I really don't know what you call this

Well, the spiritual, mental, and emotional aspects seems to be doing fine. The mental aspect tied to daily life though is a little strain. I mean of course I go to school and that brings stress, but I find I don't care as much. Did I become complacent along the way? I just don't care as much even though I should care a little I mean before I used to stress over getting the grade. I am not bother by a less than satisfactory grade. I guess it's not that strange considering my focus lately has been on inner work. Finding out what means what to me and how important they are. Perhaps I figured school was important, but not as important as mental health and freedom. I just don't get why half the time everyone around me is racing to get whatever done and here I am just lazily walking around smelling roses. Sometimes we want to feel or do things we can't. Sometimes a little stress pushes you to give a crap about certain things that are supposedly good for the future. Though the more I live in the present the more I just don't see the point in school. I still do what I'm suppose to though I'm not too bent out of shape by crappy grades. I don't know what to call except for semi-apathy. Is apathy one of those things you can choose half and half or you go all in? Anyways, yeah I just don't know perhaps calmness creates complacence to the point where previous stressors are thrown out almost completely.

E-mail me when people leave their comments –

You need to be a member of Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community to add comments!

Join Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community

Blog Topics by Tags

  • - (955)

Monthly Archives

Latest Activity

Drekx Omega left a comment on Music for your soul.
"Soulista "Like Nobody Else" Feat. Tracy Hamlin🛸🎵🎶✨✨🌎✨✨✨💜🩶💛✨✨✨👏🏻😎

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QCed6qYRoOM"
2 hours ago
Movella left a comment on Comment Wall
"It might seem right to follow the crowd and cheer about Starmer resigning, but when you look at the bigger picture (which is not difficult to do) it will be more of the same from the next Labour PM. Not really something I’m LOLing about.

But, it’s…"
5 hours ago
AlternateEarth commented on AlternateEarth's blog post INTERSTELLAR Investigation - 3i ATLAS | We May Be Wrong About These Fireballs
"Thanks Drex-
Anthelion – A bright spot on the parhelic circle opposite the Sun.
Antisolar Point – The exact point in the sky 180° from the Sun.
Gegenschein – A faint glow caused by sunlight reflected from interplanetary dust, also centered on the…"
6 hours ago
AlternateEarth left a comment on Comment Wall
"Hey, here's an idea-7% corporate tax, end all useless Treasury scam programs to downsize gov., send most gov health programs to the private sector, end income tax, etc. secure borders, common sense immigration for assimilation, must learn to speak…"
6 hours ago
AlternateEarth left a comment on Comment Wall
"lefties seriously need to get a real religion-"
6 hours ago
AlternateEarth left a comment on Comment Wall
"Great post AZ!-"
6 hours ago
Drekx Omega left a comment on Comment Wall
"Yes, he's a similar flim-flam, flip-flopper, to Starmer....And leaning instinctively always, to socialism...High taxes, woke equity, red tape excesses on business, authoritarian interventionism, open borders, green policies, while pretending to…"
6 hours ago
AlternateEarth left a comment on Comment Wall
"-Andy Burnham is more of the same?"
6 hours ago
More…