I CHOOSE THIS PIECE WITH THE HELP OF THE HOLY SPIRIT BECAUSE THIS SUBJECT IS OF THE UTMOST IMPORTANCE NOW. OUR GUILT SHAME AND PAIN ARE THE ONLY THING THAT IS HOLDING US BACK FROM ASCENSION ON ANY LEVEL. WE ARE AFRAID TO LOOK WITHEN AND THAT NEGATIVE PROGRAM HAS BEEN REINFORCED IN US THROUGH THE DARK CABAL. IF WE REALLY WANT TO MAKE IT TO ASCENSION THEN WE NEED TO DEPROGRAM OURSELFS FROM THIS B3LIEF IN SIN AND REPROGRAM OUR HEART AND MIND THAT WE JUST MAKE MISTAKES, THAT WE LEARN FROM AND THEY CAN BE CHANGED. ITS NOT PAINFUL , THROUGH FORGIVENESS OF OURSELVES AND OTHERS WE WILL FIND PEACE , JOY ,HAPPINESS AND HEALTH. AND MOST IMPORTANT WE CAN THEN RELEASE THE FEAR AND ASCEND. SIMPLE AS THAT. WE ARE ALL ONE.ADONAI

1. THE HOLY SPIRIT WILL NEVER TEACH YOU THAT YOU ARE SINFUL. ERRORS HE WILL CORRECT, BUT THIS MAKES NO ONE FEARFUL. YOU ARE INDEED AFRAID TO LOOK WITHEN AND SEE THE SIN YOU THINK IS THERE. THIS YOU WOULD NOT BE FEARFUL TO ADMIT. FEAR IN ASSOCIATION WITH SIN THE EGO DEEMS QUITE APPROPRIATE, AND SMILES APPROVINGLY. IT HAS NO FEAR TO LET YOU FEEL ASHAMED. IT DOUBTS NOT YOUR BELIEF AND FAITH IN SIN. IT TEMPLES DO NOT SHAKE BECAUSE OF THIS. YOUR FAITH THAT SIN IS THERE BUT WITNESSES TO YOUR DESIRE TO BE THERE TO SEE.  THIS MERELY SEEMS TO BE THE SOURSE OF FEAR.

2. REMEMBER THE EGO IS NOT ALONE. ITS RULE IS TEMPERED, AND ITS UNKNOWN ''ENEMY'', WHOM IT CONNOT EVEN SEE, IT FEARS. LOUDLY THE EGO TELLS YOU NOT TO LOOK INWARDS, FOR IF YOU DO YOUR EYES WILL LIGHT ON SIN, AND GOD WILL STRIKE YOU BLIND. THIS YOU BELIEVE ,SO YOU DO NOT LOOK. YET THIS IS NOT THE EGOS HIDDEN FEAR, NOR YOURS WHOM SERVE IT. LOUDLY INDEED THE EGO CLAIMS IT IS; TOO LOUDLY AND TO OFTEN. FOR UNDERNEATH THIS CONSTANT SHOUT AND FRANTIC PROCLAMATION, THE EGO IS NOT CERTAIN IT IS SO. BENEATH YOUR FEAR TO LOOK WITHEN BECAUSE OF SIN, IS YET ANOTHER FEAR, AND ONE WHICH MAKES THE EGO TREMBLE.

3.WHAT IF YOU LOOKED WITHEN AND SAW NO SIN? ( ONLY MISTAKES THAT CAN BE CORRECTED) THIS ''FEARFUL'' QUESTION IS THE ONE THE EGO NEVER ASKS. AND YOU WHO ARE ASKING IT NOW ARE THREATENING THE THE EGO'S WHOLE DEFENSIVE SYSTEM TOO SERIOUSLY FOR IT TO BOTHER TO PRETEND IT IS YOUR FRIEND. THOSE WHO HAVE JOINED THERE BROTHERS, HAVE DETACHED THEMSELVES FROM THEIR BELIEF THAT THEIR IDENTITY LIES IN THE EGO. A HOLY RELATIONSHIP IS ONE IN WHICH YOU JOIN WITH WHAT IS PART OF YOU IN TRUTH. AND YOUR BELIEF IN SIN HAS ALREADY BEEN SHAKEN, NOR ARE YOU NOW ENTIRELY UNWILLING TO LOOK WITHEN AND SEE IT NOT.

4 YOUR LIBERATION STILL IS ONLY PARTIAL; STILL LIMITED AND INCOMPLETE YET BORN WITHEN YOU. NOT  WHOLLY MAD, YOU HAVE BEEN WILLING TO LOOK ON MUCH OF YOUR INSANITY AND RECOGNIZE ITS MADNESS.YOUR FAITH IS MOVING INWARD, PAST INSANITY AND ON TO REASON. AND WHAT YOUR REASON TELLS YOU NOW , THE EGO WOULD NOT HEAR.THE HOLY SPIRITS PURPOSE WAS EXCEPTED BY THE PART OF YOUR MIND AND THE EGO KNOWS NOT OF. NO MORE DID YOU. AND YET THIS PART, WITH WHICH YOU NOW IDENTIFY, IS NOT AFRAID TO LOOK UPON ITSELF. IT KNOWS NO SIN. HOW OTHERWISE, COULD IT HAVE BEEN WILLING TO SEE THE HOLYSPIRITS PURPOSE ON ITS OWN? JC ( FORGIVENESS OF SELF, OUR BROTHER,THE WORLD. PAST AND PRESENT)!

P.S. HERE IS A PRAYER FROM THE ACIM. THE LAST LESSON OF THE YEAR THAT I USE DAILY;

MOST HOLY SPIRIT, THIS HOLY INSTANT MOMENT I GIVE TO YOU. BE YOU IN CHARGE, FOR I WOULD FOLLOW YOU. CERTAIN THAT YOUR DIRECTIONS WILL BRING ME PEACE,JOY, HAPPINESS AND HEALTH. THANK YOU