I'm starting to wake up!! i dont know what started it, but ive been becoming more and more cuious the past few months about my world and why things are as they are. ive been learning about many differnt topics that you would never think are connected. but ive been doing just that, connecting these topics and its amazing how intertwined everything is, how all the problems link together.

at first i was skeptical, but the more you learn the harder it is to deny. then i wanted to tell everyone, talk to people about these new ideas and the problems in our world. but most of you know if your not talking to another awaking soul then they think your just another "Conspiracy theorists" (I dont like that word btw, if its used on someone or an idea its not taken seriouly or thought to automaticly be unture) or crazy. 

and then i was embarressed, i doubted myself again but only for a bit. after i got mad because no one could see! i wanted everyone to see!! no one could even give new ideas a chance. school became unbarable, i couldint talk to anyone, i couldint listen to there petty material problems that wouldint even be if they woke up. i started getting in trouble because i would speak out in class when i didint agree with what the teacher was saying or i would stand up for myself when i felt disrepected. i couldint just sit there and tak it anymore, i had to do something! and the "FOOD' they gave us, i think that angered me more than anything, i could post a whole blog about that, so i wont get into it now.

and recently i decided its not worth it to feel all this rage and negitive energy toward these people i just wish would wake up already! they will do it when there ready, you really can lead a horse to water and not be able to make it drink.

right now im in the process of waking my chakras and blancing them, i feel its best to help myself to become heathy and raise my own energies before trying to help others, i dont want to give anyone bad energy.

and i am so happy i found this site yesterday, its full of the same information ive been finding and looking for. and im happy to see the problems ive been connecting myself are found here too, linked together the same way, it proves my intuition is very in tuned with THE TRUTH. im excited to meet new people like me here too:)

--with love and light, Lindsey