it out.  So here it is:

Regardless of the final outcome, we will have a 'global consciousness'  moment, at the end of 2012. It will be an excellent time marker, regardless of the final outcome.  Because we will learn something, each in our own ways, at the very least.  And hopefully all of us, in the biggest way possible. 

But I have come to the conclusion that something will happen, there is just no way around it.  We, as human beings, have forced this. 

Even if nothing happens, we as a global mind are going to decide this.  Because so many people's minds are centered on what will happen next year. 

2012 is something that everyone knows about, be it through the movies, news, internet, pop culture, Maya Calender, Possible Biblical References, etc.

I feel that we all create our own reality, some of us more profoundly than others, but all as powerful.  And if that's the case, what occurs on 2012 will be created, by us.  In some fashion, or another.

And as such, every mind will make it's own 'reality' about the situation, At around the same time in a cosmic perspective. 

So, as humans, we will decide what happens.  And the Big Three, from my very limited perspective, are as follows:

1. Nothing.  No major earthshaking events. ( This is not to say that these events are not already occuring, or will be occuring in the near future due to things unknown to me)

2. Armageddon.  One of the end of the world realities will win out.  (Death is always followed by Life.  If the Earth needs to heal itself, I don't think we can stop her)

3. ? ? ? ? ?    This would be one of the infinite possibilities that are being created as we speak.  By this, I mean the Bible's Revelation, I mean Nirvana, I mean Void, I mean ET Disclosure, I meant Global Enslavement, I mean Zombie Jesus, I mean Superman, I mean anything being possible to occur.

I can only have faith in the Goddess, or God, or the Divine, or whatever you believe in, that regardless of the outcome, there is a cosmic plan. And one day, everyone will live in the light.

Personally, I am very confused and don't know what to believe in.  But I'm searching, and I am confident that I will find whatever it is that I'm looking for.

Myself, and I don't know what that is anymore. But I'm not really worried, because I know sometime in the near future, and that's fine.  I can continue to be patient, and to learn, and maybe soon I'll understand.

One last thing, I think this website & community is a very good source of looking at things from different points of view and giving people different possibilities to think about. 

-Salzy

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