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By: Jennifer Deisher

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We all have access to a higher creative, intelligent power and a beautiful spiritual vineyard where we each have our own sovereign plot.  Our power is something we are all seeking, whether we realize it or not.  For argument’s sake, we'll call this loving source of power “God”.  We begin learning to attract "things" by using The Law of Attraction but it takes a combination of modesty and discipline in order to practice this in a spiritual sense; not a place of ego. We become accustomed to giving our power away to authority and external things until we forget how to have an intimate relationship with God in a natural, organic way.  It is up to us to plant divine seeds in our vineyard; using our free will to ask for tools that allow us to grow and learn.  If we’re not feeling a little “dumbed down” from time to time, we’re not learning anything.  Why allow ourselves to feel embarrassed or stupid for our own naivety?  Compared to something all-knowing and all-encompassing, we are the equivalent of an innocent child.  We can go about educating the child in kindness or belittle it in condemnation for being that which it is, a soul who is willing and eager to learn but still adolescent in the much bigger picture.

We have the individual skills to discover the emotional connection to our power but learning how to use it takes persistence and conscious awareness.  The dichotomy is, we’re supposed to feel powerful but we should maintain a healthy respect for both God and our fears.  If we don’t, we become like the hypocrite who preaches that God is the driving force in their life without building their spiritual house on a solid foundation of spiritual logic, the logos.  We become experts at learning philosophy and giving advice without caring for what’s been given unto us as individuals, the Self.  By identifying with someone else’s interpretation of something that can only be self-defined, we become our own golden calf and sacrificial lamb for thinking we can build a house without emotional, physical and psychological substance.  We have to be willing to change and make adjustments to what we think we know by allowing spirit to move us where we need to be.

Spiritual Bypassing

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When the remedy you have offered only increases the disease, then leave him who will not be cured, and tell your story to someone who seeks the truth ~ Rumi

Spiritual bypassing shields us from the fallout of our reality, especially if we're having a hard time coming to terms with something.  In short, it keeps us disconnected from our true emotional state looking for something outside of ourselves to make us feel better.  On the flip side, it says we're seeking a spiritual path and it's much better than some of the alternative coping mechanisms such as substance abuse.  For instance, there’s a great deal of ideas and rhetoric about how to fix the world, even though what’s happening in the world at large may not be effecting our individual reality.  Our spiritual “ego” is very good at telling us we have it all figured out when, in fact, we may be focusing “out there” because there’s something right where we are that we’re trying to avoid.  With spiritual practice we learn how to confront our fear in a healthy manner, understand how we use it to feed imbalanced patterns and begin to quiet our thoughts in order to listen to the answers from withIN.  When we don’t slow down and listen, we tend to find ourselves right back in a “fight or flight” state every time we become emotionally triggered.

Connecting to God is about building a bridge between the physical world and the spiritual world.  Spiritual bypassing happens when we begin to awaken but quickly forget that we live in the physical world where there are many distractions to keep us from tending to The Vineyard.  We use our knowledge and intellect to deflect the intimate connection with God because, in order to do so, we also have to face our own emotional, physical and psychological proclivities.  We can’t heal something with God if we refuse to allow ourselves to be awake and aware to it.  When we go about living only in a spiritual reality, and not drawing upon our experiences in the physical world, we go about denying ourselves the healing that God is offering to each and every one of us.

It’s not about making it right with others, it’s about making it right withIN.  There is a profound spiritual significance to “confession” but confession doesn’t mean getting honest with a priest or a middleman – why would we want to connect with God by proxy?   Participating in spiritual confession means bringing forth an emotionally honest and heartfelt revelation with ourselves in front of God about how we feel.  We give it over to something with greater clarity allowing us to use the experience moving forward as we plant, weed, grow and harvest our vineyard plot of sovereignty.  When we’re shown something we can’t accept, our circumstances continue to repeat themselves until we face it head on.  It’s not always easy to find Truth when, in some cases, we have to question our own sanity right along with it.  As love is patient and kind, we know there is a nurturing power holding space for us until we can confront ourselves into a place of acceptance.  We don’t find our way out of darkness without a little post-traumatic stress sometimes; but God stays with us, gently asking us to have a change of heart so we can find our way home.   We are our own atlas, the atlas that holds the weight of the world on its shoulders or the atlas that is the roadmap to salvation; it’s up to us to choose and choose wisely.

The Logos

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There is a logical interpretation to the message of Christ just as there is great relevance in the polarizing process of em-bodi-ment.  The love of God, in its purest form, is not something we can assimilate in a short amount of time which is why enlightenment is a continuous progression.  Embodiment is the integration of energy and we can feel it as we heal teaching us to recognize it as such.  It goes toward familiarizing us with our own emotional resistance.  With practice walking in grace, love, sovereignty and truth; we begin to objectively create with the energy of God rather than in spite of it. There is a difference between humbly giving ourselves over to a higher power in discipline and intimacy as opposed to giving that power away to the authority of another.  When we don’t establish healthy boundaries we give away our dignity, integrity, self-worth and self-respect; essentially turning over the vineyard plot granted us by divine permission.  If we’re not where we think we’re supposed to be, it’s because we’re not emotionally ready.  We can’t throw the baby out with the bath water because we feel that the word makes us uncomfortable.  In understanding the words, we also understand that they are action words designed to change our way of being and doing, sternly guiding us back on course collectively and individually.  We don’t need a spiritual leader or elected official to connect with God but we do need Mother Earth, the garden and the womb.  It’s a very simplistic and indigenous way to bond using the physical world as a “medium” of communication with the spiritual world.   The Spirit of Earth responds when we court the elements through loving intention, the word of Christ instead of the idealism behind it.

We can go to church every Sunday or study theology our entire lives and still not make an emotional connection with what we’re reading and intellectualizing about.  We are arrogant to think that we can out-smart, misconstrue truth or bypass our emotions with God.  It’s up to us to swallow the medicine whether it be in the form of accountability, humility, discipline, intimacy or learning how to practice the concepts of Grace. How we choose to proceed with our own healing is up to us but God doesn’t show up for us if we don’t ask for our own salvation, especially when we won’t acknowledge where we feel “flawed”.  We know that we’ve (truly) found our own revelations when we have transcended the roles of victim, martyr and/or oppressor of self and others.  Energy flows where focus goes and it’s up to us to learn how to harness our energy from a place of love rather than placing blame for our problems.  For example, if we’re fixated on the “end of the world”, we shouldn’t be surprised when we feel like the world is ending.  If we want to come into unity, we have to recognize where we haven’t been united from withIN– emotionally and otherwise.  We don’t just attract our thoughts, we attract our emotions.  They call it spiritual practice for a reason, we have access to our own emotional space in order to absorb the rational interpretation of a loving presence.  We become more aware of our own emotional, mental and physical hygiene; coming into an organic purity of the heart and soul.  By encouraging an intimately balanced relationship with God, we learn how to have honest relationships with Self and others.  We initiate a greater and more profound change in our lives by living The Golden Rule which leads us to those synchronistic moments that happen when we know Spirit is a moving and active force in our lives.  With em-bodi-ment, the presence comes from withIN; we have a responsibility to realize that we are the physical manifestation of love in action, co-creating in God’s Vineyard.

"Drop your maps and listen to your lostness like a sacred calling into presence.  Here, where the old ways are crumbling and you may be tempted to burn down your own house.  Ask instead for an introduction to that which endures. This place without a foothold is the province of grace.  It is the questing field, most responsive to magic and fluent in myth.  Here, where there is nothing left to lose, sing out of necessity that your ragged heart be heard.  Send out your holy signal and listen for the echo back." ~ Dreamwork with Toko-pa

For more information about “The Word”, please read “Discover the Power Within You” by Eric Butterworth.

You can connect with Jennifer Deisher at Blueprintsforbutterflies.com.

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About Blueprints for Butterflies:

WuwJennifer Deisher is an Emotional Healer, Empath, Intuitive, and Spiritual Transformation Artist. She is the writer of the Moon Hippie Mystic blog and a Contributing Writer for Wakeup-world.com.  She and  her husband, Aaron, founded Blueprints For Butterflies as a safe, loving space to assist and heal others who are Awakening and making a spiritual connection with their Higher Self.  This creates a spiritual, emotional, and creative blueprint that leads to greater peace, awareness, love, prosperity and enlightenment that amplifies with the individual’s unique and divine energy signature. To book a private reading, please visit BlueprintsForButterflies.com or contact us at Blueprintsforbutterflies@gmail.com.  References available upon request.

AaronAaron Deisher is a psychic medium, shaman, and medical & psychological intuitive.  Aaron specializes in behavioral and paranormal aspects of spirituality.  His unique ability to find and heal stale energy leaves the heart and soul feeling born again.  He has the Gift of logic, compassion, and a true connection to spirit.  To book a private reading and/or session with Jennifer & Aaron Deisher; please visit BlueprintsForButterflies.com or contact us at Blueprintsforbutterflies@gmail.com.  References available upon request

 

 

 

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The Hungry Ghost

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I cannot be more adamant that we are the Creators of our Lives but more by way of our emotions than we realize.  The Law of Attraction is a Beautiful thing  but not if we don’t understand where we are vulnerable in terms of deep-seated fears that can change our vibe in a most traumatic way.  We have to be the willing participants in what we are Creating from either fear or Love.  We can think it all we want but what it comes down to is what we are truly Feeling from withIN and there’s never been a more important time, energetically speaking, to dig deep and find our lower vibrational needs and expectations so they don’t destroy the Lives we are trying to build.

The hungry ghost is a “demon” that is Created withIN from the emotion and mindset known as lack and expectation.  The hungry ghost will seek to destroy every good thing that comes its way by focusing on the ONE thing it perceives it doesn’t or can’t have.  When we Allow our perceptions of “lack” to consume our BEing it can be the most dangerous of cocktails and addictions stealing Joy and sucking Light until it eats itself alive.

It takes great Courage of the Heart to face our inner demons and learn to overcome the inner child who Creates and re-Creates from fear, lack, and expectation.  The fastest and most efficient way to effectuate Positive change into our reality is by saturating our reality with Gratitude.  The Law of Polarity states “Everything is dual, everything has poles; everything has its pair of opposites; opposites are identical in nature, but different in degree” but the Law is also mutable meaning that in Spirit All is ONE so we can find Positive reaction instead of negative if we choose to look for it. [1]  Fear is allergic to Love, lack is allergic to Gratitude, and expectation is allergic to letting go.  There is a karmic wheel at play in these situations and it’s our “job” in the journey of Self-Awareness to branch our way out of this wheel that goes round and round.  Read more...

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Grow the Garden…

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The Moon Goddess is a satellite of Loving energies.  She is known for her Femininity and graces us with Love and Wisdom.  ”Grow the garden” she whispers in the night breeze.  Come to me.  See how I mirror your shimmery Light from Mother Gaia.  She is waiting for you.  She has a secret for you if you Listen.  Grow my garden.

Come to me, I’m Always here and I’m Always free…

The most Beautiful things grow from the deepest, darkest places.  Dig deep into the mud.  Dig the hole.  Plant the seed.   Give me your shame and we will plant a seed of Compassion.  Tell me your secrets along the rambling river.  Show me resentment and I will show you how to grow Forgiveness.  Feel my Light coming through the trees.  Let me show you where to plant denial so you will blossom with Truth and Light.  Climb my mountain.  Let me feel where you are weary and you will see how you have Persevered.  Pick the most vulnerable places and plant them in my garden.  Bury into me your guilt and I will teach you Accountability.  Bask beside the firelight and feel how I warm your Soul.  Where there is anxiety I will show you how to Breathe.  Sprinkle my Healing waters into the Earth and watch my garden burst with seeds of Joy.  When you find lack I will sprout in you the seed of Gratitude.   Listen to my voice in bird song.  Open me to your fear and I will teach you Courage of the Heart.  I am your Mother full of Wisdom who knows you better than you know yourself.  Dig deeply and plant the seed of ignorance so I may enlighten you with my Diversity.    My Light shines on your Innocence and your most vulnerable places.  Plant the seed of unworthiness and I will show you the Love that you are.  I See you.  You are Safe.  Unburden to me your addictions and I will bring you Freedom on the wings of Angels.  Know me, know you.  Feel my rhythms, for where you end we begin.  Bring to me your frustrations and I will ignite your Passion.  Dance with me under the Moonlight, Graceful ONE.  Tell me all your mistakes and I will tell of your Experience.  Sit beneath the willow tree and feel my Heart beating with your own.  Share with me your anger and I will dignify your pain.  Lay ye down in my pastures and feel my Spirit.  Reveal the places where you feel victimized and I will release your trauma.  Feel me flow through you like the mist on a light rain.  Bear down on me your burdens and I will teach you to let go.  Listen.  Be still and know.  Sow for me a garden and I will reap for you a Rainbow.

Come to me, I’m Always here and I’m always free…

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Artwork by Josephine Wall ~ http://www.josephinewall.net

Music to drive it Home ~ Come to Me ~ Goo Goo Dolls

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Vibes…

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It quite literally pains me to write this but it’s too important not to share.  As much as we Spiritual people like to open our Hearts and share our experiences with others we also have to be Self-Aware.  As we begin to find our Spirit withIN we have to be Awake and Aware of others who may still be looking for “God” in an external and judgmental way.  I had an experience recently and felt it was important enough to write and share about even though the content is somewhat negative and, for me, a bit disturbing.

If you are a regular reader of this blog you know that Blueprints for Butterflies is more than just a blog and that we are also Spiritual Life Coaches assisting others in the Awakening process.  Our philosophy is that our Spirit is withIN and everything in our reality is Created from the vibes or energy we are giving off, our energy signature if you will.  This is the Law of Attraction at play in a very big way and if we have deep-seated issues or traumas that are lowering our vibration we can attract people looking to prey on these lower vibrational emotions.  Like attracts like, it’s that simple.  This is why Emotional Intelligence is so important in this journey and we can’t embark on the Path to Spirit unless we release things in our vibration that make us feel unworthy of having Healthy Lives and relationships.  We work through what is known as “victim mentality” quite a bit but I think there is a huge misconception as to what this really means.  The Truth is that no ONE wants to be a “victim” but quite often we have traumas in our Lives that haven’t been seen and released.  When people are faced with trauma, any kind of trauma, in that moment they also become a “victim” – it’s really just that simple.  Some traumas are big and others small but it makes no difference to the one experiencing it, trauma is trauma.  It ‘s when we don’t deal with the trauma that we get in “trouble”.  For example, if you don’t think your trauma is important or traumatic enough to recognize or Heal from then you may put it away somewhere but deep inside still carry the emotions the trauma brought.  What people sometimes don’t understand is that Good things, including major Life changes, can cause “trauma” too such as having a baby or getting married.  Spiritual Awakenings cause a form of PTSD sometimes when it causes us to reassess everything in our Lives and leave behind belief systems in the form of “religion” and other things we may have believed before but are deeply questioning in the Awakening.  We talk a lot about instant gratification in that Spiritual Awakening is a deep process of Self-Awareness and it’s easy to want to cut and run away from the Path when it gets a little rocky.  It takes great strength and resilience to stick to the Path when the lessons come hard, fast, and with great intensity.  This is where it’s important to BE still and know that you (I and We) are “God” and the Creators of our “reality” by way of the energetic vibes we are putting out into the Universe.  This is where we begin to see and know our Intuition and that it will never lead us the wrong way if we Listen.

There are what’s known as Spiritual “egos” out there that run in Spiritual circles and it’s important to Trust our Intuition in our physical reality.  I believe in Angels and protecting myself from negative energy as much as anyone but we also have to be Aware of the reality we are Living in and others mental and emotional well-being (or lack thereof).  It helps to accept the fact that in order to be Whole in a Spiritual sense we also have to be Whole in an Emotional sense.    It’s important to set boundaries with ourselves and others.  When others can’t or won’t respect those boundaries it shows that they have no boundaries or respect of their own.  To know our own Power is to know that we are Creating our reality whether we are Aware of it or not.  When one is in chaos they continue to not only Create chaos but to bring it into the Lives of others if we Allow it.  I have a few tips for entering into Spiritual relationships as well as other kinds of relationships when one is going through the Spiritual Awakening process.  My first “rule” in this process is “first, do no harm” and we can’t even begin to practice this rule until we get to know one another and our experiences.  For example, if someone were to ask deeply personal sexual questions while standing behind faith or some sort of “religious” education then I would consider this to be harmful because the relationship has yet to be formed so therefore I have no choice but to assume the vibe of the relationship is sexual in nature.  These kinds of people can be dangerous if they think they come from a “high” place but are actually still practicing from a lower vibrational reality of trying to have an unhealthy emotional need met by way of a project or distraction to keep from looking withIN in order to have the need met.  We have to understand that Spirit is withIN and when we are unable to maintain our focus withIN we begin to look for our needs in an external way at which time it ceases to be Spiritual and begins to be emotionally unhealthy for Self and others.  Another perspective in entering into relationships is to ask yourself whose emotional needs are being met by that relationship and why.  It is a most precarious line to walk when one is riding the high wave of Awakening but have yet to do the emotional work necessary in order to evolve in this process.  We all want to be there for one another but we have to recognize whether something is healthy first, healthy for you and healthy for them all at once.  If it’s not mutually healthy then it’s not healthy at ALL.

Another factor is that all relationships are mirrors into oneself and what one sees may be what one lacks, Spiritually and/or Emotionally speaking.  In other words, we have to have something in our possession in order to see it in another.  I cannot see inner Beauty in another if I don’t have inner Beauty in my possession.  By the same  token, I cannot see judgment in another if I do not also have the emotion of judgment in my possession.  This is important and we tell our Butterflies all the time when we are working through trauma.  Many times friends and family refuse to understand the emotional journey and as we rise into our Divinity it is difficult for them to see Spiritual and Emotional Intelligence if they don’t have it in their possession just yet.  Therefore, if a person is working through an emotional trauma and is exploring emotions around said trauma they may be putting out a lower vibrational vibe, no matter how inadvertently.  Even if the person is highly Emotionally Intelligent, a person who doesn’t have Emotional Intelligence in their possession would maybe only see the “victim” but not be able to see the Whole Spiritual BEing because they are not capable.  The Spiritual “ego” stands on its own in thinking it has the corner on some kind of Spirituality and in that mentality sets out to “save” others who they see as being “vulnerable”.  It helps to keep in mind that if anyone is entering a relationship in order to “fix” something about you they see as being broken this is NOT a Healthy relationship rather it is the Spiritual “ego” that indeed needs “fixing” – and this obviously goes both ways if one is pursuing this kind of relationship.  Another way of saying the same thing is if a person is entering into a relationship seeing what they perceive as being “wrong” with that person instead of seeing what is Right with them.  This tells of a deep negativity withIN that person who sees “lack” instead of Strength, Beauty, or any number of Positive characteristics and it’s exactly this “negativity” that those of us on a Spiritual Path are trying to “avoid” because it is something that is mostly projected outward.  It’s a necessary and important step in the Awakening process  that we find all of our fears and traumas withIN so that we do not put out the wrong kind of vibes and attract unhealthy relationships into our Lives.  I believe it’s easier to be Compassionate when we realize that the “ego” is nothing more than unresolved fear or trauma and not this big, horrible thing that we have to overcome in order to be in a Spiritual place.  We have a Beautiful Mind together with an Amazing capacity to Heal but we cannot do that if going into any kind of relationship thinking one person is “above or below” the other, Spiritually or otherwise.  This is not coming from a High place rather a chaotic place of wanting a deep emotional need to be met from an outside source and it just doesn’t work that way.

When we find our weakness we find our Strength simply because the weakness was exposed – this is a great Gift and Gratitude is most important in these situations.  When we embark on the Path of Spirit we find all our needs are met and Always have been rather it is only our perception that needs to be changed.  This is how we build our Spiritual “armor” if you will.  It’s a careful process of emotional catch and release – catch the fear, the doubt, the trauma, the resentment and then release it into the Universe.  As we become fearless in our Spirit we embody more and more the Love that we ARE.  It takes a combination of Spiritual and Emotional Intelligence coupled with trusting Self and Intuition aided by psychology, logic, and reason in order to find oneself in a Healthy place.  Now you see the “enemy”, the fear, and once you know your enemy it is yours to “defeat”.  I will end with a most fitting quote from the movie “Ender’s Game” – in this case I see the “enemy” as the fears withIN…

“In the moment when I truly understand my enemy, understand him well enough to defeat him, then in that very moment I also love him. I think it’s impossible to really understand somebody, what they want, what they believe, and not love them the way they love themselves. And then, in that very moment when I love them…. I destroy them.”
― Orson Scott CardEnder’s Game

Music to drive it Home:

Eminem – The Monster (explicit) featuring Rihanna

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Our Purpose is to Heal…

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There’s much going on right now.  It’s easy to get caught up in the drama of it all.  It’s easy to raise your hands to the Heavens and cry “why?” or “where are you, God?”.  It’s easy to forget why we’re here.  Our Purpose…

Even if you’re Awake and Aware these are very stressful times.  Even if you are one of the very Fortunate people who understand that there is a Divine Plan well under way it is still a “difficult” time.  We are all in Humanity working very, very hard right now.  It doesn’t matter if you are working on being Awake or working on staying asleep, we’re all still just trying to work our way through the labyrinth of it all.   Some of us know that there are things that may happen for people to Awaken their Souls to Gaia and God.  Some of us are busy blaming other people for the tragedies that have happened of late.  Some of us are questioning our Faith.  Some of us are thinking of committing more atrocious acts to make up for the atrocious acts that have already been committed.  Some of us are thinking “an eye for an eye”.  What one thinks, we all think…we are ONE.  What we do to another is what we do unto ourselves.  Our Purpose, right now and Ever More, is to Heal.  We have to REmember why we are here with Gaia right now at this Divine time and place in our Human history.  We are here to Heal ourselves and our Mother so that we can can Evolve into Human Angels.  It doesn’t matter where you work, where you live, or how much .  It doesn’t matter what “religion” you subscribe to or where you go to church for there is only ONE religion and that religion is Unconditional Love.  Where else does the common thread of everything that is the Universe live?  There is only ONE place you can find it all and that is Love.

We Heal with Love.  We embrace our Purpose by Healing ourselves, first and foremost.  We Heal one another by  to Trust with our Hearts wide open.  We have to know beyond measure that we are Beautiful, Worthy, and Loved.  We have to make sure everyone else we meet knows that they are Beautiful, Worthy, and Loved.  If they can’t “hear” you then Heal them by Healing yourself.  Things become so “complicated” sometimes and it does us all well to become once again grounded with Mother Earth.  She whispers her answers in the wind and she whispered to me today.  I’ve been getting caught up in the “drama” because I know there is a Shift and I’m anxious for others to know as well but this is not the way I want it to come about.  I know this isn’t the way you want it to come about either.  I want Peace.  I want Happiness.  I want Love.  I was led to ho’oponopono and I knew that this was the way that we could begin to Heal from these latest traumas.  And, they ARE traumas!  They cause us all to feel fragmented even if we say we aren’t going to let it enter our emotional field it still gets in.  So, in Moon Hippie Mystic style, I simplify.

If it is in your “field” at all it is there for you to Heal it.  If it is in your mainstream news field then Heal it.  If it is in your emotional field then Heal it.  If you are in Syria, Russia, China, North Korea, Venezuela, Cyprus, the Vatican, or the United States then Heal it.  If it is around you it is there for you to Heal.  We are evolving right now in many ways…Spiritually, Genetically, and Emotionally.  We need to have Emotional Intelligence right now.  It is simple…

I’m sorry

Please Forgive ME

Thank YOU

I LOVE YOU

We are the ones we have been waiting for and we have to begin to come together in Humanity and Heal before we will ever know what else is “out there”.  We are a shining example of a Love that is so Divine it is beyond measure across the multi-verse.  We can send out vibrations of Love and rift the fragments of Time into something Beautiful and Divine.  WE have that Power. The Power of Unconditional Love.  It’s the ONLY thing that every single one of us has in common.  We can start there.  We can Heal from there.  Everything you see and feel is a by-product of what we, together, have Created.  Now, we have an opportunity to take the ONE thing we ALL have in common and use it to Create Heaven on Earth.  It is our Birthright.  It is Beautiful.  It is Divine.  It belongs to US.  It is simple…

I AM Divine and I AM ONE with God and Humanity.  I AM LOVE.  I AM Life.  I AM anywhere and everywhere.  I AM all that is.  I AM Healing Me, Healing You, Healing Me.  I AM Loving Me, Loving You, Loving Me.

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Raise the Roof…

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I’m stubborn.  I always have been but that’s a Good thing.  It means I have the Courage to stand by what I believe in but it also means that sometimes I’m the only one getting in my own way.  I keep going to this “place” wondering what I’m doing wrong but that’s just “reality” speaking to me because I AM so very Loved by my Creator.  I’ve been reading quite a bit of the same feelings out there so, as always, I go through my process and share in hopes that it may resonate with someone who may need it.

It feels like there are these crises going on all around me so there is a time to  to put them into some kind of perspective.  This is where we are Meant to have Faith and it’s not easy sometimes because, like Energy, most of us can’t See it or even Feel all the time.  So, there are these moments that sometimes turn into days of what I would call a “crisis of Faith” and this causes stress which decreases my Awareness.  I know there is quite a bit of clearing and releasing of old energies which can be difficult both mentally and physically, especially if you begin to get “stuck” there like I tend to do sometimes (I’m stubborn, remember?).  The Truth is that there is so much going on around the planet right now it’s hard to keep up and I was trying really hard to keep up too!  But, there has to be a “tipping” point where we go back inside our own Consciousness and Energy Field so that we can check in with the most important part of this Journey…OURSELVES!  As I’ve spoken about before, the Flight Attendant in me uses the “oxygen mask” theory quite a bit and it applies so very much in this process of Ascension.  We have to put our  on first in order to help ourselves before we can begin to help one another, Humanity, and Mother Earth.

Mr. Moon Hippie Mystic used to work for the government in that “other” Life on a SORT team which stands for Special Operations Response Team so he has received intensive  in crisis type situations and I’m talking about the Life or death kind here.  He’s seen and dealt with what some of us would refer to as the “worst” that Humanity has to offer because he’s always wanted to be of service.  The thing that I/we forget sometimes is that with Knowledge comes Responsibility but what I’m referring to here is that in this Knowledge we also need to REmember that we have a responsibility to OURselves first.  So, the Mr. has this extensive government training and he’s been in situations that are Life threatening and even been shot at several times.  These are situations that are unimaginable to most of us, including me, so he’s learned quite a bit about how to act and REact in times of crisis.  I always see him as being calm, cool, and collected but he’s also gained quite a bit of cynicism which makes sense to me given all he’s had to see and endure when working as a Firefighter, an EMT, a Peacekeeper, and finally the government (it ended “badly”, enough said).  At any rate, this is someone you would definitely want to have on your Team in a Crisis type situation and I’m telling you this because he just gave me some really good advice I would like to share.

Lately it feels as if I’m walking through the fiery pits of hell and the reason I haven’t written much lately is because it is not my style to write from any other place than LOVE.  I wrote a blog post a while back called “Let it Rain” and it’s about grieving and this is sort of how I would describe this process.  Some people call it a “vasana” and some call it a “painbody” or it could also be called a pattern or defense mechanism but either way it is necessary so that they can be recognized and released.  In these moments I often feel as if they are pesky little ninja demons sent in to test my Faith which is hard for me because I haven’t had it that long and I certainly don’t want to “lose” it.  I often wonder if it is necessary to keep going through this so I try to stay in a Positive place but as it has built up I have ended up with a pinched nerve in my neck and a very strong urge to Let Go and cry it out.  So, I was in a PANIC like a bug on a windshield squirming to be Free so I can Create the things I Seek.

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Lady Gaia...

I have an idea, a perspective if you will. Part of this Awakening process, I believe, is embracing diversity and as such I hope that this perspective is read from the proper place of Love. At any rate, for personal reasons I’ve been doing research to learn about Thrones which are a specific type of Angel. Throne Angels seek to Right “injustices” and speak to the masses in a language they can understand. I’ve learned that this is closest to my “Soul Family” and that Lady Gaia is a Throne Angel as I aspire to be an Angel on Earth. So, as such, I would like to speak about Lady Gaia.Lady Gaia is a Mother and the Giver of Life. I had an epiphany the other day about her and our views on “God” so I would like to explore it here. My idea is this: What if Gaia or Mother Earth is the “God” that we are Meant to worship? This is not a new idea rather a very, very old one. Before there was Mother Earth there was Lady Gaia who is an Angel of God and if God Created the Universe than God also Created Mother Earth. I will be specific on a few things here. The bible says that we were Created in “God’s” image and since I’ve never physically seen God I can’t be completely sure what that means. However, if I view this statement from the perspective that Earth is “God” than I can say with factual knowledge that we were Created in her image because we are made up of all of her Elements, right? I have come to believe that maybe the level of Ascension that is Meant to be reached will not come to completion unless Humanity is willing to look down and recognize our Mother.All of the indigenous tribes that I’ve read about including the Ancient Greeks and Egyptians have all worshiped Lady Gaia. This also applies to earlier Earth-based religions such as Pagans and Wiccans. They KNEW something, something very important, and I believe it’s worth visiting. If there is only one “God” or one Source it makes sense to me that Mother Earth is only one of a great many things that were Created by God. I’ve also come to understand that there is a natural order to things in the Realm that we all seek access to meaning that there are councils and a hierarchy of Angels just to name a few. This tells me there are specific steps to take in order to access certain things, much like climbing a ladder or walking a labyrinth. The night of my Awakening, I was “told” that if others would open their eyes and see what is all around us we will be close to “God” whenever we wanted and we would never be “alone” again. This tells me that if I open my eyes to See Mother Earth and all her Grace and Beauty I can connect with her whenever I want. Which brings me to something else that happened to me back in May – I was outside marveling at the Sunshine coming through the leaves of the trees and thinking about my daughter. I remember thinking that it would be the greatest Gift if a child were able to grow up feeling a strong sense of self and knowing Happiness and I heard a “reply”. Now, keep in mind that in May I wasn’t “awakened” yet so it’s taken me a while to understand this reply but I can still hear it clear as day and it was this “bring her here, I’m always here, and I’m always Free”. So, WOW, right…Lady Gaia said “come to me to feel Love and Happiness and Freedom” and isn’t this what we are seeking when we are looking for “God”? And, as parents isn’t this also what we want for our children? What if the reason that there is a puzzle piece missing in the bigger picture is because we in Humanity still haven’t looked in this very obvious place to find it? She provides us with all we need to survive but we have paved over her soil, placed financial status on her resources, killed our own brothers and sisters and her animals for “sport”, abused our power, placed a financial value on the status of Life, and refused to recognize her as the Goddess that she is. I would think that the Creator would See Humanity as “lacking” Gratitude for all that has been given to us by our Mother and I know that Gratitude is a huge part of Creating Magic.Those of you who are Mothers can easily imagine what it’s like to be one but if you’re not try to imagine that you’re a Mother. Imagine as a Mother that you Love your children Unconditionally and you have provided for them over the course of several Lifetimes. Then try to imagine what you give your children and how you only want the very best for them but for some reason you don’t have a voice to communicate these things to them. Imagine what you do for them as you carried them in your womb, fed, clothed, sang to, painted pictures for, and all of the other countless Blessings that you have given them. Then try to imagine how that Mother would feel inside if she were treated the way Humanity treats Mother Earth. In that, also try to imagine her Father and how he would feel knowing that his daughter’s children treated her in this way just because she didn’t have her own “voice”. Now, if “God” were the Father and Mother Earth is his daughter and the Mother that I speak of then it would make sense to me why most of us haven’t “seen” God.Read more...http://moonhippiemystic.com/2013/01/14/lady-gaia/
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Dear Mr. President...

My name is Jennifer and I have something to say. I am one of a great many people who call themselves “Lightworkers”. We did not decide to present ourselves with this title rather it is a Calling that we have chosen to answer in order to Create a better World for ourselves and all of Humanity. We have chosen to become Consciously Aware, follow the Universal Laws, and Live our Lives from our Hearts rather than our egos. We seek a path of knowledge and understanding in order to increase our Awareness and the Awareness of those around us. We have chosen to turn ourselves upside-down from the “reality” we have learned in order to embrace a new way of thinking and BEing. We have chosen Spirit=Heart in order to put ourselves into the Universal flow of the Creator so that we may Co-Create a New Earth and a new way of Life that is fair and equal for all Citizens of Mother Earth. There are a great many things “we” have chosen to do for this cause and we recognize the Beauty of our Individuality and what Unique and Special Gifts we each bring to the table so it is not about “competition” or “labels” but about embracing diversity, for us. Most importantly, we Understand that we are ALL ONE in Humanity and if just one of us suffers we all suffer. Now that you know “who” I AM I would like to have a moment to “speak”.I would like to suggest that we withdraw all of our troops from all foreign countries and have them returned Home to their families. What has been Created from this war, and all wars, is terror, fragmentation, PTSD, and of course death including the deaths of a great many civilians. This American public firmly believes that this war started with an act of terrorism on 9/11/2001 but is it not True that this war started long before this act was committed and that the United States has become one of the biggest bullies on the Planet? We have become an “elitist” society and in looking at all of the fights that we’ve picked or decided to get involved in we have become no better than Hitler’s own army. Please understand that I Honor the soldiers who have fought and died for this country and also wish for my cousin to return home from Afghanistan in one piece, both physically and emotionally. The soldiers, and the general population for that matter, has not been given all of the information necessary to make an educated decision in regards to the wars that have been fought so I have the utmost respect for those who decided to “fight” for our Country. However, is it also not true that when the United States invaded Iraq the American public was told that it was in retaliation for 9/11 but in fact Iraq had nothing to do with this attack? And, is it also possible that this war is about resources that belong to ALL of us who are Citizens of Mother Earth and when the United States initiated this attack they did not hit the intended “target” and approximately 90% of those killed were civilians…Mothers and their Children included?I will also be Honest in saying that I have become somewhat “embarrassed” as a citizen of this country in watching the bickering going on daily in Washington. It is like watching children fight over toys in the sandbox because none of the things that are being argued over come close to being a solution to the problem. It has become a game over which side is right and which side is wrong when there are no winners or losers here…only a great deal of problems to be resolved. Obviously, one of the biggest problems to be solved is the ever dwindling economy and the corporate greed that has become so commonplace the government has decided to take a slice of that pie for themselves. I hear you argue over our economic situation and I watch you create new problems for to argue over in their place. There are 535 representatives who say they speak for the American people but I see you speaking for those who seek money only for themselves and see the rest of the population as below their standards if they haven’t figured out how to get a piece of that pie. Again, we have become an elitist society. Which goes back to the above paragraph in wondering how much money we would save if we just stopped fighting the entire world? We spend more and more money on fighting and killing one another while our taxes are raised, our benefits are lowered, our fear is evident, and people around the world go without food, water, or shelter. Perhaps we should all go Home, apologize for the acts of terror WE have committed, forgive “those who trespass against us” in hopes they will also forgive us, and try to pull ourselves together right here. Read more...http://moonhippiemystic.com/2013/01/19/dear-mr-president/
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21 Grams...

21 Grams…January 22, 2013Genesis 1: In the Beginning God Created the Heavens and the Earth.There are “stories” throughout Time and History including religious stories so I’ve decided to tell the story of the Soul. In the Beginning “God” Created the Heavens and the Earth. In the Beginning there was dark matter, something that Scientists are just beginning to understand. It was a huge Scientific discovery last year with the discovery of the Higgs boson particle also known as “The God Particle”. There are some long drawn-out explanations for this discovery but basically what it means is that dark matter isn’t just empty space as they once thought. In theory, it tells us that “something” can come from “nothing”. Which means that dark matter is not really “nothing” but Energy, the Energy that sparked Creation. This means there was a spark which is when all of the Universe was Created. Now imagine this spark of Creation lighting up the “Heavens” and forming stars, and planets, and solar systems, and galaxies and everything that we know about in the Universe.When the Universe was Created there was Sound or “The Word of God” and there was great noise, chaos, and friction as the Universe began to take shape and form. The Universe reached vast distances and formed all of the Cosmos. Sparks and frequencies of Light and Energy are forming and perfecting themselves over and over. The Heavens rumbled as material smashed and particles accelerated. Now, imagine that this sound and this light are both the same Energy. In other words, we know that Unconditional Love has a “Sound” and it’s 528 Hertz, right? We also know that Unconditional Love has its own Energy and Vibration which is also known as “torsion wave energy”. From this place of Consciousness, we can tie in what Scientists have discovered and what our religious scholars teach us. We also know that Love is Light and speaking of Light, we measure a great many things by Light don’t we? Specifically, we measure the distance of things in Space by the Speed of Light and Unconditional Love is also known as the Light as in “Seeing the Light” which is clarity. So, in all of this it should be clear that there is Science in Spirituality and Spirituality in Science.We on Mother Earth don’t know for certain how long the Universe has been around but they say about 13.77 billion years, roughly. Read more...http://moonhippiemystic.com/2013/01/22/21-grams/Copyright © The Moon Hippie Mystic. All rights reserved. You may copy and distribute this material as long as you do not alter it in any way, the content remains complete and you include this copyright notice.
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The Gift…I know there are many people who have been touched by the tragedy that happened yesterday in Connecticut. I know I was and my family was. I’m a mother and I have 2 children who are 14 and 11 years old. I also live near Columbine High School and was within a half mile radius the day of that shooting and I visit the memorial several times a year. There’s also another incident that comes to mind and it’s the incident of 9/11 when I was a Flight Attendant for United Airlines. It touched close to home for me because it was my “workplace” but it also touched my community in that Jason Dahl, who was the Captain of Flight #93, was killed that day in this senseless tragedy. It’s very difficult not to be angry or wonder how these things continue to happen. It’s “difficult” to be on a quest for Happiness when these things happen and of course there is the ever-present “why?”. I don’t know the answers to these questions and I don’t know how to make it stop but I have an “idea”.These things are devastating and cause fragmentations or “ripples” in our consciousness as we ask ourselves “why?” and what can be done. It’s hard to look at something like this and See anything “good”, right? I speak of Gratitude quite a bit but what is there in something like this to be Grateful for? I’ve even gone so far as to feel a bit “guilty” for even trying to find something to be Grateful about when I know so many are grieving and have lost so much. My children are safe and sound albeit very confused, sad, and scared. So, where is the Gift in this and how do you even begin to find one in the first place? I’m not sure but we can’t go back so we have to go forward and in going forward we can make a conscious effort to re-gain something that may be missing in our own Lives or maybe make a difference in someone else’s. This is an “opportunity” to take a deep look inside and around so that there will be a shift in consciousness on a bigger scale. This is an opportunity to find something to be Grateful for and yesterday I did so I thought I would share.I received an e-mail from my mother yesterday and this is what it said:I sent an angel to watch over you , but she came back. I asked “why?”… The angel said: “Angels don’t watch over angels!”Twenty angels are in your world. Ten of them are sleeping, nine are playing, one is reading this message. Please read…. not joking…..God has seen you struggling with something. God says it’s over. A blessing is coming your way If you believe in miracles, send this message on, God is going to fix two BIG things tonight in your favor. If you believe, drop everything and pass it on. Tomorrow will be the best day ever. Send this to ten friends, including me, if I don’t get it back, I guess I’m not one of them. As soon as you get five replies, someone u love will quietly surprise you.So, of course this is one of those “annoying” e-mails that you get to send all around to your friends “just in case”, right? The weird thing is that my mom is not one of those people who would forward this kind of e-mail and the other weird thing is that someone I love quietly surprised me and it was my son. So, please bear with me as I explain a little further. I speak about my son in a previous blog post and how our family has been fragmented due to PAS (Parental Alienation Syndrome) which is a form of emotional abuse (http://moonhippiemystic.com/2012/10/06/what-is-parental-alienation-syndrome/). I’ve been trying very hard to put my family back together and there have been some pretty big “demons” to fight in doing this. There’s my kid’s dad who was emotionally abused as a child and doesn’t See that he is putting his own emotional needs before the needs of our son. There’s also my son who has become very closed down emotionally due to what he’s been through and he still doesn’t understand why or what has happened to cause so much hurt and separation between us. Things were going well at first but then he shut down again as I believe he is going through his own “process” in coming to terms with some things since he has been living without Unconditional Love with his dad for quite a while. He feels “abandoned” and unworthy of Love because he has been in a cycle of emotional abuse and it’s been quite a difficult journey as a mother to not be in a position to just grab him out of there and help him shake it off, so to speak. I have no “legal” rights when it comes to this because of his age and his determination to make it work with “dad”. I know this feeling well as I felt this way about my own mother in terms of wanting her Love and approval for such a long time. For some reason it is in our human nature to seek the approval of those who don’t wish to give it and this can be a very devastating cycle if not broken at some point in time. It took me 44 years to do this so of course I hope that the outcome in my son’s Life won’t be quite so devastating.I called him yesterday to see how he was doing and got the typical responses which are pretty much “yes, no, or I don’t know” since he doesn’t have a whole lot to say to me most of the time. But then he called me back and he was crying, really hard. I can’t imagine what it’s like to be a child in this day and age when you can’t even feel safe in school so of course my Heart was broken in hearing the sorrow coming from my son at the other end of the phone. But in that moment I also realized that this was an opportunity for him to actually FEEL something because he’s been trying really, really hard not to feel anything at all. So we spoke about these emotions and I was able to explain to him why this was an opportunity to feel something in his own Life and have Compassion for himself in all that he’s been through. This opened something inside of him and gave him an “excuse” to allow these emotions to flow as they’ve been needing to do for quite a while. He texted me later and said “my day is getting better, I got some free stuff for my game, I don’t know why…” so this gave me an opportunity. I told him “sometimes it takes something really bad to notice the things that are really good” because he’s been so focused on the things that are really bad in his Life. So, this was a Gift for me and my son to maybe get back to a place in Seeing something good which is the Love we have for each other that shouldn’t be “swept under the rug”.This is the holidays and I’m not just talking about Christmas which is what we celebrate in our family. It’s a time of coming together and celebrating Love and Family…and giving Gifts, of course. But what does “giving” really mean? The real essence of giving comes from the Heart and a true Gift is something that touches someone’s Heart and your own because it is given freely without the expectation of something in return. These Gifts I speak of are not necessarily things that come from the pocketbook but things that come from your Heart. We are going to have a pretty slim Christmas this year because, as I said in my blog post “Growing Pains…”, my hubby and I are having difficulty in the job market this year due to the ever dwindling economy. So, I’ve been wondering how to make this year special – especially in light of my recent Spiritual Awakening. What can I do differently this year and how can I make it work financially speaking are the questions that have come up in my mind quite a bit. So, my daughter has this idea last night that she wants to be the “secret santa” for her favorite teacher. The thing is that she has taken this initiative on her own which is pretty cool. She wants to give him a surprise Gift every day next week and then let him in on the “secret” on Friday and she wants to do all this just for the sheer joy of the “unexpected” surprise of it and joy of the Gift of giving. We all have our own special Gifts as we are all unique and special so I guess this is an opportunity to look inside and find this thing that is unique and special and what Gifts we have to offer ourselves and others.There are Gifts to be given and there is Joy to be had, even in light of this recent tragedy. This is an opportunity to Create something Beautiful in our own Lives or to reach out to someone else who may need a hand. This is the time to say to yourself “what do I want to with my Life and how can I make a difference in someone else’s?”. I know that in the face of these types of things there is usually a sense of helplessness and fear which is normal but the fact of the matter is that we are not “helpless”. We can make a difference, right now, today in our own Life or in the Life of someone close to us. It may be an opportunity to reflect on your own Life and what you can do for yourself to make it better whether it’s committing to take that art class, changing jobs, taking that long-awaited vacation, or spending more time with your family. It may be an opportunity to do something for a friend or neighbor even if it’s just inviting someone who’s alone over for a holiday dinner. It may be offering free counseling, dental work, or healthcare to a family who needs it. It may be serving food at the local homeless shelter or donating to your favorite charity. These are the True Gifts that come from the Heart that make a True difference in your own Life or the Life of someone else whether you know them or not. I speak quite a bit about Angels because I saw them and I feel them all around me. I know that there are many diverse beliefs out there and that’s okay because we have some very differing beliefs right here in our own household. So, I say Angels and someone else may say “aliens”, I say “God” and someone else may say Gaia, but the point is that we can all find a way to be an Angel to someone even if that someone is yourself. Remember, you have to put the oxygen mask on yourself first and if that’s what is necessary in this type of situation than go with that and own it because you can still Create something Beautiful by coming to terms with things in your own Life that will make it better. If we begin to Feel our own emotions and deal with them then we can begin to make a difference in the Lives of people we care about just by doing this so it’s still a Gift. For me, the only Gift I have to give right now are my words on this page but these words are flowing freely from my Heart and from a place of Love. I have spoken a bit about “anger” and how I try very hard not to let it enter my emotional field as I have difficulty communicating or accomplishing anything from this “place” but sometimes it takes anger to light a fire somewhere inside and that’s okay too. It’s normal to feel angry, helpless, guilty, and sad when something like this happens so instead of pushing it away it can be the source for us to Create something new and begin the process of bringing us together in Humanity which is inevitable anyway. So why not start now and use this tragedy as an “opportunity” to Create something new and Beautiful whether it’s in your own household or halfway around the World? Why not take this as an opportunity to look inside and See your own special and unique Gifts and begin to find a way to give them. This is the cycle of Life and we must move forward but the lesson is always in what is Created from tragedy. The lessons are the Gifts and the real tragedy lies in not learning the lesson that was intended in the first place. So, I guess it’s our job as a member of society or Humanity to Learn the lesson, find the Gift, and build something Beautiful in it’s wake. A period of sorrow is inevitable as is the grieving process but it’s how we turn this sorrow into Joy that really matters. It’s what we do from here that will make the difference we all hope to See in the World so it’s a starting point and an opportunity to begin to manifest these changes of Love, Peace, and Happiness by finding and giving The Gift. The True Gift lies in giving freely of yourself from your Heart and from a place of Love expecting nothing in return so I ask that you find it in yourself to give a Gift to yourself or someone else. This wave of Giving and Love will make a difference whether you see it or not. This Gift has the potential to Create something Beautiful from something “ugly” so I say the best thing we can do is Give from a place of Love and find Gratitude in the lesson – even if the lesson is learning how to Give in the first place.Copyright © The Moon Hippie Mystic. All rights reserved. You may copy and distribute this material as long as you do not alter it in any way, the content remains complete and you include this copyright notice.
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Growing Pains...

Is this Real or does it matter? I say yes and yes even though it’s made me feel “crazy”. I’m in a great deal of physical pain as my spirit soars so what’s up with that? I’m so Happy that there have been so many to turn to even though I’ve felt quite “alone” in this process. I guess it’s an individual journey but I’m also realizing that it’s because each of us has a role to play and it’s up to us individually to remember what that role is. I met my higher self back in August and it was pretty confusing because she was sitting up in the clouds with the Angels. Ever since I saw them (and “her”) I’ve been on a great quest to make sense of what I saw and felt on those 2 nights when I woke up so spontaneously. It’s as if I don’t Live “here” anymore but yet “reality” still goes on around me…and on, and on, and on. I feel different but I also feel as if I’ve been doing everything the same – except this writing thing, of course. As a matter of fact, once this “awakening” went down I figured I was good to go in the world and things would finally come to fruition in terms of stresses that have been in my Life for quite some time. When these things didn’t happen right away I felt a bit “abandoned” but I came to find out I just had some more “work” to do, on myself. There is no doubt in my mind that there is a purpose for my waking up but when I couldn’t see or feel it I became a bit frustrated, especially as this reality I speak of kept closing in on me. There were times that I even began to feel claustrophobic in my own body which was a very new sensation for me and not very “comfortable”. I know many are struggling with these ups and downs and I’ve learned a few things about this so I thought I would share. I was “told” some things the night I woke up and I’ve also stumbled along the way but I have embraced this process with everything that I AM and it hasn’t been easy in light of my financial situation and the reality that I speak of.So, one thing I’ve learned is “don’t be confined by reality” and this makes sense to me given what I would call the “denseness” of it. I began to walk on air when I woke up and I figured that would just continue as I made my way “out there” but I was wrong. I came to find that I was even more sensitive than before which was very confusing. I mean I felt Seen and Loved by my Creator who whispered sweet words of Love, Happiness, Peace, and Light from now on so where were these things I was expecting to find “out there”? I found a job and was laid off the very next day and so I kept looking to no avail. My husband’s last 3 jobs went down like this – he worked and worked and then didn’t get PAID! I’m not kidding you…he’s still waiting to get paid for a job he did over 6 weeks ago. It would be easy to be angry and we have but we’ve had to learn to let go of the things we can’t control and this is one of them. It’s really out of our hands and I believe it’s out of ALL of our hands other than focusing on our own “realities”. I came to find that there is a reason behind that and it’s because that is not our path or purpose anymore, in a sense. It seems that having been “touched” by this Divine Energy I was also being looked after whether I realized it or not. So, as the bills are piling up and reality is closing in I’m trying not to stress out about it and See the bigger picture here but sometimes I can’t. What I do know is that there are little miracles that keep happening, like no matter how “hard” it gets there is always just enough or more to get by for now. So this has taught me to have Faith. It has taught me to have Faith that I AM being looked after and cared for so that I have this time to heal and embrace this Light, Love, and Energy that is being poured into me and sometimes causes me great discomfort both physically and mentally. Don’t be confined by reality means to me that as much as things are going on around me I AM now the Creator of my own Universe and it’s my “job” to do just that. So, I continue to use the Law of Attraction and draw things into myself that I want. I practice this every moment that I think of it which is more and more as I concentrate on it. There is also a great website that sends me “notes from the universe” everyday and they speak to me (www.tut.com). Please trust me when I say that before this happened to me I would not have been on a public forum proudly announcing that I don’t have a regular job to go to everyday. But, hey…the Universe has other plans for me so what am I going to do? Fight it? No, because the Universe knows what I want and also what I need. The Universe also knows in which order I need them even though I have been inclined to “disagree” on some things. I come to find that of course the Universe was right and I was being taught another very powerful lesson that I could take with me moving forward. I have my moments of thinking that maybe I’m wrong about the fact that I need to go back out “there” and jump on the hamster wheel but maybe we’re not meant to contribute to this way of thinking anymore. So, let’s dream our dreams and imagine this Utopia that we all want so we can begin to see it emerge.The other thing I’ve learned is that when I have a “problem” with something or someone else it is usually my problem to fix as much as I resist it. The saying “what you resist persists” helped me so much with this. I began to let go of trying to control other people and their actions so when something bothered me I had to look inside. Our society has been based on fear and distrust of one another for a very long time and I See this. But I also had to realize that I had built up very strong defense mechanisms to it so it was my job to See them, acknowledge them, and release them. It’s a difficult thing to begin to trust in something that you can’t See and to wonder if maybe this “voice” in your head is just your imagination gone haywire. I feel as if these things are meant to be released and it’s necessary because maybe there’s just no place for these “negative” emotions anymore so why not enjoy them for the very last time? I have learned to simplify these things and what I see is either fear or Love. Anger is based on fear, guilt is based on fear, labels are based on fear, and most of the “love” we have known in this Life is based on fear because we don’t want to lose it, right? But, this is about the Age of Aquarius, the Revelation, the Rebirth and as such it is the time to shine and glow in the Power of Unconditional Love. Let’s face it, it always hurts to lose someone you Love or to feel unlovable in your own relationship or family and it’s easy to become angry or resentful of not having this Love you feel returned, right? But, Unconditional Love does not know these things and it really does take some getting used to to get it right. It seems that it would be the most natural thing in the World to allow this Love in that is so Pure and Beautiful but it’s honestly not that easy which is okay. The pureness of this Love makes some people uneasy and I was one of them. If you are used to loss in your Life or if you’ve never known Unconditional Love than it’s a natural thing to fear losing it and it takes some getting used to. The Power of this Unconditional Love makes me feel a bit “naked” as there are things about myself that I’m not proud of but by acknowledging these things I release them. In other words, I have to See it and Feel in order to ask that it be taken away from me. This is forgiveness, a confession of sorts between you and the Creator. Make amends with other people if necessary but mostly just let it go and give it to Mother Earth, the Angels, or the Universe who will be Happy to take it away. Trust in this Love and know that it’s right inside of you. It’s okay to take the time to sort it all out and there are no “losers” here – even the “deadbeats” like me who are still sifting through it and sorting it out. Which brings me to the next thing…labels.Why do we feel the need as a society to label everything and everyone? I know, right now it sounds as if I should look inside and I will do so after I speak it. I’ve had a “tough” Life, emotionally speaking, and I looked for help and compassion for a very long time. But, I’ve come to realize that the reason I didn’t find these things is because I’m different and my emotions run very, very deep. This is good because now I understand why I’ve always felt so different and why my emotions run so deep. It’s because I AM different and this compassion I was always looking for was never enough because I needed to learn to have it for myself first. I cannot have compassion for others before I first have it for myself and this must be a requirement for whatever this task is that lies ahead of me. So, the more I looked for help and compassion the more “labels” there were thrown at me and I didn’t like that one bit because it made me very defensive. I guess in a sense it should have made me defensive because I AM not a label given from someone or somewhere else. None of us are and the only label we should be worried about is the label that will be given us in this new Divine order as part of this Collective Consciousness. I AM exactly where I’m supposed to be and doing exactly what I’m supposed to be doing so now and I believe that this is my Spirit learning to fly and accept what is “expected” of me in the bigger picture. I feel as if it’s my job to accept what is happening and flow with it as hard as it is right now with feeling like I should just accept “reality”. This very reality will be changing very soon and it gives me Hope. It’s also about finding a new “identity” and I speak of this in detail on my blog post “My Identity Crisis”. http://moonhippiemystic.com/2012/10/26/my-identity-crisis/We are butterflies being birthed into a new state of Collective Consciousness and anytime we are faced with something new there will be growing pains to go along with it. It’s not an easy task to jump off this cliff when you don’t know what’s down there. But, as butterflies it takes a great deal of courage to turn yourself upside down in the chrysalis and spin out from the very reality that you have been taught to go along with. There are emotions involved in this and sometimes I feel fear so deep that I can literally taste it on my tongue. I’ve come to find that it’s not beneficial to me to keep asking “what if?” and “how” so now I’ve learned to just flow with the rhythm and be fearless in speaking my mind and speaking of these experiences. It’s this “separation” from one another that is helping us grow and soon we will begin to come together and “find” each other so to speak. We will Create a whole new world and things are beginning to happen whether we see them or not. Trust in Love, be Patient, and don’t be afraid to release these things that are no longer working in your Life. I found that once I “let go” of these things and/or people the things that are meant to continue will and that the things that aren’t won’t..period. In other words, the relationships that I’ve had to let go of were hard but some of them are coming back around. As they come back around I find that they come back around free from the expectations of “old”. So, trust in yourself if you are having to take a step back from certain things or certain people because it will all begin to make sense.The other thing I’ve had to learn is to let go of “ego” and this is very, very difficult. In other words, anything that isn’t for the greater good or that is “self-serving” no longer has a place for me. My “ego” tells me that I’m sitting here distancing myself from “reality” waiting for something to happen but my Spirit tells me it’s because there is something happening. As I manifest the things I want in my mind I can’t relate the actual experience to it or what it’s actually going to feel like when it happens. There have been thoughts of “maybe so and so will finally See me or be proud of me” but these things are no longer relevant. The point of the matter is that no matter where you are or how you are feeling in this moment there are bigger forces at work. As much as it’s happening the mind-blowing fact is that it’s already HAPPENED! So, what’s the point of fighting it? For example, my sleep patterns are so erratic that it’s hard to even “function” in daily Life and there is frustration that lies in this. There is also frustration that lies in the emotional and physical “pain” that comes with it. It’s hard not to feel as if you’re not “stuck” sometimes as you walk this very tricky labrynth. Rest assured that as much as you may feel like it’s “one step forward and two steps back” you are still moving forward. I mean, it’s already happened in the big scheme of things right? So, put one foot in front of the other and walk on…we are babies so take these baby steps accordingly and always from a place of Love and Gratitude.There are a few things that I’ve been doing that have helped me with this process of Love, Healing, and Acceptance. The first is when I feel any sort of “guilt” whatsoever I say “Forgive me, I’m sorry, Thank You, I Love You”. I say it to my husband and I say it to the Universe and the things I’m asking forgiveness for just float away. There is also something about “rainbows” lately and I think it’s because we are being asked to cross the rainbow bridge with our consciousness. I draw in this “rainbow” light and I ask it to “Love me, Nurture me, and Heal me” and it works. I spoke to someone recently who told me that they “pray” all the time but never for themselves. I was a Flight Attendant for most of my Life and the first thing you learn on an airplane is to put your oxygen mask on first so that you have the capacity to then help your children or others around you. So, don’t be a “martyr” and ask for help from whomever you need “here” but more importantly ask for help from up “there”. And remember, if you are even reading this you ARE exactly where you are supposed to be doing exactly what you are supposed to be doing – there are NO coincidences! Grasp hold of the Love & the Light and don’t be afraid to ask the Angels or your fellow Lightworkers for help when you need it. We will help each other through this first and then we will join forces as I believe that is the very next step to be taken. So, let’s bring it in…Go Team! Remember, we will never begin to See what else is “out there” until we come together right “here” and we are the ones we have been waiting for. We will get there, in time but in the meantime there are things to notice. I’ve noticed that the stars seem closer somehow. I’ve noticed that the sunrises and sunsets are more vibrant and colorful. I’ve noticed the birds and the wind “speaking” to me. I’ve noticed the trees and the sunshine and the rainbows all around even though there’s been no snow or rain. I’ve noticed the shapes in the clouds and the words in the music seem to “speak” to me too. Small things but are they really?How appropriate that my aunt just sent this to me in an e-mail? No coincidences, right?Revelations3:8When God leads you to the edge of thecliff, trust Him fully and let go, only 1 of 2things will happen, either He’ll catch you whenyou fall, or He’ll teach you how to fly! ‘Thepower of one sentence! God is going to shiftthings around for you today and let things workin your favor. God closes doors noman can open & God opens doors no man canclose…Love, Light, and Blessings -JenniferCopyright © The Moon Hippie Mystic. All rights reserved. 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The Universe Says "Hi"...

HIA gentle whisper tickles my ears, eyes now open.An unconscious soul awakens, embracing an endless network of roots, each one full of wondrous gifts.Drawn to my maker, wild energies dance on my mind, HI.Shadows of Love consume the night sky, I listen without fear.Brilliant spirits of light touch my face. My soul flowers, my emotions balanced, HI.Awake, the moon’s translucent light gives life, unveiling rhythmic spirits of the universe, playing wildly, running through the night sky, HI.Focused, my senses activate embraced with love, I am seen.Free to play and explore. The night sky fills with secrets carried by a gentle rhythm, HI.Ever lighter, no more tears rain from my soul. I am life, full of eternal energy forever in motion, charged with passion to pursue timeless knowledge.You are everything and anything. A light that is always on. I am seen and will forever see you. I am alive, HI.My SoulCopyright © The Moon Hippie Mystic. All rights reserved. You may copy and distribute this material as long as you do not alter it in any way, the content remains complete and you include this copyright notice.
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Bless The Broken Road...

To my husband, my children, the Angels, and my Creator:

“Bless the Broken Road” by Rascall Flatts is our wedding song and it feels as if that song has become the “theme” of my Life. Almost 9 years later something happened to us that has forever changed me and forever transitioned my outlook on Life. It’s turned me from an empty shell to a Beautiful, Spiritual Woman who has the Strength to take care of her Family in so many ways. I was drawn into the Brilliant Light of the Full Moon – A Blue Moon, on the “Eve” of September which is my favorite month. It’s the month we got married in the Chapel at Red Rocks and the Curious Deer came to the window to watch because Mother Earth Blessed our union. The union of 4 that made us a Family that will never be broken. The mother & the father who took the time to let the son & daughter know that they are just as important because our Life has no Meaning without them in it. September is the month when the air is cool & clean, when the Trees come out to play and show us their Colors, and the month that is the title of my Favorite song by Earth, Wind, & Fire which are the Elements of our wondrous Mother Earth. Less than 4 months ago on the Eve of September by the Light of the Blue Moon I was filled with the LOVE of our Creator and given Timeless Wisdom. I was Seen by our Creator and told that I had all of the Power of the Universe right inside of Me. It’s Always been right inside of Me and got lost along the way…but, this is the way my Life was Meant to go because it led me to this Place. God Blessed the Broken Road that led me back to Him – it’s just not the “God” I always “imagined” it would be.

I choose this Path so my Broken Road would lead to My Creator in such a way that I would Know how Strong I AM. In such a way that I would know how Loved, Beautiful, and Worthy I AM. In such a way that I won’t ever have to loss my Faith! My Broken Road was Blessed by Our Creator so that I can Create something Beautiful in My Life. I choose Life & Love & Spirit! Hear my Heartbeat with Mother Earth and with your own. Thank you to Rascall Flatts for the theme song of My Life:

“I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn’t see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I’d like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You’ve been there you understand
It’s all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Now I’m just rolling home
Into my lover’s arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you.”

Today is 12-12-12 and there is Meaning in this day. Bless and Forgive yourself and be Grateful for your Broken Road…



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The Angels are Here…

The Angels are Here…The Angels are among us. They are all around you if you but open your eyes to See them. They are the people around you with their Light on and with Love flowing from their Hearts. They are the tears you cry when you weep with Compassion at what may be happening in your own Life or the Lives of others. They are the ones who show you kindness when the kindness has left your own Heart. They are the Atlas that holds the weight of the World on their shoulders and they are the Atlas that is the Roadmap to Salvation. They have their hand out for you to grab hold of when you lose your way. They are the children in our schools who are bullied for being different but stay strong anyway. They are your children who you tuck into bed every night hoping that the world will be a better place for them when they grow up. They are the Soldiers and the Firefighters and the Peacekeepers and the Teachers. They are the sliver of Light you See in your darkest hour. They are the people who See the Beauty in Life and have learned to look at things with the Good Eye. They are the people who inspire you every day on every level. They are the people who know that to Truly Forgive you must Forgive YOURself first. They know we are ALL Clean in God’s eyes and hold no grudges for we know not what we do without Him. They are the writers who speak to your Heart and Soul. They are the drama kings and queens who aren’t afraid to show emotion. They are the artists who show us all of the brilliant colors and see the wondrous Gifts our Mother has provided us. They are the farmers who grow the food we eat because they care. They are the people who take time out of their day to give you a smile when you forgot how. They are the marital artists and yogis who have mastered the Mind/Body connection. They are the bloggers who gently nudge you from your deep slumber. They are the people who place Value on the status of Life instead of value on the status of money. They are the people who bond with Mother Earth whether it’s on the ski slope or in the garden. They are the ones you go to for advice and the people who always listen when you need an ear. They are the Lightworkers who Light the path and the channelers who bring you the “news”. They are the addicts and alcoholics whose Hearts are wounded from the harshness of this World because they don’t know how Worthy they are of Love. They are those who have Loved and lost and Lived to Love again. They are the musicians who play beautiful music that speaks to each of us in a different way. They are the people who are trying to make a difference in the World and wouldn’t have it any other way. They are the sentimental people whose Hearts break when they don’t See Kindness or Compassion. They are the Creators of their Universe and Live by the Universal Laws. They are the people who never fail to say “Thank You” for everything that comes their way – good or bad. They are the miracles that happen in your day no matter how big or small. They are all around you and they are waiting to be of service in your hour of need. They are the ones who suffer so we will See including the ones who are dying so that we may Live. They are above you just waiting for you to ask for their assistance so they may fly to your side. They are watching you and standing by. They are the wayshowers who can show you how. The veils have thinned and are getting thinner and they will arrive in force as they are awakened to their calling. They are everywhere and they will be taking over, slowly at first but ever faster. They are there if you need them, you have but to ask. Do you know one? Do you See them? Could you be one? YES…Copyright © The Moon Hippie Mystic. All rights reserved. You may copy and distribute this material as long as you do not alter it in any way, the content remains complete and you include this copyright notice.
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Diamonds in the Sky…

There has been a recent discovery of a “diamond planet” and I’ve been fascinated by it since I heard about it but didn’t really know why. As with most things recently I wonder why these things stick out in my mind and what it has to do with my Spiritual Journey. Well, I think I just put it together when I read this article about the Diamond Planet and the monetary “value” that was place on it. They say that this planet is worth $26.9 Nonillion which is 26.9 followed by 30 zeros. Here is the article from Forbes if you would like to take a look at it: http://www.forbes.com/sites/petercohan/2012/10/12/diamond-planet-worth-26-9-nonillion/

So, the question is “what does this have to do with Spirituality?”. Well, since I’ve realized that there is Science in Spirituality and Spirituality in Science I will tell you my thoughts and I hoped I’m not “hanged” for them. My thoughts have to do with Spirit and more importantly, Mother Earth. Here is a quote from the article I’m referring to “There is no doubt in my mind that it would be quite valuable for those of us on earth to be able to mine The Diamond Planet and sell its raw diamonds. Naturally, there is a question of whether all that supply could be absorbed by the market.”. So, I have a bit of a “problem” with this and lately I feel somewhat un-Grateful when I have a problem with anything. But, here goes…

I only have my own thoughts and beliefs to go on and I believe that this journey has taught me quite a bit about Humanity, the Divine, and Mother Earth but I also know that there is much, much more to learn. I believe that I’m not the only one going through the process of “ascension”, Collective Consciousness, enlightenment or whatever you choose to call it. I believe there is a reason for this “evolution” and I wonder often if it could really be True that our very DNA is changing. If this is the case, I believe that there is a reason behind it and one of the reasons is Mother Earth. I believe that we have “forgotten” where we come from and our Divine Nature, I know that I have and it’s been quite the journey in “remembering” these things. It’s pushed my mind to what I would call the “brinks of insanity” and back again but I always come back to myself and Mother Earth. I have a very strong connection with Mother Earth and Grandmother Moon as my awakening was very feminine in nature. I think the reason I could never get close to “God” in my Life was because my perception of “God” was the man sitting on the throne in the sky in judgement. I had never once heard any type of “feminine” aspect other than Mother Mary. But, we can’t have Life without both aspects – male/female, yin/yang, masculine/feminine, and Mother/Father. As I’ve stated, I’ve read quite a bit about “religion” and ancient beliefs and have looked for the common threads so to speak. As with most things there is “duality” and the duality that I’m referring to right now is the Goddess portion of Spirituality. I have read a great many things about this and specifically about how our calendars used to be both Solar and Lunar. I believe that as we have gotten away from the Lunar side of our calendars we have also gotten away from the Lunar side of Spirituality. The Goddess is the Intuitive side of our nature. The Goddess is the female side of Spirituality. The side of us that nurtures, Loves unconditionally, shows Compassion, walks with Emotional Intelligence, respects Life and the Earth, has the power to Heal with Love energy, and has Motherly Instinct. The Goddess is what has been missing for so very long from our consciousness and she is trying very hard to get our attention. She is Mother Earth and our Mother is struggling to survive after we have forgotten about her for so very long.

So, what does this have to do with diamonds on a distant planet? Well, it’s about “arrogance” and this is difficult for me because I want to write from this place of Love and not “call out” these things in what sounds like a negative way. But, this is True, there is an arrogance among us for to believe that we have a “right” to mine this far off planet for Diamonds and “sell” them here on Earth. I mean, who specifically will have the right to mine and sell these diamonds and what are they going to do with this money? Will they feed the world? Use it to Create sustainable energy? Or, will they use it to Create more extravagant Lifestyles? The Earth is our Mother and however you choose to look at it she is the still giver of Life right here where WE Live. She is abundant and plentiful but she also cries to be Seen and respected as such. She is a reflection of God/Goddess because we are all one in Creation and Mother Earth is no exception. I’ve spoken about her Heartbeat and her vibrations so there is no doubt that she is “waking up” too. So, if Mother Earth is a reflection of God and she is the giver of Life who is abundant and plentiful why do we not see her as such? My point is that Mother Earth has provided us with all of the resources we will ever need if we work WITH her instead of against her. We as a species have taken what she has given ALL of us and put a monetary value on it. I know that I’ve always been “different” and as such I believe that this “awakening” along with Mother Earth has made me understand why I’ve always been so different. It’s because I could never “get right” with what was being “taught” to me as I grew up in this world that revolved around money. Of course we all need money to survive, right? Well, I say wrong. We need Earth to survive and she has provided us with everything we need to do so. I mean, we can’t EAT money can we? We can’t cook our food with money unless we burn it. We can’t build a paper or plastic house. This is where it gets “tricky” I guess.

We have created a system that is no longer working and it’s collapsing all around us as we speak and will probably continue to do so until we wake up to what is happening. We are at war with one another over land, money, and oil and it’s happening as we speak. It doesn’t matter what “religion” you adhere to because there are still Universal Laws in place and these Universal Laws are what we are meant to abide by. This means that it is against the Law to take and take without giving back. We have taken so much from our Mother without giving back and it will no longer be “tolerated” so to speak. I often wondered why I didn’t have the Freedom to live where I wanted on this Beautiful Planet just because of where I was born. Am I not Free to roam so that I can explore my Mother and all of her Gifts? I often wondered who decided that we could ever place monetary value on things such as Water when this is a Gift of Life from our Mother. I often wondered why so many must go hungry when our Mother has provided plenty for ALL of us if we would only give back. I often wondered who decided we could place monetary value on LIFE by allowing some to die and some to Live based on their financial worth. I even went so far as to wonder why they couldn’t just make more money if we run out – I mean it’s cotton and Linen after all…resources from our Mother. She has provided us with Gold, Silver, and Diamonds. All beautiful things to look at and touch but we have decided that this has monetary value as well. Who decided these things and why didn’t anyone ask me what I thought about it? Why hasn’t anyone asked what the hungry or homeless people think about it? Why hasn’t anyone asked the people who are being wiped out by their government leaders what they think about it? Do we not care? Do we not See? Do we not want to Give? Do we not Love? We are a Universal Mind and as such these are questions I believe should be raised. But, that’s just me and as a very, very small part of this vast Universal Mind I am entitled to my opinion as you are entitled to yours. This is just what I See around me and it’s difficult to See these things and feel helpless to do anything about it so it’s easier to put the nose back to the grindstone and focus on that without ever bothering to look up and around. Either way, she will rumble and roar until we look up to See her and ask her what she needs to thrive.

We have an opportunity right now to wake up and See Mother Earth and ALL her Glory. We have an obligation to ask ourselves what we can do to break the cycle that is no longer working. It is all of our responsibility to open ourselves up to these things because either way I believe Mother Earth will be sure that we begin to See and Feel her. We are Divine Beings with the power to manifest our reality and with this Universal Mind we have power unlike anything we have ever dreamed of. We have the power to put our Minds and Hearts together and get to work Creating something new, different, and Beautiful. We are diamonds in the sky, right here on Mother Earth, and it is our responsibility at this time in History to shine bright with our inner Light and change our very reality. We are diamonds in the sky and it is our job to make sure that no one around us goes hungry or without shelter. We are diamonds in the sky and it is our job to take care of our Mother who has provided us with sustenance and Life. See her, Feel her, Taste her, Smell her, and LOVE her by beginning to See, Feel and LOVE EACH OTHER! We are Beautiful like Diamonds in the Sky…You are Beautiful like a Diamond in the Sky! I See you, no matter who or where you are, and I see Diamonds…everywhere!
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Let it Rain...

I Love the rain. I always have. Maybe it’s because Water is my element. Maybe it’s because I’ve had sorrow in my Life and the rain is fresh and rejuvenating. Maybe it’s because Spring is my favorite season. Maybe it’s because I want to feel Pure and Clean. I wish this was the rain I was talking about right now but what I’m talking about right now is the rain that is pours from Heart, Soul, and eyes. This rain is grief and this is a very common process that we go through when we have had a loss or trauma in our Lives. I have recently gone through this grieving process and it happened shortly after my awakening back in August. This was difficult and confusing for me at the time because I had just been given the greatest Gift of my Life in finding God and Spirit and coming to terms with past traumas in my Life that had never been acknowledged or released. This grieving process is a normal, natural process but it can become very difficult if we don’t accept it and allow ourselves to work through it. The only things is that instead of calling it a “grieving” process I would like to formally change the name to the Healing Process. When I went through my Healing process I wasn’t prepared nor did I know what to expect so it was a bit “scary” for me in that I felt as if something was “wrong” with me for feeling so down when I should have been floating on a cloud rainbow. At any rate, my parents dog died on Wednesday and my step-dad is having a really hard time with it and I feel sad for him in knowing how difficult this process is to go through. He told me that he felt empty and that as someone with a low “emotional curve” it was probably a good thing. Well, my step-dad has a huge Heart but he goes to great links to “hide” it from the world and I know that he really does have a low emotional curve. As a matter of fact, I respect him in being able to voice this to me because it means that he is “aware” and this journey is about becoming more aware as a species, right? At any rate, I have something to say about grief and more importantly, the Healing process. I’ve become so Grateful for every little thing as I go through this journey and the more Grateful I am for the lessons the more lessons I am presented with. This is one of them and I hope this is helpful for those who are grieving, have grieved, or who are trying to release past traumas in their Lives. Allow this process to ensue if it needs to because it’s not worth the trauma that’s caused by keeping it inside. It’s a painful process, yes, but so worth it in the end and it’s why we are here on Earth at this time. We are here to have the full human experience and to feel the full gamut of our human emotions and to deny these emotions is to deny destiny. This is what I know about grief and this process. I’m referring to our friend because it doesn’t matter if you are grieving a loved one, friend, animal spirit, or yourself; we still have to let go sometimes and it’s hard to let go of these dear, dear friends.I AM Grateful for grief and the process because it allows me to know that I AM Alive and that I have Loved and been Loved:This is grief. This is sorrow and you have to know that you will grieve and be prepared for that so you can begin to Heal. This is a process that isn’t easy but will be made more difficult if you don’t allow yourself to go through it the proper way. By not allowing yourself this necessary process you will only prolong it but it also helps to understand it and what to expect. You are grieving and you will do so until you are finished and no one will know how long that will take, especially you. You can’t expect to just “be done” with it because as I said it will only make it harder. There will be times when you will feel as if you are okay only to find 2 days later that this may not be the case and you need to be okay with that as much as want to “wish” it away. You will be in denial because your mind is having a hard time accepting this very different reality but it will slowly allow you to access the other emotions involved as you are ready. You will be angry because you are in pain and because you miss your friend. You will be angry because you are scared of what your Life will be without this dear Soul to turn to. You will feel somewhat helpless because of the circumstances and this is called “bargaining” because it will make us feel a need to control certain things. Part of this need to “control” is because there is sorrow behind this and once the mind is finished “masking” these other symptoms you will feel very sad and this is painful. This is where it’s tricky and the “avoidance” comes in because it may feel like you want to release this sorrow but in order to do that you have to allow yourself to feel the pain that comes with it. Sorrow is hard but it doesn’t have to be if you allow yourself to feel it Truly and the best way to do that is by honoring your friend and the Joy they brought to your Life. The heartwarming moments that come to mind when you think of them in tribute are the key to mastering this process. In these moments is where you will find your friend and more importantly their Spirit. These are your memories and no one can take them away from you so you honor your friend by allowing yourself to remember them in this way. These moments in time are forever sealed in the Book of Life, the Akashic Records, or the Cosmic Mind – however you wish to look at it. The Love you have for each other is forever recorded in the Universe and will be there for all time. This is where you will find your friend both here and “later”. Allow yourself to feel the sorrow so that you can rejoice in the memories. Allow yourself to cry the tears because it means you Loved your friend and you are releasing the pain that should not be kept inside. You cannot remember the good times by avoiding thinking about your friend at all so in order to honor their memory you have to honor yourself in remembering. Be forever Grateful for all of the memories in every moment that you think of your friend. I will say to you that there must be rain in order for flowers to grow. There must be rain to maintain balance on Mother Earth. And, most importantly, there must be rain in order to know that you Loved your friend, they Loved you, and you will miss their presence in your Life. I will say to you:Let it Rain…After the Rain comes the Rainbow and this is acceptance. When you see the Rainbow you will know that your friend is just on the other side filled with Joy that you made the journey down this road together. You will See and feel the Spirit of your friend and their Gratitude that you Loved them enough to remember and Honor them in this way even though it caused you great pain and heartache. Thank them for walking down this path with you and for being with you when you finally reached the Rainbow. This is when you will know that they are always with you and will forever be a part of your Soul and you of theirs. This is when you will remember where they are and where you come from.
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To My Creator…

Today is my birthday and I’m 45 years old. This seems like an old age – not because of the number or because I’m worried about “ageing”. It seems old because I have lived all of this time away from you, alone. Even when I wasn’t alone I was empty without your Light and Love around me, through me, and inside of me. I don’t know all there is to know by far but I know one thing and it’s this: If I volunteered to Live a Life without you in it I know that this is a Life that is filled with a void. I AM Grateful for the task you have given me so that I could once again know your Love and seek your Wisdom. For there is no LIFE without LOVE, there is no journey worth taking if you are not there to walk with me. I will never want to undertake such a mission again of my own free will but if I suit my purpose in your Love and Light there is nothing I wouldn’t do if you require it of me. I just humbly ask that I be free from the chains of not knowing you for the rest of my journeys as I now understand the nothingness – the emptiness of a Life lived without Unconditional Love. Humanity does not know how to Live without you and this has now been proven beyond a doubt, to me. Please continue to bring me closer to HOME and my purpose. Please bring all of your Divine Power inside of me so that I may continue to laugh and play with you and the beauty you reveal that never ceases to Amaze me. How can you be so Magnificent and yet not be Seen with Love, Joy, and Awe by so many? The Earthly Love I have learned to receive is giving me strength and confidence so that my Heart is bursting with LOVE. This LOVE energy, your energy is inside of my SOUL and it tingles with anticipation for when I will See you again. Today is a special day, not because it’s my birthday but because you have Amazed me with your Gifts yet again. There is so much LOVE here, so much I have yet to understand…but I understand this: I AM Blessed beyond measure. As you continue to teach me and I continue to grow stronger I will always act from that which I come. I AM your Angel who comes from the purest, most Brilliant Light of a LOVE so deep and meaningful it has yet to be fully comprehended. I AM your Angel who wishes to be of service if you would so graciously accept my promise to be One with you. Please understand that on Earth I AM your strong and delicate Angel who weeps with compassion for the unnecessary pain of a Life lost without your presence – for you are LIFE and without you is emptiness. I AM your Heart that shines with your Light. I AM your Soul which is Powerful with LOVE. I AM your vessel on this Mother Earth and I ask you to shape me with your Divine Light so that I may SEE you, feel you, hear you, touch you, smell you, breath you, and taste you. I AM your daughter in the Moonlight and your daughter of the Earth. I cherish you with ALL that I AM and I LOVE you with ALL that I AM. I AM your mother Angel who has many Hearts. My Hearts are everywhere because on my 1st birthday I have outgrown the already over-sized Heart you gave me. Your Hearts are everywhere because you are the very definition of LOVE. I AM so Grateful for all that I have been given today. Today is my birthday but only because you have breathed LIFE into my Soul. I See You, I AM Seen, I AM Alive, and I AM Awake.Share this:
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Where is “God”?

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Wow, that’s a “heavy” topic to bring up, right?  I’ve struggled with it but I’ve come to realize that I think that’s why I was awakened in the first place – to bring up this topic, consistently.  I’ve been doing quite a bit of research trying to make sense of my spontaneous Spiritual Awakening and to see if I’m alone in what I see…which is A LOT.  I See things that many don’t wish to See and it’s made me feel different all of my Life but now I feel Blessed.  I have been on both sides, and very recently so it’s all very fresh in my mind and my mind’s “eye”.  This is Good because it gives me insight and so now I’m going to  to “own” my Truth and go from there.  I had a “Glimpse Behind the Veil” with my own eyes and with my Heart, both together and both separately.   I have looked for  to make sense of what I’ve seen and felt.  I have looked for someone else who may have had this happen.  I have researched topics of religion, angels, aliens, indigenous tribes and their prophecies, near death experiences, and .  I have been doing this almost non-stop for the last 3 months and I’ve processed a great deal of information.  I always go back to what I know to be True because it is what I was shown and told…it was what I and I alone Experienced.  That’s the key, it’s always been there and the Gift – the Beauty is in the simple fact that this one is “mine” to re-tell from my perspective.  It was a Gift and as it was given to me it is also intended to be given back to you if you wish to Receive it.  I hope you do because this Gift feels like the Heaven that I always imagined times infinity.  Yes, I FELT Heaven and I still can’t wrap my head or Heart around it because it is not something that can be described in words and my “human” emotions are too limited to comprehend the Purity of the LOVE that comes with the Light.  I don’t think it’s something that can be completely felt all at once because of the intensity of it.  In other words, I’m still growing into it but I’m leaning into it with ALL that I AM!

So, where is “God”?  I use quotations around the word God because I’ve never been a “religious” person and the God I’ve come to know is much vaster than what I had imagined “God” to be in my mind that was “sleeping”.  The God I knew was created in my mind and not the Creator of my Mind.  The God I knew was something small in my imagination and not as vast as the Universe.  The God I knew lived “up there” in judgement and not right inside of my Soul as I AM a Divine Being.  Yes, I believe we ALL Divine Beings and this is what Jesus was trying to tell me in his teachings.  He is the son of God and I AM the daughter of God – both equally and both separately. I was told that we are ALL ONE in Creation and ALL Individuals in Humanity.  YES, we are ALL that Special and it is such a simple choice to make.  It’s Brilliant in its simplicity that all I have to do is look inside of myself to see God and my Divine Nature.  So, I struggle with a “word” to describe something so vast, wise, and full of LOVE as “God” is, to me.  Let me tell you a couple of things I’ve learned about God.

God is sound and the “word” of God is a sound.  It is the sound that can create Crop Circles and change molecular structures.  It is the sound that Creates Sacred Geometry.  It is the sound of Creation and the resonance of Love.  Yes, there is a “frequency” to the sound of Love and I’ve read that it’s 528 hertz to be specific.  It’s the sound in the Buddhist Meditation and the dance beat in my favorite song.  It’s the sound of my children laughing and the sounds that bring me Joy in my Life.  It’s the sound of the rushing river and the crackling beach-side bonfire.  It’s the sound of the wind in the trees and the cheers that roar in the crowd when my team scores a touchdown.  It’s the sound that I hear when I  listen to my husband’s heartbeat in sync with my own.  It’s the sound of Christmas music and a champagne cork popping.  You know, the sounds that make you smile.

God is the Energy and Vibration of LOVE.  Our human emotions have frequencies and this is a proven fact.  Our negative emotions have a low vibration that is a very dense energy and our positive emotions have a higher vibration and a Light/Love energy.  God is this Light/Love energy and this vibration is my “channel” in which I can reach this Divine Energy.  I’ve also heard the dark/light energy described as fear/Love and I can agree with this.  Most negative emotions are based on “fear” – fear of the unknown, fear of failure, fear of loss, and fear of letting go.  Most positive emotions are based on LOVE, happiness, peace, prosperity, abundance, faith, community, family, friends and God, of course.  When I was behind the veil I was told that we were never meant to Live in such dark energy and as it consumes us it consumes our Planet – our MOTHER.  We have an opportunity, right now in our Lifetimes, to make a choice between fear and LOVE.  When I chose Love I found  God and Spirit and Peace and Happiness.  I let go of fear (along with anger and guilt just to name a few) and I imagine that as I let it go it leaves a void inside of me so I imagine this void being filled with the Love and Light of God and I ask the Angels to help me.  The Angels are real and my husband and I saw them that night so I’ve done quite a bit of research on this topic as well.  I’ve read a great many times that you must give your Angels permission to help you in your daily Life so now I do this everyday and it works, for me.  I’ve noticed how much easier Life seems to be when I operate from the vibration and frequency which is a place of Love and this is how I know it’s True.  I ask the Angels to help me, surround me with Love and Light, and to Heal me and things get better so this is how I also know that they are Real.

God is the “voice” in my head and the words in the song or poem that I felt was meant just for me.  It was!  God is the voice in my meditation and the Guardian Angel on my shoulder.  God is the wind in the trees and the birds singing.  God is Mother Earth and Mother Moon.  God is the shapes I see in the clouds and the rainbows in the sky.  God is the Sun that shines with its bright Golden Light.  God is as vast as the beginning of the Universe and as close as the Light I hold inside my Soul.  God is the intuition that tells me when something feels right or wrong.  God is the feeling I get when I’m having a great day and everything is Perfect.  God is the flowers growing in the Spring and the butterflies.  God is a white Christmas and the smell of Autumn.  I find it when I go outside and listen to the heartbeat in my Mother Earth…yes, she really has a heartbeat.  This is also a proven fact and her Heartbeat has been seen from space.  Her heartbeat is also increasing in frequency – yes this word again – it’s important.  She is Alive…just like you and me.  I Listen to her because she is the Mother of all Life on our Planet and she wants me to See her and to LOVE her.  She feels this negative energy too and she needs to heal – she needs Humanity to help her heal and I can do this by simply choosing LOVE.

God is the oneness I feel when I’m playing outside in my church or seeing my loved ones.  We are all one in Creation and this oneness feeling is a reflection of God.  It’s the closeness I feel when I’m having a Good time with friends.  It’s the joy I feel sitting among the other parents watching my child perform in the school musical.  It’s the things in my Life that I celebrate with those closest to me and the birthday party I went to last night.  It’s the oneness when I accomplish something I’ve always wanted and the people in my Life jump with Happiness for me.  It’s the oneness I feel with the planet and the beliefs I hold in healing her – no matter how small they seem to be.  God is the oneness I feel with nature when I just had the perfect ski run or the perfect day in a river raft.  God is the person who showed me kindness and compassion when I had a bad day.  God is that spark that I feel when everything just flows.  Oh, and of course God is ALL of my Creativity because God IS Creation!

Where is God?  As my husband said in his poem “Hi” – “Anywhere and Everywhere, A Light that is always on”.  You can hear it, you can feel it, and you can See it!  Pretty Cool!

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Choose Love…

This has been an interesting journey for me so far. I would like to say that it’s all been fun and it has but it’s also been a necessary process of release, healing, meditation, and sometimes “drama”. My writing keeps me grounded and when I step away from it I seem to get lost in the drama that I see and hear about on a daily basis. The drama of the economy, the state of our planet, the Middle East, and the innocent people all over the world who are being killed and going hungry for no reason that I can understand. I have read a great many things in regards to Spirituality as this is what has kept me grounded as well, most of the time at least. There is a great deal of information out there and it can be overwhelming so I always come back to one place which is my center. I know that this journey is about me and I can only control what I say, feel, and think as much as I want to shout “WAKE UP” to the World. If I “allowed” myself I could get caught up in the drama of what is happening on our Planet I could end up being stuck there for many, many Lifetimes. Which brings me to something else which is the emotional portion of this journey. I can say that it’s been quite the ride and not a ride I was expecting but more like a ride with many twists and turns and I just happen to be taking this ride with a blindfold on! I feel the Bliss of Love, Peace, and Happiness but there are days where I feel the opposite of these things as well which is a bit “scary”. I’ve come to understand that this “fear” is necessary but should also be recognized and released for I have nothing to fear anymore – and that includes “death” because I now understand that we pass through the veil to ALL of the Love, Peace, Happiness, and Wisdom that is our Creator and it is here that we Live on. I believe we are coming together in humanity as a collective consciousness and as such it would make sense to me that I would feel not only the Love energy of those who have embraced this process but also the “fear” energy of those who still “suffer”. For if just one of us is suffering than are we not ALL suffering? If just one of us is hungry are we not ALL hungry? If just one of us is being terrorized in our homes are we not ALL being terrorized in our homes? Would it not make sense that as a collective consciousness we would feel the fear and pain of those who are our brothers, sisters, mothers, fathers, and most importantly…our children? I believe this to be True with ALL that I AM but what can I do about it? I’m not sure but I have an idea that is “simple” as I’ve learned it’s easier to keep it that way…simple.I can Choose LOVE.Love is the Life force of the Creator and in this Life force I can accomplish anything and everything that it is my Purpose to accomplish. I can choose Love to work through my emotional problems and they get easier when I am operating from this “place”. I can choose Love when I See the tragedy happening on the planet and I can make time to help someone who is less fortunate than myself. I can choose Love when the things in my Life don’t make sense and I feel stuck by asking the Universe (or my higher self, Jesus, God, Angels, Mother Earth, etc…whatever you’re into) for help. Love is something that I can always count on to be there for me if I just make this conscious decision in my Life. I compare it to how when I was a kid of about 16 years old and I went to church with my aunt. I had always been “fascinated” with religion but until recently I could never disseminate between “religion” and Spirituality. At any rate, I was asked to receive Jesus into my Heart as my savior and I did this but I didn’t feel any differently and it didn’t do anything to enhance my Life at that point which made me feel a bit “abandoned” by God. I can see this from a different perspective now though and it’s about receiving Love into your Heart if you can learn how. It just took me a really long time to learn how because my Heart had never been “opened”.I read something recently about the Heart Chakra and more importantly about the Heart Chakra in children. So, what happens to a child such as myself whose Heart Chakra isn’t opened? If you’ve read other blog posts that I’ve written than you will know that I led a very “Love starved” Life until my Creator sent my Moon Mother and the Angels to gently wake me up so that I could see that I AM worthy of Love. I wonder how we can open these Heart Chakras around the planet when there are so many who are Love starved as well. I think I have the answer to that and it goes back to my Center or my Soul and the fact that I cannot control anyone but myself. Again, I can choose Love. I have written and read quite a bit about the vibration and energy of Love and I believe that we as a species are opening up to this energy because like most things it’s contagious. What if my only job was to spread this Light/Love Energy by just writing this blog? That would be too simple to be True, right? Not really, that’s the Beauty of Love because when you embrace the Power of the Love of our Creator everything gets EASY! That’s not to say that I don’t have my moments – I mean I’m only human, right? But, if I don’t let allow myself to get caught up in the drama then I can swim in the Tranquility of the Sea of Love that is all around me.When I “woke up” I was told to write so that I may plant a seed that will trickle down and this confused me. I didn’t think I had anything to say and more importantly I didn’t think anyone would be “listening”. But what if I changed just one person’s day? That would make my Soul sing and what’s wrong with that? What if I could consciously make a choice to be an Angel here on Earth and make it my mission to touch at least one person from a place of Love per week? What if we all did that? I think it would be like watching a beautiful “virus” spread around our planet. What if it were really THAT simple? How Brilliant of our Creator to induce a “virus” of Love so that I may evolve into what I was always Meant to be which is the Creator of “ME” and by extension the Healer myself and hopefully the Healer of Mother Earth!There is no mistaking that our Mother is in trouble and I’ve come to understand that she is just as full of Life as I AM. She has a Heartbeat just as I do. She is gasping for breath just as I AM because maybe she is “overwhelmed” sometimes too. We are Divine beings with a Soul and I’m betting that Mother Earth has a Soul too. I know that the “chicken soup” for the Soul is LOVE and I know that LOVE is Energy. I know that negative energy such as anger is contagious so why wouldn’t LOVE be contagious as well? It is not such an outrageous thought to me that if we can Heal ourselves and others with our LOVE energy we can also Heal our Mother this way. The only thing that has gotten in the way of my journey has been my “ego” and trying to hold on to something that is no longer working for me. I can no longer make sense of anything that is not the simplistic Energy of LOVE so why keep trying? How many times am I going to walk around the circle this “labyrinth” until I realize that when I choose LOVE everything falls into place? When I choose LOVE things in my Life become Beautiful and I begin to Create my destiny and fulfill my Purpose. When I choose LOVE I meet an unexpected “windfall” of prosperity even if that windfall is the $20 I need in that moment. When I choose LOVE I become Grateful for the lessons that may be “painful” in the moment but that teach me more about myself and the True essence of my Soul. When I choose LOVE I become Grateful. I become Grateful for the $20 instead of fearful of what may be “lacking”. I become Grateful for my place in this Life and all of my “drama” because it has made me who I AM. I become Grateful for those I feel have “hurt” me because they have made me who I AM. In other words, the more Grateful I AM the more Gifts I receive therefore filling my Heart with more and more Love energy and Light. When I choose LOVE I can “forgive” and, more importantly, I can forget about all of the “drama” in my Life and who did what do who. Even better, I can begin to put the “drama” into perspective and realize the potential I have in putting my relationships back together with the people who matter to me. As I said, I can spend many Lifetimes getting caught up in the “drama” but I would rather spend many, many more Lifetimes being caught up in LOVE. I choose LOVE because it’s easy and there is nothing wrong with easy right now. I choose Love because I AM LOVE!1 Corinthians 13:4-8New International Version (NIV)4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues,they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
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To the Angels…

With Gratitude -You are the Rainbow Light that I call upon to LOVE me, Nurture me, and Heal meYou are the Rainbow Bridge that takes me where I wish to goYou are my Light Guardian sent to keep me safe and soundYou are always here for within me is where you dwellYou are the one I see above me and you wrap your arms around me everydayMy pain is your pain that you Soothe and HealYou are the images in my mind’s eye and the Joy I feel when I imagine this “place”This place is LOVE and I AM learning the power this place bringsThis place is LOVE and this is my HomeI AM Grateful for the messages, I AM Grateful for the lessons, I AM Grateful to Heal, and I AM Grateful to myself for birthing my wings
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