Spiritual Forum

I'm obsessed with floating castles and floating self sustainable cities, everything about them makes my fanciful mind that dreams of a happy fulfilled reality feel happy, this in part because as a starseed some of my memorable most pleasant incarnations were spent on places like that, where i was free of an ego polluted with things that serve no sustaining, fulfilling purpose, back then i was happy and content to see things be peaceful and didn't have too many foreign influences that would counter my ability to stay that way. this is the way we all were at one point, then, because the universe and things in it have a natural desire to change and transform, and we decided to step out of our secluded peaceful existence just for the sake of experience, and now here we are in a situation we consider not so pleasant and wish to go back to that, and we connect that with our home world, when in reality what I've come to discover is that th thing we're searching for but not sure how to find can be found within, and we're here as beings incarnate, finding ourselves again, the sustainable everlasting self of joy that we used to know very well back home, and we're here to experience that on earth so that the people who've awakened and found their individual divinity, the thing we search to replace with meaningless temporary fixes that serve to perpetuate our ongoing cycle of wanting more more more, of whatever it is to us. its not about et beings or any of that at all, that may be our origin, but we're here to find ourselves and our divine individuality of free form thinking and exploring all possibilities, while still remaining aware of our surrounds enough to know whats really possible and what isn't. we as starseeds and light beings come from different places of expertise to share what we know from experience throughout the ages in past times. We all are, just some spent more of our linear existence in one time/place more then another and thus our focal point of where we come from is based on the most memorable moments and also what we relate to. We need to realize its not about gilts and glamor, its about facing our fears of reality [the things that hurt the most to look at] whether its scary or just painful, we need to observe and move on, although move on can have many different meanings in many different situations. many interpret "move on" as "move past" if you move past, some things may stay behind, others though may choose to follow, the difference between move on, and move past, is with move past, your basically trying to forget about it waiting for time to heal things by avoidance, whereas moving on [onward], your stopping, looking at your trail of debris and doing whats right with it, like emptying an ash tray rather then chuck your cigarette out a window [i don't smoke but its a good metaphor that fit]. as individuals we all have certain talents and good qualities as well as bad, the bad though comes from this 3d location we live in and the consciousness based pollution in it, I'm not talking about air wave consciousness, I'm talking about social interaction and the imprint it leaves energetically. right now we're in a world where many people are simply used to a less then rewarding way of being, where "you hurt me, i hurt you to feel better" tactics are used. that on top of some of our natural need to be accepted in a group plays into why we are as we are now. we'd be much different and peaceful living as a species if it wasn't for beings that have acquired social power over us by playing at our weaknesses, I'm referring to the Illuminati and those who serve immediately below them and have an understanding of what their doing, not in innocence. these people who seek control over others is exactly who we as starseeds are attempting to liberate, not by breaking their shackles free for them, but by demonstrating our ability of how to do it so they can learn themselves [inspiration and leading by example]. the answer to the social chaos of the world is to move through and realize we don't have to be this way, again, moving past vs moving onward; when you leave stuff behind your still technically responsible for it, even though everyone forgets and again, moves past [to accept a less the highest good scenario]. however with moving onward, your caring your crud [even if its ugly to look at till then] to the checkpoint when it can be properly disposed of. this is a metaphor for finding yourself, find your OWN divinity, NOT another person's divinity to dump on so they can transmute YOUR baggage. doing so is wrong ESPECIALLY if the person is unaware >:(

the point is we can all reach a state of higher awareness if we decide to give up our crud thats holding us back from our highest potential, whatever that crud may be, whether its karma from painful social interaction, outdated un-highest-good-serving belief systems, or whatever. the point is, we as living beings knowingly capable of free thought can do this. all we have to do is make a choice and allow it and stick to it when we're faced with an opposing mental obstacles [not serving highest light based ego notions] that stand in the way of achieving personal divinity, we all can do this, just some are so steeped into non-serving ego notions they've gotten lost inside it trying to find a way out, but only with what they know from the ego they've acquired. something also important to note is that the ego is not a bad thing, in fact its a good thing! the difference is, what kinds of thing do we wanna put in our ego to define us? the ego is basically our personality in psychological terms right? so when people say we should loose our ego, thats bad! we need our ego to be a complete wholly being, the thing is we can choose to embrace certain things that are healthy notions, rather then put importance on notions that are unsustainable. notice i didn't say choose, because to choose our input while still living daily functional lives would be impossible, if we limited ourselves for what we could receive, we'd have a mental breakdown when something enters that doesn't fit with what we limit to enter, wouldn't it? that right, there is a blockage! and what do we do with blockages in order to keep a healthy flow? we unplug the blockage, and take care of it on our own time in the proper way, rather then toss the ball of blockage gunk over into someone else's pile of gunk to get mixed in with their blockages that they're working on. that would be mean wouldn't it now...

point is though we all can do it, just some would prefer to keep their ego structures that include non-self-sustaining notions in them, and by all means its fine to ask for help, but do so with the highest of divine intents for those around you, and be self sustaining if you can be, of course i cant make any decisions for those reading this, but I'm merely sharing what works for me, and what i keep coming back to after theres a 'dark-ego-frequency-storm'. hope this helps people make some insights in their own lives, and really think on things if thats what their goal is and can relate to any of it, and/or if it resonates [same difference]. i have more to share but thats all for this posting, i hope everyone finds peace within

~John M~

p.s.
yes i know i changed my siggy i was jimclarson, now I'm John M
[in real life my first name is john and 'M' is my last name's initial]

 if your chillax you wont mind and maybe wonder a bit, if your filled with dark ego though you might in your own mind get a bit huffy over it; hidden test, only you know the answer ;]