WE EXCEPT GALATIC FEDERATION ATTEMPT TO APOLOGIZE.(wanderer in the sky,Dec.4 ).

A TIME FOR HEALING, A TIME FOR FORGIVENESS;

This is a letter to our ET friends, whom I know read most of our blogs on this ACC ning.

This may be the first attempt by our space brother's to apologize to us. Although weak in substance, I get the feeling that maybe they are more distance to us emontially than we thought.Maybe they are beginning to realize how important it is to keep your word, we humans value this saying''say what you mean,mean what you say''. I read there article several times and I believe they now understand somewhat why we are so angry and greatly disappointed at them for not keeping there word. That is of'' Discloser and Contact'' that the GFOL has promised. These last three years were a''for sure thing'' that never happened. And a hope of it happening for the last ten years. I am assuming here,that these two different organzations are working together at some point. GFOL being a somewhat much lrager and more spiritual program of the GF. It would be nice to hear this from GFOL as well, as most of our contact has come from them.

Saying that they were sorry,would help greatly in our healing and Forgiveness of them. And to restablish our relationship. For nethor of us can do this alone. They need us as well as we need them. We need them far more than they need us but still we must work together if we are to secceed in this project. I suppose we have done what children often do when they are unhappy with there parents, and that is to go off and pout for awhile. Then when we get tired of our sadness and lonelyness we would go back to them. You could say that for most of us lightworkers,these space brothers ''are'' our parents. And we have been away from them only for a short time, but they have been away from us a very long time. And like the parents and grandparents who come to visit there grown children, they find that they have changed in many ways and that they often have to step back and let them do there own thing. And that is what they are allowing us to do now, but like I said before,a formal apology would go a long way to mend the distance between us now that they once again didn't keep there promise. They did admit that they, even though they are advanced are not perfect , same as we are not perfect and so they do make mistakes from time to time. To me thats there way of saying SORRY.

So lets get on with this healing and forgiveness thing, so that we can work together again. For time as we know it is very short. We have only one year left before we have to get out of here. And there are many things that we all have to do. They already know what it is that they have to do, but it seems that we are not privy to these things as the info could get into the wrong hands. The Dark Cabal is on this sight and monitors all that goes on. So it seems that we must work harder on our part and on ourselves. For some strange reason the word ''change''seems to be a dirty word when it comes to ''healing ourselfs'' . The GFOL are disappointed in us in this respect. This could be one of the reasons that Discloser has not taken place because we were to deprogram,and reprogram ourselves. So that we could Fully Awaken and then when all of us light workers were awakened we would then send out this light energy to all the people's of the world. The same that happened in the last harmonic conversion in 87. Then the world would be ready to receive our space brothers. And for them it would be much easier to come here and work with us. For they find it most difficult to be in this 50% negativity and fear. You might say we are sorta used to it but of course we don't like it eithor. Forgiveness plays a large role in this. And like the word ''change'' most people are afraid of it. But if we are going to change and reach our goals and be out of here by x-mass next year. We have to do both, forgiveness comes first. I admit its the hardest thing I have ever had to learn and do in my life-time. But its they only way we can ''change '' ourselves and the world plus make all of these beatiful dreams and goals come true in time. And time is not on our side, we have very little of it left. We need to release our past so that we can move into a more benevolent future. T o speed this up remember that every good deed you do today ereases one bad deed of the past. Thus you can change your karma.

In other words when you forgive and release yourself for all the hurt you have done to others and forgive and release all of those who have hurt you past and present. Then you will become one in this holy insant now moment and the future will no longer be created from a negative past but from a peaceful holy instant now moment, where we should be always. A not so spiritual way of saying the same thing, would be that we were programed in life, negativity by the Dark Cabal. And once we realize this then we have to deprogram ourselves. Then reprogram ourselves. None of this is easy, but there are many self help books out there to help you do that. Better of course to see videos at the same time. And if you are lucky enough to find a teacher or guide you will move even more faster ,and speed is of the essence now, time is short. When we all are doing this and moving in one direction together, instead of bikkering and fighting, we will grow wings and take flight. I have been reluncted to take you in this direction because in the past you didn't want to hear it. Not so many read those blogs. But when I write about the D.C. And ET's I had many hits. And I myself was that way in the past as well. That is the male warrior ,rebel, guardian, side of us. But there is another side of us , the femanine more spiritual side that must be reconized,cultivated and included if we are to become whole.I dare say the the word ''Love''. We need more of it to balance this negativity!

What I am attempting to do here,is blend both of them together, so that many people and ET's will read this, and for us light worker's a discussion is necessary. As for me, I have been in this for a very long time.Sence 1971 when I first met my guides and was shown the 2012 future. And in that same year I seen my first ships at the first Glastenbury festival. Sence then I have become hooked and have devoted most of my life trying to find out what all of this was about. And many times sence then I also gave up on them. But I still continued to see many ships in the sky. And in the early to mid 90's I went up on them on many occaisions, but my memory was wiped. I even had several implants put in me. Once by the DC. One mystery that still puzzles me is the probes or Orbs as they are called. I have seen thousands. They also came to visit me at my house here in belize three years ago. I even got my neighbor to come out to see them. They came up to us very close as zapped us with energy and light. They are still around here and show them selves up high in the sky over the town. There is a lot of secret bases and hazardest waste and bio-war chemical storage 20 to 40 miles up the road. I have also had many attempts on my life here. And the DC followed me many times in the states when I was there. I kepted a dairy of most of this in those 40 yrs and was told to make it into a book. I researched more info on the dark cabal and I finished the e-book exactly one yr ago after 4yrs of writing. Its called ;2012 new earth survival .com.

So as you can see I have been through a lot in these last 40 years and I don't intend to give up so easy. I have come this far, done my home work and I am ready to go. I want to leave this evil place ASAP but I can't do it without you all, and you light workers and warriors can't do it by yourselves as well. We all need each other and the ET's to make this happen. Project Ascension is alive and well. We are at the end of the tunnel and we can see the light up ahead. Let us Forgive and move ahead. May God bless us all in these final days of the old ways. For in Reality We Are All One. We are loved dearly by our Father.Thanks for your help! Merry last Christ-mass. Adonai

P.S. One final x-mass wish for our ET Santa Clause in the sky. I think I speak for all of us down here when I say that to make this all happen much quicker and so that we all may go out and speak of your coming. We ask the ET Santa to give us a sign of the times in the sky. Say a show of some kind in the sky over one or more big cities, where the controlled media can tape it for TV..This way our hope will be lifted and we can start our part in explaining who you are & why you are here. We need this sign for x-mass.thanks