You grow the most spiritually when you are with your soulmate.

But I think my soulmate dumped me for a reason I cannot understand. Anyone else is (almost) meaningless compared to my soulmate. That one person who you could grow with is not there, so I must rely on myself and places like this website to find answers. I've been like a hermit for a long time. I don't think it's healthy to hide away for so long, but nobody will be able to understand me until I can fully explain my situation.
The relationship was so deep that I could tell what he was thinking by looking into his eyes. He was a Scorpio.
I see no light shining a path for me to take. I am filled with a void, telling me to spend energy on improving myself, not wasting it on others who don't fulfill or satisfy me.

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libralea April 1, 2011 at 2:05pm

I believe that you have not yet met the person that you are supposed to be with. Although you may feel that this person was a soul mate they obviously aren't or you would still be together. Try to look at this as a learning curve in preparation for you meeting a true soul mate or twin. Your mind is a powerful thing and it seems to me that you have convinced yourself that this person was the one. It's not until you find your soul mate or twin that you realize that these feelings are a million times more powerful than what you felt before. I have been where you are and luckily have since found my twin flame. We have been together for 10 yrs now since I was 18. This was when I started to grow spiritually and something awakened inside of both of us. I really hope you find peace within yourself and realize that it was just not meant to be but you will get your turn xxx
- Francis Ryan > libralea April 2, 2011 at 10:59am
  
  I have grown from it and it has made me more emotionally intelligent, but I would prefer to have someone who understands me and all my opinions. Someone who I can communicate with a lot, someone to share my experiences with. Life is stronger with that support.
  Even the psychologist I saw didn't understand me.
- Francis Ryan > libralea April 1, 2011 at 3:02pm
  
  Maybe I can find someone who I can read better. But this person was unpredictable and knocked away my confidence. I suppose I've got to believe that unconditional love will come soon.
  - libralea > Francis Ryan April 1, 2011 at 3:17pm
    
    Yeah I understand how hard it is to get that confidence back when you have been hurt in this way. You have to realize though that when you do find the one (and you will) you don't have to read them or they you. It's just there. I don't know why it just is and that's the beauty of it. I know these words won't mean much to you when you are still low in confidence and not feeling at best with yourself but soon you will be happier than you have ever been.
Exo March 1, 2011 at 3:05pm

Maybe you meant your twin flame, not your soul mate. We have lots of soul mates incarnated now here on earth but we have only one twin flame. I'm not looking for my twin flame. She will just come when the time is right.
Francis Ryan March 1, 2011 at 1:49pm

I am looking forward to finding out for myself that you can have more than 1 soulmate. It's difficult for me to imagine. How deep is your soulmate connection with other people?
Are you saying that while I am troubled with my past, I will not be able to make love relationships? I don't know if I'll ever be able to forget about what happened to me.
Francis Ryan March 1, 2011 at 1:02pm

There is a lot of truth that I have discovered in the past years. I have previously felt that I was left in the dark to fend for myself.
I will try relationships with other people. It's just hard to believe in humanity when you can love someone, and then bam, you're left in the darkness, and that person starts acting aloof towards you. It's not fair.
This is why I would try and avoid Scorpio people for relationships entirely. It's like my trust for them has crumbled.

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