Hello, fellow kindred spirits! I have received a beautiful message from my dear friend kingjeff telling me that I should no longer be called electricoutcast. I feel he is right. All my life I have been rejected and ridiculed for my beliefs in the so-called metaphysical things. For some living in other countries the metaphysical things are accepted more. Here in the U.S. despite all the paranormal shows blooming up all over the t.v. networks, there is still a lot of criticism and skepticism when one mentions the belief in ufo's or any other paranormal thing. Most of the criticism and ridiculing has come from some of my closest family members. We all know that hurts when it comes from family. A complete stranger can insult and ridicule me and I will not take it very personally. But with family, I have taken it quite personal and I guess it has scarred me a bit. I need to throw that feeling of being uncomfortable in my own skin away and just enjoy being me despite whatever people think about me. It is funny how experiences can create such deep rooted feelings, patterns and beliefs that are so hard to get rid of. I should not care about that and over the years it has become so much easier to be myself but I still find myself being a bit reclusive from the rest of society because of it. I have found peace with everything in my life though despite all of that and will be leaving this 3d plane with some well learned lessons :-) It has been quite an experience so far.
When I sign in here not only am I around like-minded people and energy, it is always so wonderful and welcoming as well. Always, so non-judgmental and supporting. I owe you all a big hug and a THANK YOU for allowing me to feel like I can be me and it's ok. That I will not be judged and ridiculed here. So from now on I am just Christa not an outcast but ME :-)
I know music is a powerful tool for communication and I don't think words give any justice to how you all make me feel. This song is how you all make me feel inside. Beautiful <3 thank you xoxoxoxoxoxoxo