Life has really changed for me over the years of my life. I have read book after book. That leads to another book that leads me to another question that leads me to another answer that leads me to another book. Now where I'm going with this is I have been searching for the truth all my life, but I was fed more lies after more lies after more lies after more lies, but I have learned that some people do not know that there living a lie,don't care, or there in on the plot to bring down humankind.I really just don't know. Snakes have clever disguises and lizards and chameleons can blend in with the environment. The same as people around us. I do not fear anyone and I believe if it's our time to go, then it is our time. Ashtar Command is a very spiritual online community which I enjoy being apart of, but somethings just don't feel right and I choose not to discuss, because even among sheep there are wolves in disguise. Plus the internet I know for a fact that the Government is tuning in on every conversation that is being written, I wouldn't be surprise if there are under cover draconian's pretended to be someone as part of the group just to see who knows what, who is who and what type of information that is being revealed, this is how serious this is. The information that we discuss on this website is not a game and neither are our lives. So for each and everyone of us to post our comments and ideas make us very brave, but also makes us a target by those who oppose us discussing the truth, so if your in public somewhere and you get dirty looks from people. I would not choose to make those my conversation buddies because the energy is not there plus like attracts like! I no longer feel comfortable around religious people also, because I know it is a hoax, and it divides instead of unites and it is full of many untruths, just like our economy and the people who run it. I no longer have conversations with the average person because I am more aware of my existence and my conscious awareness considers primitive people more of a threat to me than a friend, because they do not understand and have not yet awaken from this illusion, they are more comfortable with the way there living and to impose on their beliefs could cause verbal or physical abuse. People have strong beliefs in their false gods and religions and I have learned that is very un wise to try to change that.
Does anyone else feel like this.
Later and remember
Peace Love and Understanding
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This is from the movie, MATRIX.. cheers!
Namste
The Matrix is a system, Neo. That system is our enemy. But when you're inside, you look around, what do you see? Businessmen, teachers, lawyers, carpenters. The very minds of the people we are trying to save. But until we do, these people are still a part of that system and that makes them our enemy. You have to understand, most of these people are not ready to be unplugged. And many of them are so inured, so hopelessly dependent on the system, that they will fight to protect it.
Brother! I KNOW what you mean!! I get those same strange looks from people that I don't even know. I often see men AND women just staring at me for no apparent reason, whenever I am out and about. I don't immeadiately go into "uh-oh" mode though. Sometimes I turn and stare back at them to see what it is they are looking at and it seems as though they are not even aware that they are staring at me, or why. I begin thinking that they must be seeing the "light" immanating from me or something of that sort, as if they are in a "trance." All of a sudden, they sort of shake themselves back into reality and appear a little embarrased for staring at me. Then, they smile very shyly and look away, only to end up doing it all over again. Most of the time, I can feel a "tingling" come over me when I have someone's complete unexplainable attention, sort of a "spider sense" and i try to discern who it is and why. Gotta be careful these days. I don't carry myself in a "better than others" way however,I DO know that I give off a air of confidence in the way I carry myself. Not arrogantly but spiritually confident (if you know what I mean). Although I am "martial arts capable", I guess my carriage makes a hostile person think twice before confronting me. Other than my immeadiate family, I too am a loner, but not "lonely"as I have my thoughts, the "Light" and the Spiritual Beings with me at ALL times! The majority of my conversations are "thought provoking" to say the least and to try convey them to the unawake is a very daunting task.
Yes it certainly is isolating.
Seeing how people don't mind the fact they are asleep, and don't know the truth - is painful to watch. But this is the reality that they are in until they too awaken and learn the truth - as well as grow through their suffering.
Very good Eva Dey good answer ;)