How much more of this emotional rollercoaster

can anyone bare?

i am so tired of negativity

I'm ready to let go already

right now

and be pure Light

and be filled with Love

and so be it!

I  am starting not to even understand where all the garbage ever came from?!  none of it makes any sense any longer. maybe that's why I can't remember. maybe those huge black blocks were just camouflaged, bad memories from "somewhere"! why did I ever enjoy punishing myself by hurting others and passing it on?? what do power, control, hate, judgement bring anyways? Nothing. but more of the same negativity. I have purged, I have processed so much shit I do not need anymore. I am so sick and tired of it already, I wanna be so bored with negativity, never ever to even think of it any more. I forgive myself. I forgive others. I have cleaned out those very dark black blocks, I have made room for Light. It heals and makes me remember the truth, that Unconditional Love feels so much better. 

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  • Thank you all for your support and kind words, beautiful replies!

    Writing my blog post yesterday, was an urge to get it off my chest and just put it out to "there" and also to share with others who are going through similar stuff.

    I am full of Light today, thank you. We are almost at the finishing line :)

    <3<3<3

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