I am feeling as if existing on Earth is getting increasingly harder. Through events that I'm sure I manifested, I almost feel at times like I am being bullied or at the very least, tested to my very core and my very limits by my own personal Source Field which manifests events to come....Every day I feel myself just wishing to be back home, in the heavenly realms...I miss it so much.
December 26, 2011
The following is from Wes Annac.....a "cut and paste" from a private conversation between Wes and myself, KH....in response to questions of his "return"......holiday's and all.....
....in response to an email that i had sent to Wes:
That truly warms my heart to know dear friend. I have been having feelings lately of being unworthy, of not participating enough, of not doing enough at any given moment.
I am glad to know that there are many on AC who Love and enjoy my channelings. While I continue to immerse myself in Earthly addictions and less-than helpful patterns of behavior, I am feeling as if existing on Earth is getting increasingly harder. Through events that I'm sure I manifested, I almost feel at times like I am being bullied or at the very least, tested to my very core and my very limits by my own personal Source Field which manifests events to come. I know this is due to my own ascension process, but boy is it getting harder to cope with. Every day I feel myself just wishing to be back home, in the heavenly realms, existing and floating around as pure, weightless energy. Having no problems, no densities to deal with on a constant basis, no worries or concerns, just feeling and existing. I miss it dear friend. I miss it so much.
Feel free to let the dear souls on AC know that I soon will be coming back with more channelings and guidance. You can even share this email with them if you want, it matters not to me :) When the energy is right and when my own energy is properly restored, ..... I will certainly be communicating with our ascended friends as well as giving my own guidance via my blog.
I know it was not a request and rather a confirmation (so so so greatly appreciated dear friend) but I still feel the need to let you and them know that it will not be much longer before a new communication between myself and our Pleiadian friends is scribed and published.
Thank you again dear friend, I also really enjoyed the previous messages you (GFL) sent out to myself and many others over these past couple of days.
Much Love :)