Spiritual Blogs

Lately the drama in Indiana regarding that "Religious Freedom" law of their's along with other minor personal events has made me realize something that I'm just so done with.  I'm so done with discrimination and hate.  Is it me or does it seem like every time I tune into the news, I'm getting a daily rundown of who to fear, hate and kill next?  And it's not just mainstream media.  There are so many damn sites telling me who to fear, why to fear and some even dance with the idea of murdering them.  Crap like this is why I'm so tired of people.  It's like one can't go through the day without some moron telling me to fear or hate some person or group.  That's victim mode crap and i'm so done with it.  Not only that, it's just a magnet for drama.  

The news, the sites, they all ring the damn dinner bell and most of us go running for our daily, all day, dosage of fear and hate.  I just can't stand it.  Maybe it's an Indigo thing, or maybe it's just a commonsense thing.  You know, that ability that has become so rare it's a super power?  Yeah, that one.  I'm not gonna hate or fear Jews or Zionists.  Nope.  Not today, not tomorrow, not ever.  I'm tired of viewing people as my god damn enemies!  I'm going back to what I learned a few years ago, that being, no one is your enemy unless you view them as such.  I'm not fearing any shadow groups that may or may not exist.  I just don't fucking care to do so.  I'm done.  I'm not going to hate anyone from the Middle East and no, I will not support the slaughter of Muslims.  Nope.  Nope.  Nope.  

I'm not hating, discriminating against or fearing Black folks, White folks, Asian folks any folks.  You're on your own with that idiocy.  Besides, why in the world should I do so based on skin pigmentation?  Dark skin is, essentially, just the body's way of shielding itself against too much sunlight.  Why should I hate, fear or discriminate against someone due to the amount of shielding they have?  WTF?!  People are NOT part of different races; there is just one race and yes, this has been proven.  Check out the Genographic Project.  I'm not going to hate men, fear them or discriminate against them.  I'm tired of the push, the insistence from practically everyone else to give into everything that is against my very nature.  Done with your crap.  I'm detoxing from it all.  Yeah, I'm sure I'll trip up, after all, I'm human.  But I am going to continue to make an effort to do better.  I'm gonna do it because I need to for myself far more than for anyone else.  

This crap is poisonous!  It reminds me so much of the truth that the only person we need to master is ourselves.  It's destructive, insidious, and I may be getting to the point where I can't even tolerate it being in my presence.  It's insanity!  I'm so sick of being exposed to this insanity.  Religion tells me to hate, fear and destroy, and I get attacked when I don't go along.  To hell with all that!  I do what I want and I'm not having that!  Morons tell me I'm one of the sheeple when I don't go along.  Damn right I am!  I'm one of the black sheeple and black sheeple think for themselves.  I'm not hating gay people.  Homosexuality has been observed in hundreds of different species of animals.  Homosexuality isn't the exception, it's part the norm.  There isn't anything wrong with people who are homosexual.  Period!

I could go on and on, but you get it.  Besides, fearing and hating and discriminating isn't a reflection of the group under attack, it's a negative reflection on the person doing it.  It's ugly, dangerous and self-destructive.  I swear the world needs more people like me and others who are determined to no longer play the game.  Hell, governments don't need brainwashing programs to control anyone.  All they have to do to manipulate people is to play on the basic fear of "The Other", and to play on the desire to be "Better Than".  The end.  Really, that's all that's needed and it works like a charm.  We even partake of it and don't even realize we're dividing and destroying ourselves in the process!  And we wonder why governments do what they do with wanton abandon.  We need enemies, at least, that's how we operate throughout the day, pretty much every day.  We need them, create them, hunt them down and embrace them.  

It's a drug.  The drama is a drug.  The need and desire to feel better than the scary other is a drug.  We're drunk on it and we enjoy every minute of it.  Sometimes we tell ourselves that we should stop and some do, but eventually we always go back for our fix.  Just thinking of it makes me yearn for my soul instead.  The soul is salvation, peace, calm in the eye of the storm, the solid foundation on which greatness can be harnessed and built.  The effects of that which moves one's soul is far more powerful than hate and fear.  We simply forgot about it, we lost sight of it.