I don't know why.

I'm a very open minded person. I love spirituality and alternative views. I love discussing theories with intelligent, well researched people.You'd think I'd love it on AC right?Yet every time I come here, I feel annoyed, aggravated, depressed and disillusioned with the New Age movement.I am made to feel like I am wrong, negative, evil, aggressive. When in reality I am none of those things and it is REALLY getting me down.I'm contemplating removing myself from AC and this makes me really really sad. I was one of the first to register here, and I loved it in the beginning. Now it just seems there are too many "holier than thou 'lightworkers" who refuse to discuss and debate. They seem almost afraid to let themselves be human and to the 'un enlightened' (and I use that term extremely loosely) it just makes them come across as closed off, and in denial.I'm disappointed that so many of the spiritual websites I knew and loved have turned into bubbles of un-wavering thought.The more time I spend here, the more UN-enlightened I feel. WTH is up with that???*pouts*

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  • Hi Lilitu,

    This is a negative world we live in. Take a look at how this world has treated the saviours, savants, and positive leaders?
    That is because being spiritual, we are like a splinter in the bannister of life, and so the negative people want us removed as soon as possible.

    Our job, is to rise above the slop and attitudes of those buried in the mire of negativity.

    Do not let them drag you down into the hole they are in.

    We all have a purpose, and those very negative people can always serve you as a poor example.

    Balance is the key.

    Balance in all things.

    Have a wonderful day. I know you will.

    Marc
    • i had many times before such feelings about spiritual information sites and all...first was the exaltation and everything was pink and shiny..then the opposite..so indeed..balance and a greater and wider understanding is the key..ask for guidance and help and they never miss you...love and light dana
  • I think you are at the place, you need put across your ideas and intelligent theories, members will eager to share! isn't this what's its about?
    you have already had responses to your request, that's just shows how much we want to discuss and are concerned for each other.

    I have recently joined and have learned so much already, and One this thing about this site is that we can say whjat we feel and share and help!

    Tell us what you want to discuss and we will response and share!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Perhaps their those that are holier but i'm not and open and eager to learn and enjoy the process. you should feel bad but think it as opportunity to learn anew and love the process

    Take it easy

    Nikki
  • Hello!
    You brought up something important. I talked about it in the video "Embrace your human nature".

    We are humans and we all have a personality which we should embrace, the same with the ego. There is no holy people. Creating a image of something holy is "just a image" and it will always be broken.

    I know, discussing things is good, but it will come to a point where we just have to share, because there is no ultimate wisdom.

    On AC we share and build a library of energies, for many people, where they can find Friends, Learn from many reflections.

    THE NEW AGE IS NOW, and all things are labels within the mind. If we can see that, we can focus on the CORE THINGS such as love, Its all about vibration.

    TO FEEL UNLIGHTENED IS GREAT MY FRIEND =) TO feel really empty and wondering where did the LOVE and spirituality GO? Spirituality is not a concept. Its LIFE.

    SHARE, SHARE, SHARE! I know beyond the knowing, and understand that there is nothing to know
    than this moment, right now, right here.

    Ps, You know this already, but its fun to share....
    And we all know that the mind Loves "drama" and Dive into things, we love to add things
    to simplicity =) Many people arent ready for Simplicity.

    Hugs*
    • Thank you Ben, for your love and support.

      As soon as I'm back on dsl (i'm on dialup on the moment) I will watch the video you recommended.

      Many Blessings.
      <3
      http://support.As/
    • Once we doggedly believe something - anything - we create an us versus them. This is what the elite want. They don't care what we believe as long as there's a them and us component i.e. separation, ego, judgement - you know the drill. If you want to know just how insidious this theme is, now and throughout the whole of our hybrid human history, read two books: Magical Child by Joseph Chiltern Pearce, and Gods of Eden by William Bramley.

      Best - JJ
    • "Embrace Your Human Nature" could not have been more timely.

      I am new to this group. I find that just for that message alone (Human Nature), I am grateful and enriched.

      I do think there is just as much enlightenment to be found and created in eating, sleeping, screwing, screwing, up, procrastinating, having self-doubts, making "mistakes" , etc. as anything else... these are all part of BEING and they provide great fodder for growth. Watched ISLANDS IN THE STREAM... a film adaptation of the Ernest Hemingway novel of the same name.

      One line that stood out ... was uttered by the protagonist when he is "dying" at the end.

      He says, "There's not just One great truth. It's ALL true."

      That resonated.

      I am transitioning out of reaction and judgement. Finding that my attitude and inner dialogue is my current focus. And, other people (and their perceptions) are where they are evolved at based on their life experience and path.

      What is immediately evident about this site and all involved, is the energy that is being put out... CREATED... and ideas exchanged. Both good things and something to be grateful for.

      Peace,
      Gary
    • completely off subject, but response to another comment...

      3:33 has always been the most relevant of all recurring number progressions in my life.

      As a musician, since childhood I have always been somewhat 'into' song lengths.  I even have a track,

      that unintentionally, the computer times as precisely 3:33.33 long.

      I am a firm believer of living in the now and though, possible, I will not suggest it is ONE meaning or ONE message to you, instead I suggest, when it happens, close your eyes and take a breath.  What comes to mind?  Or look at the numbers and listen to the thoughts in your mind.

      If you have studied sacred geometry at all, you know some suggest that on a greater level, physical reality is a matrix and every line, intersection, etc has an absolute math to it.

      I don't want to get too wordy.  But I sent a friend request. We can discuss it sometime.  I too had a spontaneous khundalini awakening, though it was... heh what year is it? 15 years ago.  I'm in North Hollywood.  A bit of a trek, but we can email and stuff for the time being. :D

      OH, i will say though that i believe 333 is a numeric symbol for pure spirit, or the source... beyond matter.

    • Wonderful Gary, im glad to hear that =)
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    • i write aboute human lostness, i write aboute the last ten thousand years of lost development
      somehow thish enlightment aboute humans is a sad devlopment of lies to human kind from lower forms of earth bound energys,
      from the inside of our cemical emotional bodys our fysical bodys, it has developed religions belifes of war, of hate, of slavery, of the things that started up human lost way bye materialism,
      i write aboute logical answers to human suffery, bye the wrongdoing from earthbound energys, i write aboute why we are belivers to be spirits, that the fact that the soul thinks its a spirit, is ´the development of the belife of enlightment.
      before our thousand of different religions belifes faths, we war not belivers to be spirits, the word spirit or spirituality is the lost way for al souls to make some understandning why, it has never prooft anything this enlightment, its a developing thing this fact of enlighment yesterday it was something else today it is something else and tomorow it will be something else,, the´voices that leads the lost human to more lost ness more false enlighment more false love,
      i write abote the logic of the the fact of a disturbuns of our cemical bodys of emotions the rape of the human souls fysical appereans bye giving it emotions of endorfin rousees from inside, to make the soul feel emotions of enlighment of the fact of to loved,
      bye the voices that has developed the belife of spirituality, every religion every belife every fath whit voices, and every where the fact of the spirit is a teaching of love, a way of love, enlightment for soul,, the fact and truth of the fact of spiritual awakening is a fact of different teachings all time time true time, if you study he fact of religions its teachings that has been the truth of god in this world the fact of the religion of jews christians and muslims, the truth will appear it self for the logical human beeing that seaks answers read the writings of those three religons do it in a logical way to understand if, read whith out belife, and the answer will appear from your eternal higher self, be still carefull every time you listen to your self untill you know its you, the voice of you from inside will not be words, it will be the voice of your hart, a voice of love a old souls hart,

      we are reinkarnated we are the true fact of god, and we are in suffeys in this world, the fact of suffery is the wrong teachings bye the fact of yeasterdays enlightment the teachings of death hate fear has shifted our emotional fysical to be to a state of suffery,
      every emotion of negative is a development from hate and fear,
      this is the suffery of this world, the logic of unfree will willk appear, everything in human doing to each others is done in emotions of fear, the emotion of fearis a teaching from yesterdays enlighment the religions, as hate, so ebrytime a soul feals fear its fysical emotional self is giving a selfdefense respons to the fact of the emotion of unfree will, so the fysical bodys reaction is the defense reaktion of hate, and this is reactions of to different emotions built in to hujman life bye he fact of voices and the fact of yesterdays enlightment the religions of war, study the teachings of those religions and understand the lostness in our thoughts and the fact of growing negativism bye the fact of false teachings from the religions false teachings for us to develop as our own toughts, those tought is a un developing emotinal understanding for five thousand years, what you think is right and wrong is the fact of not be abel to understand you can not be teacht to understand if you have a system of true toughts allready, that is the fact of undeveloping,
      and so is the fact of all human negative projektions towars each others every projektion whit shame whit judgementalness whit toughts of right and wrong, every selfprojekted tought as a negative tought of fear shame our judgementalness is a lots tought and false emotions,
      every one of our negative emotions and negative toughts against eacht others against our selfes is a untrue tought, from a shild the development and growing is a battle inside, fears as a fysical reaction a inharetanche from false teaching from our unsasters. is a fact of harritage, the childs fysical body of emotions is towards the untrue false emotion of fear in selfdefense reaction reakting in the development of behaviors, self defense behaviors is the developing of negativism in this world, we have a nonfriendly friend in our fysical bodys of emotions, its the same as the voice of every spirit shape, it is non spirit, it is the logical answer to all different religion, those has teached us falsly and to study it properly the fact of untruth and false ointings of evil towards evry belife and every beliving human and all humans is the fact of false teachings, the false teachings we belife to day is saying that all world is evil and al humans are evil, every fath promes eternal life, and hell towards non belivers, the the teachings point at every human and evry belife of a different kind as a fact of satan, the fact of satan demons angels god as a spirit is the actplaying bye lower form of energy, from inside of the fysical body its trye our sensees and our emotions developning false images of god and evil, this has been our false belifes for five thousan years, and still is our major religions study the fact of wrong false teachings towards human, and understand the fact war betven us, and if there would be a spirit that is true or truth, would it not have said sometime ago that human evil human sinn human humanunpureness is nothing else but a fact of to proof that human are in a stete of unfree will and in a state of cemical emotional slavery of different kind, evety human has differenseesin emotional slavery, some can not take charge of violent emotions, some has sexuel bound slavery, uncontrol in the emotional system fears is he developing reason of emotional unballance, the fact of eviöl in human is the fact of selfedefense againts fear,
      i write and proof the human evil to be a myth and a lie. and this prrofs the fact of psykosis as a spiritual thing and spirual deveoping enlightment and false truth
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