CHAPTER 32

                                                                                                   THE DIVINE MOTHER KUNDALINI

O Muse! ... Inspire me so that my style does not detract from the nature of the matter.

Oh ! DIVINE MOTHER KUNDALINI! ... You are VENUS, my Lady, you are HEVA, ISIS, SOPHIA ACHAMOTH, PARVATI, UMA, TONANTZIN, REA, CIBELES, MARÍA or, better said: RAM-IO.

Oh ! DEVI-KUNDALINI! You are ADSHANTI, RAJESWARI, ADONIA, UNOBERTA, TRIPURUSNDARI, MAHA LAKCHMI, MAHA SARASWATI.

Without you, OH ADORABLE MOTHER! The manifestation of PRANA, ELECTRICITY, MAGNETIC FORCE, MOLECULAR COHESION and COSMIC GRAVITATION would be clearly something more than impossible.

You are the MATRIPADMA, the DEVAMATRI!, ADITI or COSMIC SPACE, the MOTHER of the GODS.

Oh eternal MOTHER-SPACE! You have three luminous aspects during the cosmic manifestation and two antitheses.

Let men listen to me! It is said that each living being has his own DEVI-KUNDALINI, his particular Divine Mother.

It would be absolutely impossible to truly eliminate AHAMKRITA BHAVA, the EGOIC condition of our CONSCIOUSNESS, if we commit the crime of forgetting about our DIVINE MOTHER KUNDALINI.

The INTELLECTUAL ANIMAL mistakenly called man, is nothing more than a compound of aggregates that sooner or later must become cosmic dust.

The only eternal thing in us is the INTIMATE BUDDHA and in truth this is beyond the body, the mind and the affections.

Eliminate the vain and perishable aggregates, is something cardinal and definitive to AWAKEN CONSCIOUSNESS.

Those aggregates are certainly those dark entities or Egos that inhabit the five centers of the machine.

 We already said with complete clarity that the five cylinders of the machine are: INTELLECT, EMOTION, MOVEMENT, INSTINCT and SEX.

LET US CONCRETE: The Fractional demons constitute the EGO (PLURALIZED I) and within each one of them the CONSCIOUSNESS sleeps.

Eliminating those psychological aggregates, those entities, those aggregates, that personify our defects, is vital to AWAKEN CONSCIOUSNESS and achieve the ATMAN-VIDYA, the complete ILLUMINATION.

Deep UNDERSTANDING, making a clear AWARENESS of the defect we want to remove, is fundamental but it is not everything; ELIMINATE is needed and this is only possible with the help of the KUNDALINI.

The mind cannot fundamentally alter anything; all it does is label, hide defects, move them to other levels, etc.

Eliminating errors is something else and that would be absolutely impossible without DEVI KUNDALINI, the IGNEOUS SERPENT OF OUR MAGICAL POWERS.

On any given night, no matter the day or the hour, traveling in the ASTRAL BODY through the PARALLEL UNIVERSE of the FIFTH DIMENSION, inebriated by a certain spiritual voluptuousness, I arrived ecstatic before the mysterious threshold of that marvelous temple of the twice-born.

The Guardian of the Great Mysteries, hieratic and terrible as always, was at the door and when I wanted to enter, something unusual happened. Staring at me, he said in a stern voice: "Among a group of brothers who worked in the NINTH SPHERE and who, after having worked in that region, presented themselves in this temple, you are the most advanced, but now you are stuck in progress".

Those words of the Guardian pronounced with such severity on the threshold of the Mystery, certainly left me perplexed, confused, undecided, and I could not think of more than to ask: Why? The Hierarch, answering my question, said: "Because you lack love." How? I replied: I love humanity, I am working for all human beings, I do not understand what you are saying to me. What is this lack of love?

"You have forgotten your mother, you are an ungrateful son" explained the Guardian and the way he intoned those words, in addition to pain, I confess that they terrified me.

But it is that I do not know where she is, I have not seen her for a long time, I said like that, believing that she was referring to my earthly genitor from whom I had to get away while still very young.

"How is it possible that a son does not know where his mother is" refuted the Guardian, and then continued saying: "I tell you for your good, you are harming yourself".

I truly confess that only after several days and useless searches to locate my earthly mother in the world, was I finally able to understand the enigmatic words of the Guardian of the Temple.

Ah! ... but the PSEUDO-ESOTERIC and even PSEUDO-OCULTIST type literature, which is so abundant in the market, says nothing about that. If I had known before?. Anyway, I thought so many things and prayed.

Praying is talking with God and I secretly prayed to the eternal feminine, to God the Mother.

Then I knew that each creature has its own particular Divine Mother and I even knew the secret name of mine.

It is clear that at that time I suffered the unspeakable dissolving the EGO, struggling to reduce it to cosmic dust.

The most terrible thing of all is that I had reached the second birth and I understood very well that if I did not manage to die in MYSELF I would fail, I would become an abortion of the COSMIC MOTHER, a HANASMUSSEN, with double gravity center.

My efforts seemed useless, I was failing the tests, and if I had continued like this, it is clear that failure would have been inevitable.

Fortunately, thank goodness! the Guardian of the Temple knew how to warn and advise me.

The work was terrible, the failures told me exactly where the mistakes were.

Each test was sufficient to indicate me, to point out the basic defect, the error.

Meditation on each error was sufficient for understanding, although I was able to clearly make evident that there are degrees and degrees in understanding.

In this about the COMPREHENSION there is a lot of elastic and ductile, many times we believe we have fully understood any psychological defect and only later do we come to discover that we really had not understood.

Eliminate is something else, someone can understand any defect without being able to remove it.

If we exclude the DIVINE MOTHER KUNDALINI, the work is incomplete, then it would be impossible to eliminate defects.

I frankly became an enemy of MYSELF, resolved to balance understanding and elimination.

Every understood defect was eliminated with the power of the DIVINE MOTHER KUNDALINI.

Finally, one day, I reviewed my work in theTARTARUS, in the Underworld, in the submerged mineral kingdom, in those INFRA-DIMENSIONAL regions or SUBMERGED PARALLEL UNIVERSES.

And sailing through the waters of ACHERON, stuck between the boat of CHARON, I reached the other shore to review the work and then I saw thousands of EGOS-DEVILS, my aggregates, parts of myself living in those regions.

I wanted to resurrect something, an effigy that symbolized my own ADAM of sin that lay like a corpse in the muddy waters of the river.

Then my Divine Mother, dressed in mourning like a sorrowful one, told me with a voice full of infinite love: "that is already well dead, I have nothing to get out of it."

Certainly my mother had extracted from me all that legion of Devil Egos all that set of dark entities that personify our defects and that constitute the EGO.

This is how I achieved the dissolution of the PLURALIZED EGO, this is how I managed to reduce to dust all those aggregates that form the EGO.