I am lost, confused and don't know what to do.

oh, my friend. i have some advice for you as you are not alone. one bouncing between two polar opposite extremes can be challenging and draining as you strive for balance, while desiring you vibrations and your innate natural gifts to come to the surface. it is so taxing, but falling off the wagon is totally normal for people....what i want you to do is to try not to judge yourself for it that is the first step. the second step i want you to do is to start exercising, and when i mean exercising i mean doing some yoga. it is all about baby steps and the small shiftings of energy to put us back on purpose to put us back onto living our paths and moving ourselves forward. indigos we have to be on purpose so we are not depressed, and we don't implode.........it might be hard for you at first, but I know you can do it......your strength will give me strength as we all desire on this site to ascend and to live to our fullest spiritual capabilities.

you long as we all do for our mission, and purpose. i think we have this notion that being on purpose is outward outside of us, but I have come to believe that when I am vibrating at a frequency that is love and compassion and I move out into the world then I am in fact on purpose. i think it is hard for people to see the forest through the trees sometimes.......

hard for people to see where they are naturally on purpose....naturally doing the mission. I took a divine purpose couple hour talk and the woman Renee Madsen gave this advice: to BE WITH SPIRIT AND ASK SPIRIT HOW CAN I SERVE YOU TODAY in whatever wording you want to word it. and listen to what spirit is telling you. Sit and listen and ask god questions and listen to the response.........

when it comes to like minded people and friends have you tried joining a meetup group or getting out into the world. i know for a lot of us we tend to like being alone.....or even joining a class of some sort where you can make some friends....

so start. start slowly if need be.

begin with getting some time for yourself.

and meditating.

start smal.

begin whit some biological products like suger and salt.

start smal,,whit exsersize...start to walk 30 minutes a day.

maby you can walk a dog...(from a elderly person)

start smal and take you're time.

start doing grounding work...like working in you're garden...(or sombody els)

and start to skip E-numbers...
They can make you sick.
At least skip as manny as E-numbers as possibel.
i've realised by testing whit my own body....when i skip e-numbers my health is improving...and my mind becoums clear.

you need to take you're time...but maby skipping e-numbers would be a verry good start.

than keep smoking if you need to on the moment..but know that a sigar is better that a sigaret.(looking at the toxins) maby you can find biological sigars.

i hope this maby can help you.

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- - - Michael > Michael July 13, 2014 at 3:02am
Kentares July 12, 2014 at 1:34am

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July 12, 2014 at 1:32am

...Wisdom + Ced.....Good To See You Again...:)...Some Good Advice....From The Ashtar Many.......Some Kind Souls Here....Wish U Both Well..........<3 <3...........Love......xx....
Lisa Barnthouse-Fraser July 11, 2014 at 1:02pm

Dont ever think you are alone there are things beyond your eyes that you can not see always showing and guiding us but its our choice which path we take. You have all the strength you need inside and around you to breakthorough the pain and heartache. we werent brought into this world to suffer but to love and be loved. dont let the negativity of others who arent like minded bring you down this life is a good life even with its woes and my friend we are here to help you climb not pull you down although we are not there in person im sure we all love you and pray incessantly for you. love peace and light
turtles July 11, 2014 at 6:06am

Forget your mission........ JUST BE........Sometimes we find ourselves when we don't really try to hard..We just become.....we just are......and know it.
In that state of beingness, we connect.... and ZAP.......We become who we were meant to be.....When that magic happens, you will know it and who you are and what your mission is....

Good advice......i think we all tend to get bugged out a bit about our mission and our purpose, but in reality people can't see the forest through the trees. being on purpose and living our missions does not have to be grandious, but in fact it is right where we are in the present moment when we alien ourselves with god and step into our true nature
turtles July 11, 2014 at 5:49am

oh, my friend. i have some advice for you as you are not alone. one bouncing between two polar opposite extremes can be challenging and draining as you strive for balance, while desiring you vibrations and your innate natural gifts to come to the surface. it is so taxing, but falling off the wagon is totally normal for people....what i want you to do is to try not to judge yourself for it that is the first step. the second step i want you to do is to start exercising, and when i mean exercising i mean doing some yoga. it is all about baby steps and the small shiftings of energy to put us back on purpose to put us back onto living our paths and moving ourselves forward. indigos we have to be on purpose so we are not depressed, and we don't implode.........it might be hard for you at first, but I know you can do it......your strength will give me strength as we all desire on this site to ascend and to live to our fullest spiritual capabilities.

you long as we all do for our mission, and purpose. i think we have this notion that being on purpose is outward outside of us, but I have come to believe that when I am vibrating at a frequency that is love and compassion and I move out into the world then I am in fact on purpose. i think it is hard for people to see the forest through the trees sometimes.......
hard for people to see where they are naturally on purpose....naturally doing the mission. I took a divine purpose couple hour talk and the woman Renee Madsen gave this advice: to BE WITH SPIRIT AND ASK SPIRIT HOW CAN I SERVE YOU TODAY in whatever wording you want to word it. and listen to what spirit is telling you. Sit and listen and ask god questions and listen to the response.........

when it comes to like minded people and friends have you tried joining a meetup group or getting out into the world. i know for a lot of us we tend to like being alone.....or even joining a class of some sort where you can make some friends....

so start. start slowly if need be.

begin with getting some time for yourself.

and meditating.
Onna July 11, 2014 at 2:05am

I`ve been long waiting for this quote to copy somewhere, where it would be most needed. I think this is the right place and the right time.

Much love, and strength to you

Standing by my window, breathing summer breeze
Saw a figure floating, 'neath the willow tree
Asked us if we were happy, we said we didn't know
Took us by the hands and up we go

We followed the dreamer through the purple hazy clouds
He could control our sense of time
We thought we were lost but no matter how we tried
Everyone was in peace of mind

We felt the sensations drift inside our frames
Finding complete contentment there
And all the tensions that hurt us in the past
Just seemed to vanish in thin air

He said in the cosmos is a single sonic sound
That is vibrating constantly
And if we could grip and hold on to the note
We would see our minds were free...oh they're free

We are lost above
Floating way up high
If you think you can find a way
You can surely try

Judas Priest - Dreamer Deceiver 1976

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VctBmCmYQD4
Phylos July 11, 2014 at 1:14am

I don't have any advice for you, man. I just would like you to know that I respect your blues and may you make it through.
Drekx Omega July 11, 2014 at 12:18am

Hi.....Just to reassure you, friend, that there is not a single human being who has not gone through ups and downs, at one time or another, in life....It's how we grow in self-awareness........By exploring the heighs and lows....the ups and downs, the tooing and the frowing... :-)

Forget your mission........ JUST BE........Sometimes we find ourselves when we don't really try to hard..We just become.....we just are......and know it.

In that state of beingness, we connect.... and ZAP.......We become who we were meant to be.....When that magic happens, you will know it and who you are and what your mission is....

Simple really ;-) No need for haste, just allow the flow....

Blessings, Drekx Omega
Liona July 10, 2014 at 10:47pm

start smal.

begin whit some biological products like suger and salt.

start smal,,whit exsersize...start to walk 30 minutes a day.

maby you can walk a dog...(from a elderly person)

start smal and take you're time.

start doing grounding work...like working in you're garden...(or sombody els)

and start to skip E-numbers...
They can make you sick.
At least skip as manny as E-numbers as possibel.
i've realised by testing whit my own body....when i skip e-numbers my health is improving...and my mind becoums clear.

you need to take you're time...but maby skipping e-numbers would be a verry good start.

than keep smoking if you need to on the moment..but know that a sigar is better that a sigaret.(looking at the toxins) maby you can find biological sigars.

i hope this maby can help you.